96. Labor and life co-geometry
"You're already here." She took his hand and put it on her chest, she had explained it so many times that she didn't even want to say it again, because if she said too much, she might doubt it.
"But I don't know what you're going to do?" His low tone, as if the person in front of him couldn't figure it out, and even felt very far away from him,
"Okay, I'll take you somewhere tomorrow." Gao Wanyue smiled, since he wanted to know, if he refused, he was afraid that he would not have the opportunity to get close to him in the future, and he would also have his own estrangement.
"But your injury..."Worried about her injury, she should have recuperated well, but she still had to run around, she was really an idle woman,
"It's only my neck that hurts, but it's not good on my body, and it doesn't hinder my walking and traveling." If you want to let her stay at home with peace of mind, you have to hold back your illness, and if you lie in bed all day and don't do anything, you will get moldy.
"Okay." He was always helpless in the face of the person in front of him.
"What about Hanachen?" She frowned and looked a little worried, she remembered that Hua Chen had been seriously injured before she fell into a coma, and Huan Yu didn't do it at the time, but after that, she didn't know,
"He was injured and recuperated in the institution."
"Then let him keep it." Thinking about the arms and legs, it should be difficult for him to endure this quiet time, it is quite interesting to think about it, such an active and idle person, to stay in bed to recuperate, must be scratching the heart and liver uncomfortable.
Gao Wanyue closed her eyes with a smile on her face, and all that came to mind was An Youju's figure, this feeling may be the feeling of love.
Loving someone, it can be a whisper, or a moment of gentle choking, she is afraid of this feeling, because after forming a habit, she is very changeable, in her previous life, she was too gullible to that person, so she ended up being poisoned,
In this life, she can feel An Youjue's sincerity, but such sincerity is definitely not immutable, a man will change his mind, and a man's heart will change when it changes, so what should she do if she changes it later? How to deal with yourself?
She has begun to get used to warmth, but once she gets used to it, she will slowly rely on herself and lose herself, craving warmth, she can't go back to the cold winter, the season of ice and snow, I can be lonely and cold forever, because I have never seen warmth.
Buddhism says: Cause and effect, pay attention to the past life and this life, where there is a cause, there must be an effect!
Buddhism says: "All the Dharma is the harmony of causes and conditions, and the causes arise when they arise, and the causes are still nothing, and nothing else." ”
It's just that the shocking scar will forever be imprinted in the heart, become a wound that can never heal, become a birthmark, and become a recognizable trace on the road of your life, like scattered dots of Luo Hong, step by step.
An Youju did have a sleepless night, quietly looking at the woman in her arms, her snow-white skin was slightly drunk like snow, and she was soft and soft
Under the moonlight, she slept quietly and peacefully, and he didn't know if he would look at her sleeping gaze like he did now.
I can't even see the light for the future, I don't even know where I'm going tomorrow, I can only whisper in my ear in the middle of the night, although she doesn't know at all, she is stubborn, she is strong, she is stubborn, and no one in this world may be able to change her,
At first, he never thought of marrying a wife and having children, maybe he would be like this in this life, but when he met her, nothing was different, her appearance looked very cheerful, and her smile was as bright as the sun, as if she could melt the cold ice and snow,
But he couldn't see her shed tears, like a sharp knife piercing his heart, dripping blood, when she fell into the water and was rescued by himself, for the first time she was so close to her, even physical contact, she was very weak, not heavy, when she was scooped up from the water, she was crying, sad because of excessive fear,
Life is short, women are weak, so you don't have to be strong, he is confident that he can protect her, but now it seems that he is so powerless in front of her,
When he watched Wanyue keep struggling in the water, his arms flapped the water around him in a panic, splashing, and his sinking body made him jump into the water without any thoughts.
The halo of water swung around and around, darkness, cold, and fear surrounded her, he knew how cold it was in the water, and he couldn't turn a blind eye to her who couldn't swim.
He hates it!
Rescued her, saw her dripping tears, each one dripping in his heart, couldn't help but stretch out his hand, his thumb gently wiped away the tears on Wanyue's cheeks, his eyes gradually deepened, dark as the sea,
He smiled faintly and didn't speak, but felt a trace of loneliness flowing in his eyes, it was a kind of fatalistic loneliness, but also a kind of loneliness that was unbearable in the heights, not grief, not self-pity, not remorse, it was the kind of rootless loneliness that came out of the bones, fused with death, everything would disappear in this loneliness, nothing could be left,
And now he has no other goal than to protect his family and defend the country, and now he seems to have another important task, protecting her into his own capacity.
Time always flies by in this memory, the pain from the wound on her neck forced her to wake up, the moment she opened her eyes, An Youju was beside her, still asleep, he looked very handsome, leaving a kiss on his cheek,
But her lips were dry and wrinkled like sandpaper, and he felt slightly uncomfortable when he opened his eyes, and when he saw this, Wanyue quickly closed his eyes and pretended that nothing had happened.
