"I know all this, and because I know, so even though I like him very much, I have been suppressing it for so many years. However, this feeling is really painful, I am really tired, and I don't want to be his sister at all. When he's gone, I can't help but think about him, but when he comes back, I'm only his sister, and I'm going crazy, you know? Gu Xiwen cried a lot, hugged Xiao Ruoqian and said painfully.

Xiao Ruoqian didn't know how to persuade her, in Xiao Ruoqian's heart, Gu Xiwen was very good, and she had always been a knowledgeable, gentle and amiable sister. Gu Zile is also very good, although Xiao Ruoqian doesn't spend much time with him, but just a few brief meetings, Xiao Ruoqian can also deeply feel that Gu Zile is a good person.

However, such two people can't be together, even if Gu Zile is just Gu Xiwen's nominal cousin, but he is not the righteous son of the Gu family, but was really adopted by the Gu family through the formal regulations, and he is a legitimate Gu family. Whether in the eyes of outsiders or in law, Gu Zile is Gu Xiwen's cousin.

The two of them want to be together, unless Gu Zile leaves the Gu family, otherwise, there will be no possibility between them.

And this, Gu Zile could not agree. Although, after marrying Gu Xiwen, he is still half of the Gu family, but in Gu Zile's heart, he grew up in the Gu family since he was a child, that is his home, no matter for any reason, it is impossible for him to leave the Gu family, let alone bring a little bad influence to the Gu family.

"Sister Xiwen, I know you must have had a hard time, but sister, Brother Zile doesn't like you very much, or rather, he likes you, but his liking for you is only brother and sister, and there is no trace of love between men and women, so no matter what you think, Brother Zile will not be with you." Although it was very cruel, Xiao Ruoqian couldn't help but say bluntly.

Xiao Ruoqian didn't want Gu Xiwen to be so miserable all the time, emotional things, it is always the most perfect to be happy with each other, and only the person who has experienced it can understand how it is like scraping the bone.

Perhaps, her words were cruel to Gu Xiwen, but she always had to go through such a day, and only by interrupting her thoughts so completely could she force herself to come out of the feelings that should not exist.

Gu Xiwen cried even louder, and Xiao Ruoqian didn't persuade again, just hugged her and let her cry and vent.

Gu Xiwen's mood was not very good, Xiao Ruoqian didn't want her to go back to the Gu family to face Gu Zile at this time, it would be too cruel for her, so she took Gu Xiwen to her and Gu Yeqiu's new home, so that she could have a quiet environment and think about how to go in the future.

Xiao Ruoqian stayed by Gu Xiwen's side every day, trying her best to make her happy, and wanted her to slowly forget the relationship that should not exist in the first place.

Gu Xiwen can also feel Xiao Ruoqian's heart, and try to make herself as happy as possible every day, so as not to worry Xiao Ruoqian and Gu Yeqiu. However, only she knew that in the dead of night, the bone-crushing pain and longing forced her to breathe at all.

Xiao Ruoqian knows that it is difficult to make a person forget a relationship, but the relationship between Gu Xiwen and Gu Zile was originally a dead knot. If Gu Zile is not the appearance of the Gu family, maybe he will fall in love with Gu Xiwen one day. However, Gu Zile and Gu Xiwen are brother and sister in name, and Gu Zile regards everything in the Gu family as more important than his own life, so it is impossible for him to accept Gu Xiwen. Even if everyone in the Gu family agrees with the matter between them, Gu Zile can't get over the hurdle in his heart.

It is also because he knows this, so for so many years, Gu Xiwen has repeatedly warned himself to stay away from Gu Zile, and he must not let himself fall into it again and again. However, as everyone knows, the more you dodge, the more you can't extricate yourself. After so many years, her feelings for Gu Zile have not decreased, but have become more and more intense.

Gu Xiwen knew that this was wrong, but she had no way to control it, and she didn't know who to talk to. She felt like she was going crazy, if it wasn't for Xiao Ruoqian taking the initiative to mention it, so that she could find a mouth to talk to, she didn't know what she would do.

Xiao Ruoqian also knew that Gu Xiwen's heart must be very uncomfortable, she was not Gu Xiwu, she had the courage to go away to heal her wounds. Gu Xiwen is a real lady, gentle and demure, but she is too gentle. Over the years, except for the few times when she lost her temper with her family because of Gu Yeqiu's affairs, she has really always been decent, and she has never let her family worry a little. Although she used to be fun-loving, she was always very measured, and from beginning to end, she was the most reassuring one in the Gu family. Therefore, even if she is distressed, she will never be able to make the same decision as Gu Xiwu, which is why Gu Xiwu said that she was stupid.

"Sister, it's boring to stay at home every day, or let's go out and play together for a few days, right? Make an appointment with Xiangxiang and Lina, as well as flying fish, and there are more people. Afraid that Gu Xiwen would be so depressed at home again, Xiao Ruoqian proposed.

Gu Xiwen shook his head and said, "I won't go, you can go by yourself." "Her heart is going to hurt to death, where does she have the heart to go out and play.

Xiao Ruoqian is so easy to deal with, her main purpose is to take Gu Xiwen out, go out for a walk to see the beauty of the world, is the best way to heal the wounds, shrink at home, and will always feel sorry for herself.

Therefore, no matter how Gu Xiwen refused, Xiao Ruoqian finally forcibly pulled her away.

This time when I went out to play, there were only a few girls in them, and no boys were allowed to follow. Although Xiao Qingzhan and the others were worried that it would be unsafe for their young and beautiful girls to go out, because Xiao Ruoqian was particularly insistent, they could only compromise in the end.

Xiao Ruoqian deliberately chose a city near the sea, she has been very fond of the sea since she was a child, but there is only a lake in Cloud City, not a sea. Although the lake in Cloud City is very large and beautiful, there is always an end, and there is no endless momentum like the sea at all.

Moreover, Xiao Ruoqian felt that the sea was majestic, and when they stood on the beach, what they thought and felt was completely different from usual. She just wanted Gu Xiwen to get some inspiration here.

Although, it may not be so easy to give up Gu Zile, but Gu Xiwen has never been a person who drills the horns of the bull, she likes Gu Zile, this is never a mistake, if Gu Zile is willing to give up the Gu family to accept him for her, then this relationship is not a beautiful conversation.

It's a pity that Gu Zile doesn't like her, or to be more precise, he really treats Gu Xiwen as a sister, and he doesn't have a trace of male and female feelings, in his heart, even if he knows that Gu Xiwen likes him, I'm afraid he just thinks that Gu Xiwen mistakenly regards his brother and sister feelings as love, after all, in the Gu family, Gu Xiwen has always had the best relationship with him.

Of course, Xiao Ruoqian knew that Gu Xiwen's love for Gu Zile was true love, and it was enough to see it clearly from Gu Xiwen's pain these days, but so what? Even if Gu Xiwen really likes Gu Zile and is willing to do anything for him, he can't look back at Zile's equal love for her.

Gu Xiwen is very good, Xiao Ruoqian can't bear her to continue in this relationship, which will only make her hurt more and more. So, it's better to take her out for a walk, maybe she'll figure it out all of a sudden.

Although the chances are not big, there is a saying, there is still hope, maybe when God will go crazy and let hope come true.

Of course, Xiao Ruoqian's main purpose is actually just to take Gu Xiwen out for a walk, so as not to make her cranky thoughts at home more painful, but she didn't really think that she could get out of this relationship all of a sudden.

But who knows, by mistake, when they came out to play this time, Gu Xiwen met a person, who fell in love with Gu Xiwen at first sight, and since then he has been stalking and refusing to let go.

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