An Sheng blinked: "But do you think my method works?" ”

Aunt Lian bowed her head and looked serious: "Today, I came here to ask Miss Ansheng, why do I concentrate on doing things, so that the fetal cry can disappear?" ”

An Sheng no longer concealed it this time, and told her the truth about her condition.

"I didn't say it yesterday because I was afraid that you wouldn't believe it, and I felt that I didn't trust you like them, and it was just perfunctory. Now that you've verified it for yourself, you should believe my diagnosis, right? ”

Aunt Lian hesitated slightly: "You mean that this voice really doesn't exist, it's just my own cranky thoughts, so I have this hallucination?" ”

An Sheng nodded: "There are many reasons for this disease, the physical cause is one of them, and some are shocked, or frightened, and there are also those who cause this disease."

You have a lot of physical reasons, and then you are depressed all the time, like to think cranky, and suffer from gains and losses. Or, when and on what occasion have you heard a baby crying, it suddenly has an effect on your mind, and it has been active, coupled with your own psychological reasons, this illusion has appeared. ”

"Is there a cure?" Aunt Lian's face was full of hope: "For the sake of the child, I can bear it no matter how hard I suffer." ”

An Sheng nodded: "We are only assisting in healing, the most important thing is yourself, you must open your heart, relax your mind, keep yourself relaxed and happy, and don't think nonsense." We can't help with this. ”

Aunt Lian bit her lower lip gently, pushed the girl in front of her out, hesitated for a moment, and then said, "Don't be afraid of Miss Ansheng's jokes, say a word that digs out your heart." In this Hou Mansion, which woman does not suffer from gains and losses every day?

In the past, I was lucky to be favored, and that was fine, but since I became pregnant, I have been worried about the open guns and arrows around me, afraid that the child will miss something. The string in my heart has always been very tight, and it has never been loosened.

When I first heard the baby crying, I didn't think it was right. It's just like this three times, tormented night and night, and when I ask others that they haven't heard of it, I feel a little frightened in my heart. Every time I hear it, I can't help but start to get nervous.

To add insult to injury, the girl next to me, Lanyue, didn't know how to climb into his bed when I had a body and it was inconvenient to wait for my father-in-law.

The second young lady took the lead and carried her to the room. She looks good, her figure is also attractive, and the master loved her very much for a while, and she was obviously a little arrogant in front of me. The two of them often flirted and scolded in front of me, I was angry in my heart, and when I listened to the two Meng Lang at night, I began to toss and turn, and I couldn't sleep well.

Since then, Xu has not slept well, vomited so badly, and couldn't eat, and his body was obviously not good. I often wake up at night with palpitations, and I start to hear babies crying during the day, and it's in my belly.

The more scared I became, the more nervous I became, and when I told others, they didn't believe me, they just thought I was crazy. Everyone dislikes me, and I know it when I'm far away, and my temper is getting worse and worse, and I often get angry for no reason, and I can't control it. ”

An Sheng didn't speak, just listened to Aunt Lian's little by little, focused and serious.

At the end, Aunt Lian paused and asked embarrassedly, "Do you believe me when I say this?" ”

An Sheng blinked very seriously: "Why don't you believe it?" That's the way it is. ”

Aunt Lian smiled shyly: "It really makes you laugh." I shouldn't have nagged you about these trivial things, but I've been depressed in my heart and suffocated. Now that I say it, I feel much better. ”

An Sheng said softly: "Now that you know that the voice does not exist, then relax and cooperate with the doctor in the house for treatment, I believe that the auditory hallucinations will naturally disappear and will not continue to bother you." ”

Aunt Lian's face was obviously excited: "I must listen to Miss Ansheng's words and do my best." ”

An Sheng took the silver needle and asked her tentatively, "Are you afraid?" ”

Aunt Lian shook her head: "Don't be afraid." ”

An Sheng saw that she was not resistant, and there was no obvious nervousness, so he put his mind at ease and helped her to open up the needle according to Leng Nanxian's instructions.

Because of Aunt Lian's matter, An Sheng did not say goodbye to Yu Jingyun, thinking about delaying for another two days to observe whether her condition improved before making a decision.

Aunt Lian is like a drowning person who has finally caught a life-saving straw, and she shows extreme trust and dependence on An Sheng.

She would come to Ansheng's yard every afternoon to let Ansheng perform needles for her, and she was also happy to pour out some of the depressed things in her heart to Ansheng.

is nothing more than the second son of the Hou Mansion, her husband was initially obedient to her and spoke sweetly, but now he is ruthless and disgusted with her.

A pregnancy is a dream of luck for other women, but Aunt Lian was regarded as a madman because of this illness, and she also saw what it was like to be left out.

An Sheng dutifully did his duty as a listener, listened to her quietly, and occasionally smiled comfortingly at her, but he didn't dare to go to his heart.

