33. The lights are lit up at night

Looking at An Youju in a daze, the fatigue and calculation of the day made her no longer able to think about the things in front of her at the moment, she needed to think about how to deal with all kinds of personnel, and she also had to be distracted to watch out for Concubine Pei's actions, one by one, she was already annoyed enough, and there was no way to take care of him in front of her.

He gave the eldest princess what he thought was the most precious thing, but the eldest princess didn't seem to need it, and he was annoyed about it.

"Oh, I seem to get it."

Wanyue thought back to his chagrin, his powerlessness, his resentment... It seemed that he wanted to confide in Wanyue, but he couldn't.

"No, you don't understand."

An Youju took a step in, a little hurried, he had no way to tell Wan Yueming what Hu Luxian wanted to express, he could only be anxious, what she didn't understand, or she understood and pretended not to understand.

"Huh?"

Raising his immature cheeks, he looked at him in slight surprise, as if everything had changed in this night, and the heavenly steps were like the Milky Way, lying between them, and the boundaries were clearly distinguished.

"And what he's really frustrated about is that he didn't get the same response for his efforts!"

He was willing to do everything he could, just for her, but Wanyue always behaved lukewarmly, and the vague tone was not clear, so he didn't dare to break it, so he could only be annoyed like this and be angry with himself.

"Ha~ This is something I can't do!"

Wan Yue shook her head and smiled bitterly, she understood that what he wanted to express was only admiration, and she couldn't do anything to respond to this budding relationship, because from beginning to end, that person was just a friend to her, and men and women in the world not only have love, but also friendship.

"Since he hadn't told me personally, I shouldn't have known about it, and I couldn't have responded in any way, all I wanted was what I was doing, and nothing was on the right track, and no one could break the balance! Do you understand? ”

She won't respond, not even respond, since she is born again and is here, it means that her life is being given a life framework with a "should" meaning, and she can't squander her short life again.

People in the world often say: If I had known that this would be the end, I would not have wasted my time doing it. But Wanyue already knows the ending, and hopes to set things right from the beginning and move everything to the original trajectory.

So, she can't get out of here, and before she sees the light of hope, absolutely, absolutely not!

"Minister, got it."

"Then why are you here?"

Hu Luxian's arrival was really surprising, but why did An Youju come here, just to wake up the evening joy? Let her understand Hu Luxian's intentions? If so, he did.

"I'm here to tell the eldest princess that I will always bend down for you."

She tried to tell him the same thing, her lips opened, but there was no sound.

Wanyue has suffered some injuries, causing her to die at the hands of the person she once trusted the most, so no matter what the circumstances, it is difficult for her to truly trust anyone.

She always believed that deep down in her heart, she could never forget the heartache at that time, and the bitterness of the medicinal taste is still fresh in her memory, his expression, his expression of relief.

Although she doesn't see anything wrong on the surface, in fact, the feeling of uneasiness surrounds her all the time, and it is even difficult to sleep well, which can only be buried deep in her heart, hoping that the memories of her past life will be diluted with the passage of time.

She sometimes even wonders if all this is just a dream of hers, just like Zhuang Zhou's dream of butterflies, I don't know if Zhuang Zhou became a butterfly in a dream, or a butterfly became Zhuang Zhou in a dream?

Maybe the day she wakes up, she will still sit on the hospital bed, waiting for life to pass away, but if everything is a dream now, she is willing to immerse herself in this dream forever and never wake up.

Whether An Youjue's mind is like Hu Luxian, she is not sure, Hu Youxian is upright, everything is shown on his face, and he can't hide secrets in his heart, but An Youju is different, he is delicate, subtle and introverted, so he can't be sure of anything,

The only thing that can be sure is her determination that she will not change!

After a long time, he spit out a sentence, "Go back, if you don't go back, Your Majesty should send someone to find me." ”

The faint palace lamp made the figures of the two black and long, and one or two people returned to the banquet one after the other.

From seeing her disappearing figure just now, to Hu Luxian's departure, he could vaguely guess what Hu Luxian wanted to say, this night, Hu Luxian seemed to be sitting on pins and needles anymore, and wanted to talk.

But he couldn't act arbitrarily, no matter how he suppressed it, later, he still thought about her attitude, and what surprised him was that she didn't hesitate at all, and was decisive and decisive.

He also had a lot of words to want her to know, and he even thought about thousands of beginnings, but none of them were the same as at this moment.

He sometimes had a little envy of Hu Luxian, and even other people or anything, because anyone could approach her without any worries, only he couldn't, because of her brother, his majesty!

He is cold by nature and never demands anything, but only this is the only thing he has a weak heart.

Back at the banquet, Gao Yang was already drunk, squinting his eyes on the dragon chair, half-asleep and half-awake, Hu Luxian was drinking frantically on the seat, as if he was about to get drunk.

