He lived under this curse for more than twenty years, did a lot of reckless things, met the woman he liked, and then hurt her with his own hands. Fastest updates

So much so that in the following years, when he gradually realized that he liked Luo Nanchu, he didn't dare to face this fact.

The things engraved in his bones are like curses, and he may not be able to break free for the rest of his life.

But I also want to give all the kindness and tenderness he has left to Luo Nanchu.

He liked her.

Love has changed him from a monster who drinks blood to a more normal person.

"Sleepy?" He looked down at Luo Nanchu leaning into his arms and yawning.

Luo Nanchu found a comfortable position in his arms, "It's okay." ”

He reached out and pulled the blanket aside and covered Luo Nanchu's body, and he sat on the sofa with her in his arms and closed his eyes to recuperate.

Luo Nanchu probably didn't know that this was the first time he had brought someone here in so many years.

Ever since he discovered the house, he's been coming and staying here for a while every year.

It made him feel peaceful.

The beast that can make him hideous in his bones docile.

He once thought that if he could really meet someone he liked, he would take her here to see, and maybe he could live here with her for the rest of his life.

In the fall, he could take her to see the wheat fields, which were the largest in Japan. When the wind blew, he could hear the rustling of wheat swaying, and he always thought it was a nice sound. He wanted to take her to see it.

They can also go hiking.

You can also take a car to Tokyo.

Go to Osaka.

Then we came back by train in the evening.

He was glad that Luo Nanchu could stay here with him for a few months.

"Yan Ruyu, it's not your fault." She whispered in his arms.

Yan Ruyu lowered her head and looked at her.

She lowered her eyes and gently grabbed the clothes on his chest, "Your mother is not a good mother. She shouldn't impose on you what she doesn't get. You should blame her, not yourself. ”

"But a mistake is a mistake." His voice was calm, "It doesn't matter if it's her fault or mine." ”

Luo Nan was a little sad in his heart.

may feel that this person is very pitiful, he has not been treated well since he was a child, and even when he grew up, he was not cherished.

"I'll be with you from then on, and you'll be responsible for protecting me and not doing bad things." Her voice was soft, "What you did to me before, you should cancel it out...... We do it all over again. ”

"Ever again?"

"Hmm. I forgive you. If you have a lot of regrets, now is the time to regret two less. ”

Yan Ruyu smiled, he hugged the person tightly, and lowered his head to look at her face. His blue eyes were bright, and he looked at her and whispered, "But at the beginning, I couldn't forgive myself. ”

I can't forgive myself for hurting her like that.

He didn't have a heart before, but he didn't know that after he had a heart, it would hurt so much.

He likes Luo Nanchu, but he can't say it for the rest of his life.

Luo Nanchu looked at his eyes, his eyes were so beautiful, blue like the clearest lake, but blue always looked melancholy.

He looked a little sad.

"I'll be with you later." She curled into his arms and muttered, "Have you seen my brother?" They're all good. You can live in my house. ”

She didn't know what she was talking about.

It may be that Yan Ruyu looks too sad now.

She hoped he would be happier.