Chapter 27: I'm Sorry
made Gu Hui's sad mood suddenly improve.
She pressed her slightly trembling hands to her face, the stinging pain in her cheeks making her extra conscious. Her thin lips were pursed into a line, and she had been holding back and restraint.
I don't know why I feel this way, but I've already restrained my feelings for that person and pressed it back. But she was humiliated like this tonight, and she almost instinctively didn't want him to hear about these embarrassing things.
It didn't matter what others thought, she just didn't want him to know.
When An Yan hugged her beside her, she kept looking at him. I don't want to hear An Yan introduce himself as his fiancée, and I don't want to see his restrained expression.
Thoughts always spring up like mushrooms after a rain, all the way to the limbs. She felt that she was in a barren meadow, and the sparks of the stars came out from time to time, getting stronger and stronger, and gradually forming a prairie fire.
Isn't it enough to endure all that for the sake of love?
Still not going to give up?
Gu Hui's hand on her face suddenly pinched the flesh on her cheek, and the pain made her sober up a lot. Taking out her phone from her bag, she had wanted to send a message.
But the moment I got the phone, anger surged out of my heart. She held the phone for a long time, and suddenly slammed it against the opposite wall. The phone bounced back some distance and fell heavily to the ground.
Gu Hui lowered his head.
After a few moments, the emotions were finally restrained. She breathed a sigh of relief and got up to leave the lounge, trying to get out and get some air.
With a slight glance, I saw a beautiful fountain behind the lounge. Gu Hui's face was expressionless, and he quickly walked to the fountain.
In the summer dusk, the light is hazy by the fountain. Behind it are many huge plane trees, and the sprinkler irrigation system is spraying droplets of water. A few drops splashed on the back of her hand, a slight chill.
Gu Hui looked up at the sky, there was a faint star belt in the sky, I don't know if it was the Milky Way.
It is rare to see stars at night in Shanghai, but tonight it is full of stars, hanging in the sky, looking up to see diamonds.
Gu Hui raised his legs and walked to the shade of the trees on the other side, sat on the bench and looked up at the sky, and the vegetation on both sides was shady. The night breeze blew slowly, and the leaves above the head rattled.
Tonight's situation can be regarded as a thorough clarification with Wen Chuhan, and I am afraid that what I have to do in the future will have to be dealt with in advance. I don't know if I offended Peng Xianqiong today, there will be any trouble on An Yan's side.
Her father knew the purpose of her return, so he deliberately asked her to be the vice president of the domestic branch. It's just that the condition is that the branch will completely gain a foothold in the country, and after the wedding with Anyan, the lawsuit will be made.
Probably, it will not affect the company, and with An Yan's husband, it can also alleviate some gossip attacks for her.
She was thinking about what to do next, when she suddenly heard the click of a broken branch in the shade of a tree behind her.
There's someone behind you!
"Who?" Gu Hui stood up vigilantly and looked back.
Behind this are several huge plane trees, dimly lit. Under the shade of the trees, it seemed to be painted with ink, and the darkness was deep and silent, and the distance was close at hand, but it was as far away as another world.
When the footsteps regained her ears, the man in the darkness slowly walked towards her. The familiar and tall figure gradually shrouded in a halo, and there was a restrained expression on his face. He took off his coat, and his pure white shirt was now a halo in the light.
When Gu Hui completely saw Wen Zhixia's face, Gu Hui subconsciously took a step back.
He is especially restrained, making it impossible to distinguish his emotions at the moment. It's like a watershed, full of thorns to the left and right, and it's hard to tell the difference between good and bad.
Wen Zhixia stepped forward directly, grabbed her hand and led her into the dark shade just now.
"What are you doing!"
Gu Hui quickly turned to face him, so that he could find a sense of security. Such a suppressed he made Gu Hui have a moment of fear, and Gu Hui was forced to retreat again and again by his infiltrating aura.
Step by step, he approached.
Gu Hui's breath, which had finally calmed down, instantly stabbed again, surging like a stormy wave. No words or actions can be made other than backwards.
Surrounded by huge plane trees, his face shrouded in a faint halo. Such darkness made Gu Hui in a trance for a moment, feeling like he had returned to the years of college.
He took her to sneak into the woods behind the school, avoiding everyone's disturbances. Kiss her secretly, the smell was always hot and burnt, pink and pink bubbling with happiness, and the smell of large roses.
She still seems to have been in those years and never came out.
No matter what, you can't get rid of it, you can't forget it. It's like an invisible shackle is tied.
He was restrained by his indecisive temperament.
And she was burned with the remaining fire of love, and the only remaining sanity was burned.
