For the sake of Huahua, Sijie and I were embarrassed in front of the junior juniors, but after all, they were only junior juniors, and at most they were just pointing at me and Sihuan behind their backs, and they still didn't dare to do anything in person.

Because of Erya, Sijie and I offended the seniors.

I still remember that there was a boy in our class named Zeng Jian, who was a well-known gossip source. One day, he suddenly muttered sneakily in the middle of a group of classmates, and Sijie and I also got over to it. "You know what?" Zeng Jian made a very mysterious look, "Li Yan is in love with Wang Song in the second class of junior high school. ”

"Really?"

"Trick people to death the whole family!"

"Isn't it, it's too exciting!"

……

Everyone was already surprised and gossip, and only me and Sijie were silent.

The crowd dispersed as Erya entered the classroom, and Sijie and I returned to our seats. Erya was right behind me, and I could have turned around and asked if it was true, but I didn't have the courage to turn around, I was afraid that she would give me a positive answer.

Although the pace of time has entered the 21st century, in the rural areas at that time, students' early love, whether it is schools or parents, is the first target of crackdown. I like Erya, but I just dare to like it silently in my heart, called a crush. Even in front of my most trusted friend Sijie, I won't admit it, at most Sijie asked, I was silent and noncommittal.

Erya braved the world's disapproval and fell in love with the senior seniors!

On that day, I was completely out of shape. During the evening self-study, I called Sijie to go to the toilet together.

"What do you think about the second girl's falling in love?" I asked about the four precepts.

Sijie shook his head, "It's not that I'm in love with you and me, what do I think?" You are Di Renjie who has seen too much. ”

"Erya is our good friend, she must have been deceived, we have to save her, we have to rein in the precipice, she still has a great future......" I was a little fake and serious, and even used the newly learned idiom "precipice rein" that day.

I told Sijie that I investigated in private, Wang Song's grades are very bad, and there is a high probability that he is the kind of person who will end his student career after graduating from high school, he must have used some rhetoric to deceive Erya, and we must not let Erya's good future be delayed by such a rotten person.

"Do you like Erya?" Since he asked me when I first entered junior high school, Sijie once again asked me if I liked Erya.

"When is it all the time, still making this kind of joke." I continued to pretend to be serious, "I think we have to save Erya, and we can't let her fall in love." The teacher has said that early love is harmless! ”

I insisted on reporting the situation to the homeroom teacher, but Sijie didn't agree at first, saying that it was best to verify it first. At my insistence, we went to the homeroom teacher's office.

I told the homeroom teacher about the situation, and the four precepts just stood aside to give me courage, and there were no words or additions. "I see," the homeroom teacher said to us, "you can go back to self-study." ”

On the way back to the classroom from the homeroom teacher's office, Sijie and I didn't say a word. When I returned to my seat and sat down, I always felt uncomfortable, as if Er Ya was staring at me with murderous eyes behind my back. I deliberately sat upright and tried not to lean against Erya's desk.

"Why did you two go, out for so long?" Erya poked me in the back with a pen, startling me.

I didn't dare to turn around to look at Erya's eyes, but muttered quietly, "Go to the toilet." ”

Don't think I'm stupid and don't even know an excuse to lie. At that time, under that kind of condition, there were almost only two situations when you left the classroom for evening self-study, one was to go to the toilet, and the other was to be invited to the office by the teacher. Naturally, I couldn't tell Erya, and Sijie and I went to the teacher's office.

The matter was supposed to be concluded by the teacher on the grounds that he had received an anonymous report, and the conversation with Erya was concluded. At most, he copied Wang Song's head teacher, and confessed to the counterpart, and there was a high probability that the matter would come to light. My role and that of Sijie can only be one whistleblower at most, and we should be the object of protection by the teacher.

As a result, just a week later, I was punched and kicked by Wang Song on the side of the school playground. Wang Song punched and kicked me because I was blocking his running route, but I knew that this was not the case, and I knew in my heart that it must be because of the incident of reporting to the teacher.

In fact, I was very disgusted with a person who made a small report to the teacher, but I don't know why I was so impulsive at that time, and even after the persuasion of the four precepts, I still insisted on going my own way.

When I was younger, I gave myself an explanation: protect the girl I like!

Unlike the warriors who protect the girls they like through dueling, I chose to borrow a knife, not wanting to hurt myself without being killed.

I'm kind of a coward.

Since then, Erya has stopped caring with me for a long time. Except for the teacher's discussion with the students before and after each class, Erya would routinely say a few words to me, and the jokes and ridicule chats in the past disappeared all at once. I don't know how to take the initiative to explain to Erya.

I didn't tell Sijie about being beaten, and I didn't dare to ask Sijie if he had ever been beaten.

For a while, I also hated my homeroom teacher, and I felt that he did not do what a whistleblower should be. But I also think that the homeroom teacher may just be unintentional, for example, when talking to Erya, she will say, "Li Yan, I heard that you are in early love?" ”

Erya will argue with reason, "Teacher, I don't." ”

"Still lying, I don't believe that classmate Wang Dachun will still wronged you!"

The teacher originally trusted me out of absolute trust, but he unintentionally sold me. Then Erya told Wang Song, saying that our matter had been reported to the teacher by Wang Dachun, let's break up, and then Wang Song was very sad, so he looked for me to be awkward, punched and kicked me.

- These are all my assumptions. Whether the homeroom teacher betrayed me or not, or whether Erya told Wang Song or not, it doesn't matter if I think about it now.

It was probably when I was in high school, I don't remember the specific time, Erya told me that her cousin was engaged in architecture in Beijing and had seen Sijie. I asked her which cousin she was, and she said it was Wang Song.

Then I was silent, only to reply much later that if Sijie had not dropped out of school, he would have been with us at the county No. 1 middle school by now, not on a construction site in Beijing.

Although it turned out later that Wang Song was only Erya's cousin, Erya did not and could not fall in love with Wang Song at all, but who leaked my report on Erya's early love is inconclusive and there is no way to verify.

……

It was the middle of the night when I got home. I checked my phone and there were WeChat unread messages. One is Erya's, and the other is Huahua's.

Erya asked, "Are you home?" ”

Flowey said, "I'm home." ”

I replied to Erya, it's here. replied to Huahua, good night. Then disconnect the phone, charge it, and fall asleep to bed.

During the night, I had a long, long dream. In the dream, the four rings are still there, the second girl is also laughing, Huahua's breasts have not grown yet, and even I have not grown taller, the four of us are running happily, I don't know where to run, I only know, the four of them have a smile on their faces.