Chapter 40: I Miss You

She lowered her head and didn't say a word about the past, about the most difficult time of the five years, anyone was qualified, she didn't.

Wen Zhixia clenched his right hand, and the broken glass slag stabbed into his palm, the pain was heartbreaking, and he almost gritted his teeth: "Except for these words, don't you have anything else to say to me?" ”

"There is nothing else to say, Wen Zhixia, I have no other choice now. I can't hurt anyone anymore, so the best way to stop this is to marry An Yan. ”

All her enthusiasm and hopes were smoothed out in those five years. The heart was delayed again and again, and became a part of her body, just like the long, deep scar on her wrist.

"What about me, what should I do?"

Wen Zhixia didn't give her the slightest chance to escape, and looked directly into her eyes, her expression was serious and focused, and there was an inevitable aggression in her eyes.

"It's not like this, it shouldn't be like this." She took a deep breath and made eye contact with him. "You are Wen Zhixia, you are an upright and famous family, you will be with a girl who is the right person. You will get married, have children, and be blessed by all instead of wasting time and energy with me. ”

As soon as I looked at him, the swollen emotions in my hands collapsed in an instant, "If you are haunted by the past, then I'm sorry Wen Zhixia, I apologize for appearing in your world without permission." ”

Such pale language, I hope he can see the current situation clearly.

"Apologize?" He burst out laughing, as if trying to say something.

Gu Hui interrupted him, "I'm sorry. ”

didn't dare to face him, but forced himself to look at him: "I'm sorry, Wen Zhixia." ”

Wen Zhixia gradually tightened his jaw, and his breath gradually became cold: "You provoked me first, no matter in the past or now, there has never been a unilateral call to stop love." ”

Gu Hui shook his head and curled himself up hard, hoping to curl up where no one could see.

"Don't talk about it." Gu Hui covered his ears with one hand, trying to restrain his embarrassed emotions. "Words like that, this one time tonight is enough, and I don't want to hear you say anything like that again."

She knew what he was going to say and what he wanted to do.

But no, you can't listen.

From the moment he said that he already knew everything, Gu Hui already knew what he wanted to do. My whole heart was pinched, and I was frightened, terrified, and afraid. Want to end such an embarrassing conversation and escape this embarrassing night.

There was a shattered light and shadow in her eyes, and the whole world fell apart before her eyes.

A hint of embarrassment gradually appeared in Wen Zhixia's beautiful eyes.

Gu Hui seemed to have made up his mind, and suddenly got up: "I'm sorry." ”

Wen Zhixia quickly got up and blocked her in her position, not letting her leave.

Gu Hui didn't give him a chance to speak again at all: "Enough is Wen Zhixia!" She looked at him, gasping slightly, as before: "That's it." ”

She said, "No matter what you say, I won't change my mind, even if you hate me." I just want to tell you that I don't owe you anything for this relationship. ”

She pushed him away and escaped from the restaurant.

Wen Zhixia's eyes gradually sank, swallowing all the humiliation and love and hatred back into his stomach.

She said to come, to go, to divide, to stop.

Everything revolves around the people around him, and no one ever asks him what he wants. Can he accept such a beginning and an end, and why should he be left alone to suffer these consequences?

Gu Hui fled from the restaurant, grabbed his handbag and walked on the side of the road.

The wind whistled in her ears, and she cried as she went. Without caring about the image, he cried bitterly on the side of the road.

If it had been in the past, Wen Zhixia begged her to forgive him in such a low voice and go back to him, and she still refused him like this, he would definitely point to her head and yell at her.

'Gu Hui, it's not funny if you joke about it. After this village, there will be no such shop, if you really break up with my master, even if you cry and come back to beg me in the future, I will not care about you anymore. ’

Wen Zhixia, Wen Zhixia.

Why do you always have to wait until things are irreparable to understand your mistakes, why do you always have to shake my decision when I have made up my mind?

She's actually fine, she just needs to stay alone and lick her wounds silently.

Gu Hui walked for a long time in despair, and finally stood on the overpass and looked under the bridge. The traffic was very fast, and one by one it roared under the bridge.

There were many street lamps by the bridge, all as bright as stars, as if they were looking at her and winking.

She thought she would never be able to cry again in her life, but after all, she couldn't help it. He didn't dare to go back to the orphanage to visit Gu's mother and the director, because they always hoped that he would get ahead and be happy.

But now that she is about to push the person she loves the most away, how can she find happiness?

Her life was as short as a shooting star, and before she could feel the splendor, the happiness had slipped away from her fingertips.

Step by step, she walked back, and everything was not what it used to be.

No matter how hard and tired she is, she is the only one who can only carry it alone.