She was a little scared, Aunt Lian had heard too much of these resentful words, and she would be afraid of marrying a wife in the future.

In the past, she felt that marrying someone was a matter of indifference, no matter who she married, it was the same for her, and it was no worse than Xia Mansion anyway.

But now, her mind has changed completely. She began to feel that getting married was a woman's second reincarnation. The fate of the second half of life, or most of it, is crucial.

I have already had a chance to be reborn once, and I will not have a second time.

Therefore, whether to marry and who to marry, she needs to be careful and can no longer be regarded as a joke.

The temporary residence in the Hou Mansion for a few days gave her a taste of the life of marrying the bride of the Hou Mansion in advance, and also made her feel enlightened and understand many truths.

The disputes in the family, the contradictions between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and the men's likes and dislikes of the old are all there, gradually covering up Yu Jingyun's goodness to herself and sharpening her yearning for power and wealth.

Yu Jingyun is not obedient to himself now, and he talks sweetly? But how long can this favor last?

When the years have smoothed out the passion, one has eliminated the other, and he is only left with empty power and a body of empty glory, which is precarious, and he is trapped in the second half of his life, and he shuddes when he thinks about it.

Yu Jingyun does have a lot of trivial things in his daily life, because the Marquis of Dingguo is not in Beijing these days, and he is responsible for all the affairs of the army, and he rarely has leisure on weekdays. Only after returning home every day, I came to Ansheng's courtyard first and talked to her. Or take her out for a walk, gallop on horseback, or go boating on the lake.

The spring cold is still steep, but the snow and ice have completely melted, and you can smell the earthy smell of spring in the humid air.

Intentionally or unintentionally, when he passed by the medicine house, An Sheng saw that the gate was still closed, guarded by General Tie, and there was no one, so he felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart.

I always feel that I am a homeless child.

In fact, Xia Mansion is his home.

After all, he has only been in the Hou Mansion for more than ten days, but An Sheng feels that it is extremely long.

She finally couldn't help it, and proposed to Yu Jingyun to go home.

Yu Jingyun was stunned for a moment, and then only snorted and threw two words at her: "No." ”

An Sheng lowered his head: "The old lady's waist disease is already much better. ”

"It's not about the same, it's not exactly good." Yu Jingyun is right.

"There's a doctor in the house."

"My grandmother didn't like it." Yu Jingyun still answered like a stream.

An Sheng could only say truthfully: "I want to go home." ”

"What's there to be nostalgic for in that home?"

Yu Jingyun choked her back with a word.

"It's true that there is nothing in Xia Mansion for Ansheng to be nostalgic for, but after all, it is my own home."

"If you want, the Hou Mansion can also be your home."

"You're messing around!" An said angrily.

Yu Jingyun looked down at her, serious: "No, what I said is from my heart." I've been waiting for you to nod my head. As long as you are willing, the Hou Mansion is your home, and you are my princess Yu Jingyun! ”

An Sheng was ruthless, raised his face, and bravely faced Yu Jingyun's scorching gaze: "Yu Shizi, the two of us are really not suitable. We are not people who live in the same world, and I can't adapt to the life of the Hou Mansion. ”

"Why?" Yu Jingyun pursed his lips and asked in a deep voice.

"Ansheng is just a wild sparrow, he likes to be free, he hates to be restrained, and he doesn't like the same boring life. Hou's Mansion is a birdcage full of delightful canaries, but I'm not. ”

Yu Jingyun turned around and left: "This is simple, now I will order someone to catch a few sparrows and come back, so that they can be raised in the birdcage, so that you can see, do they like the stormy sky outside, or the birdcage with fine clothes and food?" In a few days, even if I expel them, they will be reluctant to leave here.

What's more, Xia Ansheng, I have never restricted your freedom, as long as you are happy and do whatever you want, I will not stop you. If you want to go sightseeing, I will accompany you, if you want to meet Leng Nanxian, I will take you. There will not be a second person in the world who will be spoiled like this by me. ”

"And what do you really like about me?" An Sheng couldn't help but ask behind him.

Yu Jingyun paused, thought for a moment, and a trace of confusion flashed across his face: "No matter what it looks like, I like it." Even if it's the first time I see you, you look at me coldly, and I like it just as much. ”

"What if it's like Aunt Lian?"

An Sheng blurted out.

Yu Jingyun turned around slowly, his eyes flickering brightly and darkly, like a candle flame in the wind: "What did she say to you?" What are you worried about? ”

An Sheng couldn't bear to look at Yu Jingyun's face, lowered his head, and took a deep breath: "Let me go back." ”

Yu Jingyun was stunned word by word, and said categorically: "Xia Ansheng, if I say, I don't want to let go?" ”

Since when did he no longer call himself a little girl, but call himself by his first name - Cheyenne was born?

It sounds strange and heavy.

An Sheng was silent for a while, Yu Jingyun was domineering and strong, if he refused to let her go, she really had no choice.

Huff.