94. Dry fish make muddy water
Blood seeped out of the wound, he desperately wanted to cover it, but the blood couldn't stop, Huan Yu's body trembled, the six gods had no master, he thought that she would plan to fight with himself to the death, but he never thought that she would choose to end everything by suicide,
Was he pushing her too hard? All he wanted was to keep the oath he had made, and everything that had been in the past lingered in her heart like a chain?
"I... I'm here to help! Huan Yu approached An Youju tremblingly, looking at him with tears on his face, Sang Zhe stood in front of him, signaling him not to approach,
"Believe me..." Now this sentence is so pale and weak, just like Gao Wanyue just wanted to try to make people believe that she is not a night harrier,
"Sang Zhe let him try it." An Youju suppressed his sadness and anger, and even if there was a glimmer of hope, he would not let go, just like everyone said that he would not be good.
Huan Yu laid him flat on the ground, wrapped his neck around his neck with a ribbon to reduce bleeding, rubbing something on her body,
"Master Huan, I'm asking you to take advantage of my wife, not letting you take advantage of it!" Looking at his feeble movements, An Youju asked,
"What about the afterlife? Where is the afterlife? Why can't I find it? He fumbled on her body in a panic for the white jade bottle he had given back then, which was her hope,
"What?" An Youju tried to remember, she didn't tell herself that there was this thing,
"How do you think you survived!" He looked at An Youju with red eyes, low and introverted, but it was difficult to suppress his panic,
"Why didn't you die? Why, where did you put it? A white jade bottle, where did you put it? His hands were soaked in blood, and he stroked her forehead, as if she was joking with herself at the moment, being the one who couldn't wake up and pretended to be asleep,
"You're lying to me, aren't you, you get up, you get up!" He smiled bitterly, for the first time there was such a sad smile on his face, he couldn't believe that the situation in front of him would happen, maybe he shouldn't have come here at all, if he couldn't find her, she would continue to spend her life smoothly, continue to enjoy the glory and wealth in the Qi Palace, and live a carefree life,
Why do you have to push her back into the abyss of pain? Self-blame comes from the bottom of my heart, and it may have been wrong from the beginning!
Shui Qing on the side seemed to think of something, ran to the inner room, looking at her departing back, An Youju motioned to Sang Zhe to follow,
In a moment, Sang Zhe and Shui Qing took the white jade bottle from the dressing table, and she said that she didn't need the white jade bottle or dagger today, so she put it on the dresser, but...
"Carry her inside!" Huan Yu said to An Youjue, An Youju got up and carried her to the house, and he and Huan Yu waited in the house.
"It's coming, it's coming... Is this it? Shui Qing panted and ran to Huan Lu, she looked at Huan Yu with a hopeful look, isn't it
With this thing, the princess will be saved?
"Well, give it to me." He pulled out the red stopper, poured out a brown pill, spread it in the palm of his hand, and walked to the bedside, there were only two dead left, from the moment he decided to give it to her, he didn't care about this medicine, let alone need it, but she didn't understand the importance of this medicine.
"What medicine are you going to give Wanwan?" He blurted out and looked at Huan Yu anxiously, and the pill was already in order to enter, he didn't know what Huan Lu's intentions were now, so he couldn't believe it,
"Don't worry, you used this thing to save you." Looking at Shui Qing behind An Youju, his hands were clenched tightly into fists, "Go and get less hot water." ”
"The slave and maid will go at once." Hearing this, she stumbled out of the door, just following Huan's orders, she didn't know what she could do now, but as long as there was a little hope, she would try to do it,
An Youju gave Sang Zhe a look, he also followed Shui Qing's footsteps to find it, boiling water with him, and Duan Ma also walked in with all kinds of medicines, "Master Huan, I will bring all the medicines in the princess's mansion, you can see which one can be used." ”
"I'm tired." He opened the jars and smelled them, and asked them if they were useful or useless, or at a glance, "Please also move outside the door." ”
"My life is at stake, and I still have to worry about my son, if I can't save it later, I will live and die with me." Outside the door, he reluctantly looked at Gao Wanyue who was lying on the bed and was dying, and looked at Huan Yu earnestly, "Master Huan, you must cure him." ”
At the moment when he saw him nodding, An Youjue's heart was a little comforted, watching Shui Qing carry basins of blood water in and out, his heart was very uncomfortable, he could only pace in front of the door, round and round, over and over again, not knowing what else he could do at the moment.
At this time, he felt very flustered in his heart, and he could not calm down for a moment, and in the first twenty years of his life, he had not faced even one of the worst battles of his life on the battlefield.
Maybe she will grow up after experiencing life and death, and she knows that growth is not because her face changes with the passage of time, but because she will restrain her words and deeds, not do whatever she wants, and she also has the courage to bear the consequences for the crimes she has committed.
