Chapter 11: Confession
His face was too close, Gu Hui didn't dare to move, like a person who was terrified to the extreme, he didn't even dare to breathe, he could only stare at him close at hand for a moment.
She could even see the self in his dark pupils, whose face was pale with fear.
"Wen Zhixia, what are you doing......" Gu Hui's heart was pounding, and she looked away in a panic and didn't dare to look at him.
His face was shrouded in a faint halo, and he was silent for a moment before he said, "You don't even plan to give me an explanation, you want to marry An Yan directly?" Gu Hui, playing with other people's feelings like this, leaving if you want, and discarding others casually, don't you think it's fun? β
The warm wind was blowing slowly, and this was the first time he had questioned her so head-on since returning to China.
It turned out that she didn't let go, but because she knew that she came to see Anyan's parents, her emotions gradually became irritated and out of control.
Gu Hui felt a little cold, and his heart was empty. Obviously, the deep emotions in my heart have not yet surfaced, but the tears reacted first and fell violently.
She was silent for a moment, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and looked at him stubbornly: "Yes, I am such an irresponsible person who likes to play with other people's feelings." Isn't this past few years enough for you to see clearly? β
His facial lines gradually tightened, and the hand holding her arm suddenly tightened, and the pain made Gu Hui's face even paler.
Gu Hui said in a deep voice: "Let go!" β
Wen Zhixia had already looked at her and didn't speak.
Gu Hui suddenly burst into tears and laughed: "Mr. Wen is also a person with a fiancΓ©e, if you let others see you pulling and pulling with me here, I believe it will not be good for your reputation." Even if you hate me and want to torture me, you should pick a good time and place, don't you say? β
"Gu Hui, even if you have an anyan, I hope you can't be happy for the rest of your life."
His handsome face gradually calmed down, "I want you to live once and die once." But life is worse than death, and his heart and lungs are broken. I can't hear his voice, I can't smell his breath, I can't touch his body. I want you to be helpless, pitiful, inferior to the point of despair, and live on the handouts of others! In order to love you, in order to wait for you, everything I have endured, you must bear it all! β
Gu Hui's tears flowed out of her tears even more violently, and her body began to tremble violently. His lips were a thin lilac color, and his chest seemed to be clogged with stones, and he was choked to the point that he couldn't breathe.
He had thought that one day she would reappear in front of him. He would have quickly cut off everything related to her with the most rational attitude, but the more deliberate, the more violent the backlash became.
Thoughts grow like weeds, and jealousy makes him lose his mind.
Sinking deeper and deeper, unable to extricate himself.
Gu Hui choked back with a choked throat: "Is enough to say, I'm sorry for you just saying goodbye." Other than that, I don't have anything to be sorry for you. Even if you hate me, even if you want to torture me. Then come on, I owe you, and I will give you back whatever you want. β
Wen Zhixia tightened her jaw: "Apologize." β
Gu Hui said numbly: "I'm sorry ......"
He nodded: "Good!" Since I feel sorry for me, since I know that I was wrong. It is time to make up for the mistakes of the past, and it is still too late. You must divorce An Yan, until I decide to forgive you, you are not qualified to marry, you are not qualified to have children. β
"Wen Zhixia......" Gu Hui shrunk his shoulders, and a trace of embarrassment appeared in his eyes. Don't you make a fuss, okay? β
She couldn't listen to it anymore, she couldn't let herself get entangled with him. She could guess his intentions, so before she could waver, the embarrassing process had to be over.
"I've made mistakes, and I'll make amends. Please don't implicate An Yan, everything has nothing to do with him. β
The most wrong thing she did in her life was probably wishful thinking, thinking that she could be with him for the rest of her life, which is why she caused so much trouble for herself.
"What about me? What am I? What have I been waiting for all these years? He pinched her jaw with one hand and forced her to look at him: "Gu Hui, when you came to provoke me and decided to be with me, did you ever think about what kind of consequences and effects your words and deeds would have on me?" β
His voice was soft, and every word was flat.
But every word was like a sharp blade, stabbing her fiercely. She gasped for breath, tears silently wet her face, too much broken sadness was suppressed in her chest, and the breeze blew on her face, but she couldn't blow away this intense loneliness.
Wen Zhixia raised his hand to wipe away her tears: "Have you told An Yan what happened to us at that time?" Since you like to play this kind of game of indulgence, you should admit that you are a *......"
'Smack. β
As if he finally couldn't stand his deliberate humiliation of himself, Gu Hui raised his hand and slapped him in the face.
She couldn't restrain her emotions, and suddenly raised her hand to cover her face and cried bitterly, and the broken sound came out of her fingers.
"Enough! What the hell do you want from me, you've never understood why I'm leaving, you've never understood what happened to me. You will always only care about your own feelings unilaterally, and if you don't understand, I'm telling you now. In the five years since you left you, you have just cursed me for being helpless, pitiful, inferior to the point of despair, and living on the charity of others, I have already endured. β
She gasped hard: "Now I will live well, but I don't live to entangle with you, I want to let those who have hurt me accept the punishment of the law." And if that's not enough, I'll choose to die right away after I've done what I'm going to do! β
Wen Zhixia's brows furrowed fiercely, and a trace of embarrassment gradually appeared in his eyes. There was a touch of broken compassion on his face, and her explanation was as if it had sent him into the eighteenth layer of hell in an instant, and there was no room for negotiation.
"So, if you want to marry An Yan, there is no room for turnaround." His eyes were red, he laughed at himself, his heart seemed to be at its peak, he reached out and pinched the clothes at his heart, as if asking her, as if asking himself: "Then what should I do, what should I do?" β
"I'm sorry ......"
Gu Hui stretched out his hand and pushed him.
There's no way she's going to stay here any longer, if she stays here. She was afraid that she would die of shame because she couldn't face him, and she would make the wrong decision again because she couldn't restrain her true thoughts.
"Gu Hui, Gu Hui ......"
There was an Yan's voice behind him, probably because he saw that she hadn't gone back, so he came up.
Gu Hui was shocked, and subconsciously wanted to push him away.
Wen Zhixia also noticed the shout, and he covered her mouth with one hand. Pushing her in, reaching through the curtains of the balcony to cover them, his body crushing her.
Gu Hui's tears wet his palms, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed her, and the hot and deep kiss instantly surrounded her.