152. It's like in a dream
If the flowers are destined to be passers-by, why provoke each other at first?
Gao Wanyue opened her blurred eyes, and a familiar voice came from her ears, "Ah? ”
He sat next to the bed and looked at himself with concern, she remembered that she fell in the imperial garden when she fainted, and for some reason she was in front of him at this time, he still looked at herself gently, and had a kind of trance illusion, "Night, how do you feel?" ”
She instinctively wanted to sit up, but she felt a pain in her lower abdomen, sweat oozing from her forehead, such pain could not be described in words, it was more difficult than the pain she had suffered before, and the feeling of pain was heartbreaking, "Child, how is it?" ”
"We'll have kids!" Yuan Yu wiped away the sweat from her forehead with a handkerchief, her face turned pale, and after hearing this sentence again, it seemed that the whole world had collapsed.
"What? Child... My child is gone. Her heart began to panic, she would fantasize about what the child would be like when she was born every day, and now this has become an unattainable dream, "Where is Zhao Meiren?" ”
Gao Wanyue reluctantly did it herself, lifted the quilt, her legs didn't listen to herself, as if she was unconscious, her abdominal pain didn't stop, there was only one thought in her mind, kill her, she hurt her own child, if she hated herself, she could come in a bright light, why would she hurt a poor child?!
"I've already sent someone to take care of her and put her in the cold palace." Yuan Yu wanted to help her up, but she fell to the ground, motionless,
"Cold Palace? What is this, she owes me a life, and entering the cold palace can relieve the hatred in my heart? Yuan Shu's indifference lies far beyond her imagination, and her grief at the moment turned into a silent roar, "Yuan Shu, because the child is not yours, so you don't need to interfere in this matter, I will solve the grievances between me and her myself." ”
She wanted to push his hand away and run to the cold palace by herself, so what's the matter with killing people, these hands are already stained with blood, and she is not afraid of adding more lives to this day.
"Evening, you calm down..."Yuan Shu dragged her onto the bed and wrapped her tightly with the quilt, she was like an ordinary chrysalis, unable to break out of the cocoon,
"How calm do you tell me, that's my child, it's mine! It has nothing to do with you, why did I promise you to stay in the first place! You can't do anything, you can't protect me! "Hoarse roar, no one can hear it in this deep palace, so what is she? A poor prisoner of war? The spoils of war under the bloody gunsmoke.
I regret staying more and more, I shouldn't have stayed here longer, "Yuan Shu, you killed me, right?" Please... Kill me! ”
It's really hard to live like this, her only pillar has collapsed, she can't see any hope in life, she looks up at the sky, she only feels that her eyes are full of darkness, she can't see the future, and she roars almost crazy, but he still doesn't say a word.
He seemed to be waiting for her to calm down, enough trouble, tossing and turning, and being honest.
She stared blankly into the distance, like a walking corpse, without any thoughts of her own, Ren
It was up to him to straighten himself up, covered with the quilt, and he couldn't feel the temperature.
For three whole days, she didn't say a word, nor did she leave a tear, he came back to see her every day, but Gao Wanyue never said a word, if he was annoyed, he turned around and pretended to be asleep, and no longer paid attention to him.
On this day, Yuan Yu came to see her happily, and the eunuchs behind him were holding rare treasures, led by a tray, on which many words were written on the square pieces of paper, "Later, take a look, which title do you like?" ”
Is it for the sake of her lovelessness, to give her the last bit of comfort? What is the significance of this queen's dignity now?
"Then let's drink the medicine first." Yuan Yu raised his hand, the little eunuch offered the medicine bowl, he picked up the spoon and blew the hot air lightly, and sent it to her
She didn't say anything, she didn't look at those things, for to her, they were all irrelevant things, and no matter how gorgeous the pearl was only cold and piercing.
"How can your body be better if you don't drink medicine?" Patiently comforted her, "You can't be willful, obedient, and obedient." And she was still unmoved, ignoring Yuan Shu, he seemed to be impatient,
"Stand down!" At the sound of the command, all the people withdrew, lest they should avoid the angry king.
There was obvious anger in Yuan Yu's voice, for so many days, he had been accommodating her, regardless of the opposition of his ministers, he had to canonize her as the queen, and she always had a bitter face that wanted to die.
Gao Wanyue raised her eyes and looked at him, the man in front of her was full of spirits, but it was too far away from her own world, not the height she could reach, she tried her best to grin the corners of her mouth to make herself look like she was smiling, but she seemed to have forgotten how to smile, "Ah, why did we become like this?" ”
Yuan Yu sighed, he had done so many things, and when this day came, he also became calm, "We were wrong from the beginning, your surname is Yuan, my surname is Gao, you shouldn't have known each other from the beginning, and they were enemies from the beginning." ”
Holding back her tears, the corners of Gao Wanyue's mouth twitched, and she said tremblingly, "Between us..."
What a ridiculous word, they may not be suitable for tying up for a long time, and why do they have to walk hand in hand,
"We didn't come to this point because of the grievances of our ancestors, we wanted different things from the beginning!" He knows what he wants, and he will do whatever it takes to achieve his ends.