Waiting for her back to hit the trunk of the plane tree, there was no way back. Her breathing suddenly became heavy, and the last glimmer of light in her eyes disappeared as he stood in front of her.
The more she restrained herself from speaking, the more resolute and cruel she became.
As if she could no longer tolerate her cold attitude, Wen Zhixia suddenly stepped forward, pressed her hands on the plane tree behind her, and locked her in the small space of her arms.
Wen Zhixia suddenly tilted his head down, Gu Hui shrank and closed his eyes tightly.
But he didn't kiss down, just stopped at a close distance, breathing and wandering ambiguously.
He stared into her eyes in the dark shade of the tree, and said coldly: "Don't you want to admit it or can't forget that I am?" So I'd rather pull An Yan as a shield than face the true feelings in my heart. ”
Gu Hui took a deep breath, she wanted to move, but she could touch his lips with a slight movement, and the high pressure made her almost suffocate.
"Since you know that I am An Yan's fiancée, and you are still pulling me here for an ambiguous relationship, do you want to tell me that you like to play this kind of pulling and pulling game now?"
"Gu Hui!"
His suppressed voice was a little more angry, and the restraint made his voice cold and low, and he almost gritted his teeth and said, "I, Wen Zhixia." Never took the initiative to provoke you, never did anything to be sorry for you. I have given you all my passion and love, and even if you say goodbye, I have always believed that you have a hard time. I knew you would come back, and I thought you were like me, thinking that the brief separation was for a better reunion in the future. But the truth is not what I thought, because of you, I was born and died once, and spent the whole night in love and hate. You don't know what I've lost, you don't know how I've come through all these years. Why do you do this to me, you ask yourself, have I done anything to hurt you? Have I ever upset you in this relationship? ”
His voice was very depressed: "In the years we were together, even if I asked for it." For me, I'd rather it be me who took the initiative to say goodbye and take the initiative to tell you that I don't love you anymore. ”
Gu Hui's face was as pale as paper, and his breathing was weak.
"You think I'm sorry for you, so I admit it. You say I don't know what you've endured to love me because you won't tell me. Even when those processes occur, I have the right to know. "Only in a dark environment where he can't see her fingers, can't see her face, can't see her grief, can he say such cruel words sharply." Whatever attitude you have right now to stay with me and work with me, I'm going to tell you. I have never done anything to be sorry for you, and in the three years we have been together, you and I are willing. To this day, I am not uncommon in everything you have given me. If I could go back to that time, I'd rather never know you. ”
The string that Gu Hui had been holding on to broke instantly, and she could hear the sound of her heart breaking. The night was so quiet, so quiet that she could clearly hear the sound of tears falling. There was no sound, only asthma-like wheezing, trembling and suppressed into a lilac lip color, a testament to her emotional breakdown.
She thought she wanted to stay away from him in the most decisive way, even if she didn't see him again. But when he said these cruel words, her heart beat like a flower that had fallen before it bloomed, slowly withering.
The insistence she thought she had, the emotions she restrained, were brutally torn apart by him and trampled under his feet.
She had always felt sad and had always wanted to stay away from him. But at this moment, even sorrow seems so self-inflicted.
Gu Hui covered his face and let out a low sob. She wanted to apologize, but she couldn't.
At last when he turned away in a rage, she grabbed him by the sleeve, and with caution, humbled herself into the dust.
She trembled, "I'm sorry...... Wen Zhixia, I'm sorry ......"
Wen Zhixia's breath condensed for a moment.
"I'm sorry......" She cried so much that she couldn't help herself, showing such a ridiculous and pathetic emotion in front of him, how hypocritical.
He is not wrong, and no one is wrong. It's her who is wrong, she shouldn't have made a self-inflicted show of her intentions, and she shouldn't have thought that she could be with him. He shouldn't have appeared in front of him at this time, and he shouldn't have tried to get justice.
Just like when I was a child, because there was no money in the orphanage. When the classmates changed into new school uniforms, she and Gu Ranjing could only wear the old school uniforms, which was so different.
Gu's mother said that they are not comparable to others. So work harder than others, and even if you work hard, you won't be rewarded.
The most important thing for people is to recognize their own position, and they should not be delusional.
Wen Zhixia Min tightened his lips and subconsciously stepped forward.
But at that moment, she suddenly couldn't control herself, and squatted down at his feet, her face wet with tears.
"I'm sorry...... I'll ...... later. It won't bother you anymore, it won't appear in front of you again...... I will...... Finish the lawsuit as quickly as possible...... Then, disappear from your sight and never be seen again......"
She tried very hard to wipe away her tears, she was not qualified to cry, she was not qualified to do this, everything was her own fault, it was she who ruined each other's lives and broke the trajectory of fate that so many people should have.