An Youju opened his eyes, there was nothing abnormal, but the eyelashes of the person in his arms trembled slightly, thinking that it should have been her prank just now, and gently rubbed his cheek with his fingers, "It's not like pretending to be asleep!" ”
"Who said I was pretending to be asleep." Hearing this, she stared at the person in front of her, slightly angry, thinking that her acting skills should be seamless, how could she be
Let him see the flaws,
She pressed his fingers to move, and he chuckled, "The eyelashes are shaking, the corners of my mouth twitch and I want to laugh or not, you can't tell me." ”
"Hmph, you won't find out next time!" She used her whole hand to hold his index finger tightly to control the strength, which would not make him feel pain, but also control his movements.
"You are always in a hurry to prove what to write" couldn't help but smile bitterly, this is a good thing to prove your innocence, but it is also a bad thing that is easy to be ambitious.
"It's getting late, it's time to get up." She sat up, put on her clothes and walked out of the door, and brought breakfast carefully to Mama Duan and Shui Qing.
"Princess, what are the arrangements for today?" Duanma stood aside and asked, so that she could understand her movements as early as possible and prepare early.
"I'm out of the house with my colt today, so I don't have to bother." An Youjue beside him eats elegantly, everything he eats is in moderation, and he can't see what he loves the most, and when he heard Wanyue's words, he just nodded lightly,
Since he said that he was not allowed to wear men's clothes again, he wore a goose-yellow skirt embroidered with purple butterflies, and danced smartly, like an ordinary woman's dress, covering his neck with a gauze scarf, so that others could not see that she was injured.
He was dressed in blue brocade and was tall and heroic, which was a rare beauty in the world, and the two of them came to the most secluded wine shop in Yecheng in a carriage.
"Shimizu Liquor Shop." An Youju stood in the wind, standing there staring blankly at the gold plaque, like a newly made appearance,
"Don't worry, I won't come out in broad daylight to drink heavily!" No one stopped and no one received all the way, and I walked up to the deepest room on the second floor as usual, which was also facing the most prosperous street in Yecheng, and I could clearly see everyone's actions.
"Look, how about that?" Looking around condescendingly, "This was originally an inn, so I changed it into a wine shop, and gave it a name!" ”
Seeing the fruits of her labor is very gratifying, she bought this wine shop has been obscure, originally just planned to find a haven to avoid disasters when she was troubled, but then not only willing to do this, but also took advantage of the fame of Le Gongzi to mention a name, and never thought that the recent business was also quite good, which was really unexpected.
"Late, but do you want to buy an industry?" She has a fiefdom and is not short of money, for her, she is not a greedy person, is it a hobby to run a wine shop?
"Definitely." She shook her head like an old pedant, "In addition to drinking, you can also talk about the Tao in the wine shop!" ”
led An Youju to let go of the scenery for a while, and then opened the door, looking at the first floor was already overcrowded, there were five tables in the house to form a circle, full of people in the house with three layers inside and three layers outside, wrapped tightly, but the atmosphere of the people present was relatively tense, and they only dared to whisper when they saw the lively heat, and they did not dare to be presumptuous.
A cloth hanging in the center slowly spread out, and a vigorous and powerful small seal appeared in front of everyone's eyes: Ren, this is the theme of this debate
, the shopkeeper's smile was lovely, "What is benevolence?" Please answer for me. ”
A man in a robe and scarf, who was already eager to try, got up, gave a salute first, and said solemnly and without stage fright, "'Ren' originally refers to mutual care between people, that is: Zi said: benevolent people love others, and Confucius took 'benevolence' as the highest moral code and moral standard, and persuaded people to practice benevolence. ”
The rest of the people sat upright, nodded frequently at his words, and suddenly one of them got up, "Brother Tai's words are wrong." "Go to the man," Analects. Yan Yuan has an explanation of what is benevolence, "Fan Chi asked Ren, and Zi said: 'Lover'." He also said: Self-denial is benevolence. One day of self-denial and revenge, the world will return to benevolence. ”
Step by step, slowly walking towards the man magnificent, "Benevolence is benevolence, love others and self-denial, restrain yourself, and attribute all things to the ceremony, both of them are indispensable." ”
As soon as this remark came out, the previous person wilted like a frosted eggplant, and got up angrily A man, the cuffs and trouser legs were tied with straps, and the whole person looked very capable, "This is not true, today's cholera is in charge, Kyushu is uneven, people with lofty ideals are benevolent, there is no survival to harm benevolence, there is killing to become benevolent." ”
At the time of national crisis, everyone should dedicate their own strength to protect the country and the people!
"This brother, now that the world is divided into three parts, my country is strong and prosperous, and I should implement benevolent government, so that the people's hearts will be attached, how can I kill myself to become benevolent? "I should exhort the king to practice benevolent government, and the people should practice benevolence, that is, the emperor should put the people first, and all living beings should do benevolent and righteous things, this is the right way!" ”
Gao Wanyue smiled, this Northern Qi can persuade Gao Yang I am afraid that he can break it with one hand, and he will not listen to it, so the matter of benevolence is not established.
An Youju looked at her ill-intentioned smile and said softly, "Wanwan, is there an answer to this question?" ”
(End of chapter)