And she Gao Wanyue is always forward-looking and indecisive, which led to her current end, "Maybe." ”
Gao Wanyue seemed to be smiling, looking at him with a pair of smoky gray eyes, "Ah Yan, if one day, I hinder your steps, will you really kill me?" ”
Yuan Yu turned his back and stood at the door with his hands in his hands, very disappointed in her, and his heart was cold when he was smiling now, "For one of my dreams, you have to disappear, and you have to disappear with all the people who are in the way." ”
After all, the love of children is long, but it can't withstand this thousands of purple and red rivers, and everything will be overshadowed in front of it, "I don't want to kill you, I really don't want to, if you still want,
When I become an emperor, you will be my queen. ”
"No, I don't." She finally said what she was thinking about, and she had no regrets, "What I want is also this world!" ”
"The country, the world, the eyebrows are picturesque, graceful, everyone will bow down under her pomegranate skirt, no one does not covet her beauty, for me, it is also very tempting, so I am not willing to let go so easily."
The child is gone, and she has been thinking about the past these days, why is she so vulnerable? Why are you so powerless? After all, it is because he has no power and cannot deter the people of the world that he can commit crimes and humiliate himself.
The woman in front of Yuan Yu is no longer the innocent girl he knows, nor is it the girl who wants to break into the rivers and lakes with a happy grudge, she has seen it for thousands of years, only silence, arrogance, cold eyes on the rivers and mountains in this world, without the former guidance of the rivers and mountains, there is a little more calculation between the eyebrows, what she wants has always been him,
"Do you know what you're talking about?! Think about it yourself, right? He left her again, alone, here, in the cold breeze, in a strange palace, and with a faint smell of ambergris in the air, that was the smell of his forehead.
She seemed to have known that fate had arranged the death penalty for her in advance, and sat down at the dresser, applied a little powder, dressed herself up not so ugly, and even if she was going to die, she would die in a grand and magnificent way.
At night, the night was pitch black, and she couldn't see her fingers, and a handsome woman sat on a chaise longue rocking chair and closed her eyes lightly.
"Late." A man behind him called softly, and the woman slowly opened her eyes when she heard the voice, and a pair of smoky gray eyes glared angrily, "Please leave." ”
The woman was dressed in a bright dress of red woven gold, with a long golden silk peony shawl flowing on the ground, the collar was slightly open, and the skin was lined like snow, clean and dusty, and her hair was lightly pulled, set off by five phoenixes and hairpins, and decorated with broken beads and tassels, graceful and luxurious.
The noble woman's eyebrows frowned slightly, and she was noncommittal about the man's arrival, but the man still smiled gently, half-squinted, with a smooth and fair face, revealing an angular cold hand, and couldn't tell whether she was happy or unhappy, and said softly, "It's time to take medicine." ”
"No, I'm not sick." The woman's eyes became angry, the seemingly gentle and harmless man in front of her all along, the man imprisoned her here, although there were no heavy shackles, but the jewelry and exquisite palace clothes around her body were tantamount to shackles.
He was still smiling.
"You see, I won't be obedient again, come on, press the queen." At this time, three or four sturdy grandmothers came in, pressing Gao Wanyue, unable to move, and forced to be poured a bowl of medicine, she knew that this was poison, which would kill her, he no longer had any patience, and he could see that he would no longer have any effect on him, "Ahem." ”
The bitter taste was around her throat, Gao Wanyue only felt bitter, retching for a while, holding her hands on the ground, so that she could barely fall down, her vision was blurring little by little, and she couldn't even see his face clearly,
"You're always idle!" Men don't look like from
The gentle tone before slowly became manic, and the eyes became fierce, and the grandmothers just now went out quietly.
"But now, you'll never leave me again!" The man smiled cruelly, with tears in his eyes, Gao Wanyue seemed to understand, and his body did not obey the call little by little, his throat felt sweet and greasy, he spit out a mouthful of blood, his vision became blurred, his hands trembled unobediently, and he sat on the ground, his hands tightly grasping the rocking chair to support himself from falling.
"Ahh Gao Wanyue sneered, he wanted to kill her, he thought that he would imprison himself for the rest of his life, even if he was resentful, even if he was jealous, he would never be separated.
But, I'm afraid that I won't be able to go on anymore, so this life will be good for him, anyway, he will always be alone! Gao Wanyue slowly fell to the ground, only feeling that it was not painful.
It was like seeing a plum tree, it was the middle of winter, the tree was full of white plum blossoms, the plum blossoms of the tree were full of plum blossoms and the snow scene blended into one color, a man wearing a jade crown on his head, standing under the tree with fluttering clothes, only the back could be seen from a distance, so tall and majestic.
"Evening, in this way, you will never leave me again." The man hugged Gao Wanyue tightly, crying silently, he couldn't stay with each other when he was alive, and now that he was quiet, he wouldn't think about leaving, even if he did, he wouldn't be separated from her.
Yes, even if the yellow robe is added and ranked ninety-five, she is still lonely, her existence is like a trace of warmth in the middle of winter, and a little starlight in the darkness is now gone.
It's cold in the heights
Looking at the country with a cold eye, the wind is cold, as an emperor and conscious, he is willing to give everything!
(End of chapter)