Gu Hui didn't know how long he had been standing in place, and the people behind him came and went. The cars under the bridge also passed in waves until the traffic gradually subsided, and the frequency of pedestrians passing behind them became slower and slower.

She was chilled by the wind, and she shivered a little cold.

The city has fallen asleep, as seen from the viaduct. The surrounding buildings are slightly lit, and the cars whizz by, faintly like light thunder, obviously close at hand, but far away as if another world.

She stood by the guardrail, her mood gradually calming down.

She is no longer Gu Hui, she is Louis, she is Xu Gu Hui.

Gu Hui didn't get home until after one o'clock in the morning, and when he was approaching the community, a few street lights on the side of the street were broken. The lights on that street were very dim, and there was no one on the side of the road, so I was a little cautious.

Gu Hui unconsciously grabbed the mobile phone in his hand and walked forward quickly. But suddenly there was the sound of hurried footsteps behind him, and a slender shadow refracted on the road.

Gu Hui's heart tightened, and the terrible memories of the last time flooded into his mind. She took out her phone and quietly clicked on the selfie mode, with the camera pointed behind her.

Sure enough, there is a man in black clothes and pants and a peaked cap behind her. Gu Hui stopped, quietly put away his phone, and looked back.

The man immediately lowered his head and stopped in place.

Someone is stalking her!

This is the only conclusion that Gu Hui has reached so far.

As for who, it is impossible to come up with an answer.

Looking at the location of the community from a distance, less than fifty meters away from her now, she was silent for a moment, suddenly ran away, rushed to the door of the community, escaped from the door control card and opened the door, and rushed into the community.

It wasn't until she ran back to the staircase that she clutched her chest and breathed a sigh of relief.

Probably the shadow left on her that time was too deep, no matter what the situation of the man just now. She has to be vigilant, people can't keep on the same mistakes.

Seeing Gu Hui rushing back to the community from a distance, the man not far away suddenly raised his face and gradually showed a smile.

Finally...... Are you back?

I thought I would never come back in this life, but I still can't let go of everything here. I wanted to take responsibility for that, but it doesn't matter, it's not too late to come back.

He has missed her for a long time......

He only slept for four or five hours at night, and at ten o'clock the next day, Gu Hui was woken up by a phone call. She stretched out a hand from the quilt and fumbled to answer the phone, and An Yan's voice came.

"Little Ash, you went back so early last night, haven't you woken up yet?"

His eyes were still hurting, Gu Hui tried to open one eye, glanced at the time, and put the phone back to his ear.

Replied to him: "I didn't sleep well last night, by the way, what time is my brother's plane?" ”

An Yan said, "It's half past eleven." ”

Half past eleven......

Gu Hui rubbed his hair and struggled to sit up: "I know, I'll get up and wash now." ”

"I'll pick you up right now and bring you something to eat. Then we went to the airport to pick up Jessica for lunch, and in the afternoon we saw where he wanted to go, so I accompanied him, and my brother-in-law should do his best to be a landlord. ”

Gu Hui was amused by his brother-in-law.

After hanging up the phone, he got up and washed up, waiting for An Yan to pick him up.

Speaking of which, she and Jessica haven't seen each other for a long time. I don't know how he's doing now, has he already fulfilled part of his dream?

During those five years in Virginia, she truly realized how happy it was to have a family. So even if she later needed to be Louis's stand-in to get these, she was willing.

An Yan came quickly, ate some bread and milk, and the two of them set off for the airport together.

Fortunately, it was not very congested today, and I arrived at the airport at the expected time.

After waiting in the hall for a long time, Gu Hui kept staring at the position of the exit, speaking of which, I really miss Jessica after not seeing him for so long.

After waiting for a few minutes, I saw Jessica wearing a white peaked cap with a low brim, and a Milanese casual jacket and black trousers. With a slightly sideways face, the mixed-race facial features are delicate and straight.

Slowly pushing the suitcase, approaching from a distance.

Gu Hui held back the joy in his heart, and waited until he walked in front of him before he raised his face and shouted happily.

"Jessica, you're finally willing to come back to see me."

Jessica frowned slightly, "What do you call me?" ”

Gu Hui burst out laughing, rushed over and hugged him, and called in his ear: "Brother." ”

Sure enough, Jessica's disgusted voice came to her ears: "Are you stupid?" ”

Gu Hui hugged him regardless of it, hid his face on his shoulder, covered the smile on his face, and said, "I miss you." ”

Probably didn't expect her to say such a thing, Jessica was slightly stunned.

"The great artist Jessica is finally willing to show up, welcome back to China."

This high-value combination attracted the attention of many bystanders, and a few little girls not far away took out their mobile phones to take pictures secretly. Jessica didn't mind, smiling at them.

The success caused several girls to exclaim with joy.