"It's going to be fine." An Youju muttered to himself, such words were more like comforting himself,
"Don't worry, general, the mistress will be fine." Sang Zhe stood there, looking at An Youju with a little pity, he had never seen his current appearance, General An's heart, his every move was controlled by this woman.
She was still quite immature and could not bear the burden of the cruel reality, so she chose an extreme way in her anger.
Death or life does not depend on how much pain there is in life, but how to find the beauty in life so that he can neutralize his own pain, pain will not make joy fade, happiness cannot dim sadness, happiness and pain often go hand in hand, how to know that happiness is beautiful without tasting pain, debate
Evidence is born and complements each other.
After a long time, the door opened, and the man in purple came out of it, "It's all right." His light words made the hearts of everyone present relaxed,
"When she wakes up, she'll be fine, be careful not to get water on the wound, don't touch the wound, and I'll send some medicine when she's almost well, so as not to leave a scar." Every inch of scar is a testimony of pain, and it is good not to leave any scars on the woman's body, especially in such a conspicuous position as her.
"Thank you." An Youju said a word with difficulty, and he saved Wan Yue's life himself, although it was because of his aggressiveness that he embarked on this road, but now he can't say anything serious in the face of Huan Yu.
"Don't thank me, this is also caused by me, I should say sorry, I won't appear in front of her in the future." His eyes seemed to be lost, looking at the already gloomy sky, more like her mood at the moment,
"Master Huan, it doesn't have to be like this." Even if there is a misunderstanding, it's not good, why bother with it, never seeing each other for a lifetime is not the best way,
"The horse doesn't need to say much, take good care of the night harrier after the tire, it shouldn't be Gao Wanyue." He sighed softly, revealing helplessness, perhaps his idea was unrealistic from the beginning, and it was impossible for him to gather all the rest of the people together to live like before.
"I will." He nodded and asked, "Master Huan, what are your plans for the future?" ”
"Maybe I'll leave with my sister in a few days." He looked into the distance, since he came out of the deep mountains, he was going to start this goal, to bring the five people back together, now dead and wounded, I am afraid that they will never be reunited again,
"At that time, my husband and wife will see off Gongzi Huan."
"Thank you, Xiao Ke will leave first."
An Youju walked back to the house and sat on the edge of the bed, her face was pale, bloodless, and her serene face looked a lot haggard, at this moment she was the most obedient posture, she would not do stupid things, and she would not stubbornly want to leave.
How good it would be if time could always stay at this moment, he could just guard her like this, and he didn't have to worry that she would leave him, forever the same day, how good it should be like an ordinary couple, stretched out his hand to caress her cheek, the gauze on her neck was particularly dazzling, and the bright red wedding dress was soaked with viscous warm blood, congealed in the air.
I once heard that "Zhuangzi Great Master" said: "When the spring dries up, the fish are on land, and they are wet and wet, so it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes." ”
Just like the current Gao Wanyue just wants to take on everything by herself, but she doesn't know how to tell An Youju about her difficulties and be in the same boat with him.
Now they are in the most difficult time, and they need two people to face it together, just like when the spring water is dry, two fish wet each other with their saliva, and take care of each other to live, but he and she feel physically and mentally exhausted,
Take care of each other every time
I feel really tired, being in troubled times is like being in dirty water, no one can be clean,
Instead of getting along with each other, it is better to forget about each other.
She and An Youju are destined to go through their lives together, and Huan Yu is just a passerby, quietly appearing and dissipating in their lives, and cannot be with them forever, which is a more ancient and irreversible truth.
After the debut, the perfect gorgeous turn is the road that belongs to Huan Lu, he should have lived his life in a corner of the troubled years, isolated from the world, will have his unique arrogant and dusty nature, a sense of independence from the world.
Huan Fu,
Huan Yu walked in the house with a depressed face, today's incident happened suddenly, he didn't think that she would also die one day, life and death are unavoidable, such a free and easy person is also looking for death, which is unacceptable to him,
With a wry smile, he forgot, that person is Gao Wanyue now, maybe she is a different person when her pupil color changes, now she is different from the past, when she first met in the palace, she was like a lively woman who was a little shy, unstoppable in her own obsession, and planned without leaking, and was willing to abandon everything for the person she liked.
"Brother, are you here, have you seen Sister Wan?" A woman ran behind him, grabbed his arm, and attached it to his arm affectionately, like a coquettish sister,
was originally distracted, but she forcibly pulled back to reality, "I saw it." ”
"Sister Evening is good, Kite misses her a little!" There was a little loss in her eyes, and she wanted to go with her brother to see Sister Wan, but her brother disagreed.
"She... It's okay, it's okay. He reached out and rubbed her head, and whispered, "Kite, we may have to leave here..."
Her eyes showed surprise, she looked nervous, she clenched her hands tightly, her eyes rolled slightly, and she quickly returned to normal, "Brother, why, don't we live here well?" ”
(End of chapter)