Xiao Yurui obviously didn't expect Ling Yuxin to ask such a question, and was stunned for a while, but when he saw Ling Yuxin's eyes full of expectation, he was a little moved in his heart, thought about it, and replied: "In life, there are joys and sorrows, everyone will have good things and unsatisfactory things, so it is difficult to summarize your life in the past ten years with a happy sentence." ”

Ling Yuxin felt that what Xiao Yurui said was reasonable, but the various emotions in her heart still couldn't be calmed down, and she subconsciously turned her head to look into the distance, her eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, she was in a trance and dazed, and her voice was also full of confusion, "I don't remember anything from the past, how can more than ten years of life not leave any marks in my mind?" In the past two years, there seems to be no fragment of the past in my mind, only I often have nightmares and dream about some scenes, in fact, when I wake up, I want to recover my memory quickly, but every time I wake up from a dream, there always seems to be another voice that keeps telling me, don't think about it, don't think about it, there seems to be another force in my body that has been preventing me from recalling all kinds of dreams, it seems to be ...... It seems that my subconscious does not want to think of the past, but wants me to be like the present, but ...... But why is this happening? Don't...... Is it that I used to be unhappy, so I'd rather forget? As he spoke, tears fell unconsciously.

Xiao Yurui suddenly felt his heart twitch fiercely, his eyes were full of pity and faintly mixed with a little complicated color, he unconsciously reached out and hugged Ling Yuxin's slightly trembling shoulder, gently took her into his arms, and said softly: "Maybe there was something that made you unhappy that night two years ago, and even wanted to forget it forever, never think about it again, if you really don't want to think about it, then don't think about it again, the past is gone, no matter what happened, it doesn't matter anymore, the important thing is this and later, It doesn't matter if you can never remember the past, you can start over, with your cousin, you will never experience unhappy things in the future. ”

In the past two years, countless nightmares, countless awakenings, countless times of panic after waking up, and countless times of being at a loss when waking up, she has been forced to press down on her heart again and again, she doesn't want to think about it, she doesn't dare to think about it, and she doesn't want Xiao Yurui to worry about her...... All kinds of emotions surged out, and the tears could no longer stop flowing out, and she went from crying silently to crying uncontrollably.

Xiao Yurui didn't stop it, just hugged her tightly, let her vent happily in her arms, and occasionally patted her back gently when she was crying out of breath, helping her to calm down, and sighed in her heart: It turns out that she has hidden so many of her emotions and thoughts in the past two years, and it seems that she doesn't know her as well as she imagined, and she may be ...... than she imagined.

I don't know how long I've been crying, maybe the tears I've been holding back for two years have been exhausted, or after all, I haven't closed my eyes all night and experienced a series of bumps and fright, and now the tense nerves are finally relaxed, Ling Yuxin actually cried and cried and fell asleep in Xiao Yurui's arms, Xiao Yurui stared at the tear-stained delicate face in his arms, and all kinds of expressions in his eyes were intricately intertwined, as if he was fighting and struggling fiercely in his heart, and after a long time, it finally turned into an indistinguishable sigh.

As soon as Ling Yuxin woke up, when she opened her eyes, she found that she was actually in the carriage, Bai Zhuzheng looked at herself with a smile, and was stunned for a long time before jumping up and sitting up, "Why am I here?" What about cousins? ”

Bai Zhu pursed his lips and smiled, "Miss, don't worry, Young Master Cousin is outside the car, and he is with Master Wei and Master Li, as for Miss, you are naturally asleep and brought back by Young Master Cousin." ”

"Did your cousin find you?" Ling Yuxin suddenly remembered that Bai Zhu had been injured before, and immediately glanced at her left shoulder, and asked nervously, "Bai Zhu, how is your injury?" Does it matter? And what about the Assassins? ”

Bai Zhu said gratefully: "Thank you Miss for your concern, the slave is fine, just a little bruise, it has been bandaged, those assassins saw that the young master took you away, so they stopped entangled with us and quickly retreated, but Lord Wei and Lord Li captured two alive, and wanted to ask something, but unfortunately they didn't say anything, so they committed suicide, and then Lord Wei and Lord Li each took two teams of people to find you separately, leaving some guards and me to walk slowly behind." Last night, when it was almost dark, the young master of the table held you sleeping and made peace with us under the protection of Lord Li, and later Lord Li sent someone to inform Lord Wei who was looking for you in the other direction, and then Lord Wei also rushed back. ”

"Last night?" Ling Yuxin glanced at the already bright sky outside the curtain, and was a little surprised, "Then what time is it?" How long have I been asleep? ”

Bai Zhu said with a smile: "It's already hour, originally Lord Li was worried that there would be assassins coming last night, so he suggested rushing overnight, but Young Master Cousin was worried that the carriage bumps would wake you up, so he insisted on resting on the spot for the night." ”

"How long have I slept for me? And my cousin brought me back and I didn't wake up, I slept so deeply?" Ling Yuxin muttered, thought for a moment, and suddenly looked at Bai Zhu suspiciously, "Bai Zhu, I often wake up easily when I sleep on weekdays, and I often have nightmares, but why do I always sleep very deeply and for a long time every time I fall asleep next to my cousin?" And the day before yesterday, when I fell off the stool, I was obviously caught by my cousin, and I didn't bump it, but suddenly it was dark, and when I woke up again, it was as if I had just slept, why did this happen? ”

Bai Zhu hesitated for a moment and confessed: "Actually, when I was in the villa, the young master was worried that Miss You wouldn't be able to sleep well, so he ordered your sleeping hole after you fell asleep. As for the day before yesterday, the slave was not present, but I guess it should be the same. ”

Ling Yuxin suddenly stared at Bai Zhu for a while, and suddenly pretended to be serious and said, "Bai Zhu, you actually know martial arts, why have you never mentioned it to me?" When did you learn martial arts? And how did you get found by your cousin? ”

Bai Zhu's eyes flashed, and he hurriedly lowered his head and said: "The slave maid didn't deliberately hide the young lady, but the young lady didn't ask, so the slave didn't specifically mention it, as for the slave maid's martial arts, it was because the father was originally a person in the rivers and lakes, so the slave and maid followed his father to learn martial arts since he was a child, only because the family had a change two years ago, fortunately the young master who was passing by at that time came to the rescue, and the slave and maid were able to live, and then the young master took the slave and the maid to the twilight villa and ordered the slave and the maid to take care of the young lady. ”

Ling Yuxin had a clear expression, "Oh, so the life experience that my cousin made up for you before is actually not all fake. ”

Bai Zhu immediately nodded, "Yes, it's not all fake, in fact, after the assassin retreated yesterday, Lord Li also asked the slave and maid why they knew martial arts, and the slave and maid also truthfully replied that they learned it from their father since childhood." ”

"Well, Li Qingshan will definitely doubt your martial arts when he sees you." Ling Yuxin paused for a moment, and said to Bai Zhu seriously: "Bai Zhu, in fact, with your martial arts, being a maid is really wronged by you, you don't have to ......"

Bai Zhuqian knelt down and interrupted Ling Yuxin's words, "Miss, don't be wronged, the slave and maid are not aggrieved at all, the slave and maid's lives are all saved by the young master, since the young master has made the slave and maid the maid of the young lady, then the young lady you are the master of the slave and the maid, please don't drive the slave and the maid away, please don't drive the slave and the maid away......" said and bowed to Ling Yuxin vigorously.