Hong Xuan leaned into Wan Yue's ear and whispered, "Eldest princess, Concubine Pei is alone in the imperial garden of the palace, and she looks like she has been carefully dressed. ”

I wanted to report to the eldest princess in the corridor just now, but the eldest princess was talking to a young general, so she could only take off until now, and the young general's elegant appearance lingered in her heart for a long time.

His hands looked heavy, but they were also thick and powerful, his fingers were slender, his joints were clear, and he could see the bare green tendons on his wrists, which were a pair of men's hands, but they looked so charming.

Wan Yue waved her hand, and Hong Xuan stood behind Wan Yue again.

It seems that she is thinking of arranging a chance encounter with His Majesty and wanting to regain her favor again, since she has carefully cleaned herself up, she can't waste her heart.

Wan Yue lifted her skirt, walked up to check on Gao Yang, and said softly, "Your Majesty, my sister seems to be a little drunk when she sees you, so you might as well come here today." ”

Gao Yang held his forehead with one hand, half-leaning on the seat, lazy and leisurely, afraid that he was tired of this lively atmosphere, "That's it, let's disperse." ”

"The ministers are leaving."

For a while, the hall dispersed, leaving only a little desolation, which makes people wonder, will future generations know about today's grand occasion?

"Sister, accompany Your Majesty back to the palace."

Wan Yue and the princess stood on both sides, helping Gao Yang to the carriage, and Wan Yue sat alone in a carriage behind her, and returned to the palace.

Through the curtain, I vaguely saw a familiar figure following the side of the carriage in front, and I didn't need to use my brain to know that the person must be An Youju,

Only he can serve the Son of Heaven, he is also His Majesty's most trusted general, and the Son of Heaven's guard is the best choice.

returned to the palace in such a bland way, Wanyue can still remember his departing figure, it is so lonely, like the last trace of coldness blown away in this summer breeze.

"Your Majesty, which lady is you going to summon?" The prince stood aside and asked.

"Your Majesty should return to the palace first, and when Your Majesty thinks about it, it's not too late to summon which lady!" Wan Yue stepped forward and held Gao Yang's arm, everything she said was so kind, natural, and smooth.

Because on the way back to the dormitory, you must pass through the garden, just a corner of the garden, it is enough to see her concubine.

As soon as they stepped into the garden, there was a singing voice, at first the voice was faint and Gao Yang was unconscious, but Wanyue heard it very clearly, the voice was soft and tactful, magnificent and beautiful, and people couldn't help but be attracted to it.

Gao Yang frowned and pointed to the distance, "Who is singing?" ”

Wan Yue looked around, but there was no one, so she had to follow the voice to find it, "Sister Chen doesn't know, it's better to accompany Your Majesty to take a look, just think it's sober." ”

Gao Yang nodded, walked through the rockery, and came to the depths of the courtyard, only to see a woman wearing a white tulle dress, with the same snow-white bandeau top, singing and dancing, which was really eye-catching.

Wan Yue asked in a surprised tone, Gao Yang also looked at Concubine Pei, and seemed to have questions about this, at this inappropriate time and place, someone who should not have been here appeared, "Concubine Pei, why are you here late at night?" ”

"Without His Majesty by his side, the concubine can't sleep at night, thinking that this place can be closer to His Majesty, so the ghost sent the god to come here, but I didn't think that I really met Your Majesty, it is really a blessing for the concubine."

The words are sincere, gentle and considerate, and then look at Gao Yang, the original difference in her gaze is a little shaken, her warm words are really heartwarming, so this kind of sign must be stopped.

Wan Yue looked Pei Concubine up and down, with a smile in her eyes, "This dress is very beautiful." ”

Concubine Pei smiled awkwardly, and she had to be gentle and polite in front of Gao Yang, "The eldest princess praised it." ”

"Concubine Pei Niangniang really looks like a fairy, dressed in white like a lotus, no wonder the royal brother is so favored, it really comes out of the mud without staining, the water is clear and the ripples are not demonic, if you want to say lotus..."

Gao Yang frowned and asked, "What?" ”

"Lotus was born in the dark corner of the pond, but it reminds me of when I was a palace maid with Pei Concubine Niangniang, and we joked together, and now it seems that this lotus flower is very compatible with Pei Concubine Niangniang."

Wan Yue's face changed, and she said with a little seriousness, "The courtier sister remembers that Concubine Pei was grounded by the queen, as if there was no pardon, why did she sneak out tonight, is it because the queen's dictation is not strong enough, and the guards have to be imposed to be grounded?"

Concubine Pei didn't respect the queen that day, and the courtiers also saw it that day, relying on His Majesty's favor, can you get carried away and not remember the etiquette in the palace? Or is it that the queen is soft-spoken, and everyone in the harem is not paying attention! ”

Hearing the queen, Gao Yang's mood fluctuated a little, "People are soft-spoken? The queen is the master of the middle palace, who dares to make a mistake?! It seems that if you don't take her as an example today, it will be difficult for the harem to be peaceful. ”