"......," I shook my fist in front of the camera, "I actually said that I was 'distracted', and I still had to take time out of my busy schedule?" ”

"That's not what it meant." Guan Jian straightened his handsome hair, his slender fingers stopped on his hair, suddenly remembered something, and said to the camera, "Wife, it seems to be time today, right?" ”

"What's the time?" I didn't react for a moment.

"What do you say?"

I thought about it carefully, and my cheeks warmed slightly. Even if he has gone to the old husband and wife, this kind of "private matter" is still a little difficult to talk about.

"It seems like it's just over a day."

"I'm going to buy test strips tomorrow."

"Oh."

Although after Li Li's incident, Guan Jian had to insist on contraception for a few days, but I am an acute person, since I have decided to have a child, I can't wait to conceive immediately, how can I allow him to do this, I rejected it verbally!

"Let me know as soon as I have news."

"Got it, got it."

After chatting with Guan Jian for more than ten minutes, they went to play their own games, and Guan Jian occasionally remembered something, so he said a few words to me. At nine o'clock I said goodbye to him, got off the line to watch TV and get ready for bed.

My mother brought chicken soup again, and I was depressed: "Mom, if I eat like this again, I will become an elephant." ”

"How can you conceive if you don't take care of your body? You see that you haven't been pregnant for so long, but you're not in good health. Don't look at the meat you have grown recently, you are fat. ”

It turns out that this is a false fat, how do I know that what my mother said is not reasonable, but I comforted myself in my heart, that fat is a virtual drop, and I can lose weight. So drink fragrant chicken soup and eat a chicken leg.

Mom is at home, my food is different, although we don't lack this money, but we don't have the effort to make these delicious and nutritious. Occasionally, on weekends, I was able to sleep better with Sekikan and I didn't get up until noon.

I got up and eaten, and I was struggling, as if I hadn't done anything, and the day passed like that. Often at this time, I lament that time flies.

After brushing my teeth and washing my face, I returned to the computer and found that my QQ had a prompt message.

I pressed the shortcut and went to apply skincare products. When you come back, you'll see a prompt to add friends:

Zhen Xian.

I was stunned. How did she know about my QQ?

For a while, I didn't know whether to add her or not. How about adding it, and what does she want to say to herself? Will they still give me money and tell me to quit?

I applied the skin cream on my face until it was absorbed, and then I added Zhen Xian as a friend. Soon she sent a message. Her screen name is Xian Xian, and her signature reads: The farthest distance is not that you are at the end of the world, but that you no longer love me.

What a sad sentence.

My heart ached. There is no right or wrong in love, and there is no first come, first come.

Xianxian: Good evening.

I put my fingers on the keyboard for a long time before typing a line.

Wen Wen Jingjing: Hello.

Wen Wen Jingjing: How do you know my QQ?

Xianxian: I landed on the QQ of the ship.

I was indignant in front of the computer. What the hell is she? She's privacy!

Xianxian: Surprised, sorry.

Wen Wen Jingjing: If you're embarrassed, please ask him in the future and then use his QQ, thank you.

Xianxian: yes.

Xianxian: I have something to say to you.

Wen Wen Jingjing: Say it. I hurried to bed.

Xianxian: How do you want to quit?

It's exactly what I thought. It's too old-fashioned.

Wen Wen Jingjing: Miss, you seem to have made a mistake. The person who wants to quit shouldn't be me who is already united and married, right?

Xianxian: Does he love you?

Wen Wen Jingjing: Haven't you heard him say that he loves me personally, so you still can't recognize the answer?

Wen Wen Jingjing: Zhen Xian, to be honest, I'm quite disappointed in you. When I first met you, I thought you were a very good girl, worthy of the girl Guan Jian once liked, intellectual, rational, and very beautiful.

Wen Wen Jingjing: But why is it so difficult now?

Xianxian: You forced him to say that he loves you, right?

Xianxian: I'm already very good, I don't need "you think", and I don't need you to be disappointed. I just want you to know that maybe I was wrong in the past, but I still love the ship and I have to fight for it. There is a lot of difference between you and him, whether it is family background or appearance......

I'm on fire. I'm a lot worse off than the ship?

Wen Wen Jingjing: Zhen Xian, I want you to clarify one thing. No matter how big the gap between the external conditions between me and Guan Jian is, as long as our hearts are together, those external conditions are not a problem.

Xianxian: It's just that you've been together for less than a year, and after a long time, the problem has come out.

Wen Wenjingjing: It's too subjective for you to say that. But I don't mind you waiting for time to see that we will be more harmonious year by year.

For a long, long time, Zhen Xian didn't send another message. I looked at the computer, my fingers shaking inexplicably. Will the words to Zhen Xian be too heavy? She's a sick person. In case I stimulate her spirits......

Tick tick tick twice, the news came.

Xianxian: I heard Jingyun say, is he chasing you?

Wen Wenjing: Yes.

Xianxian: I thought you were chasing him.

Wen Wen Jingjing: The gaps you mentioned were the most powerful excuse for me not wanting to be with him. But he wouldn't let me think like that, and we were together.

Wen Wen Jingjing: Zhen Xian, don't blame me for saying something that doesn't sound good. You and Guan Jian are really over, he has found a home, and you should also pursue your own happiness.

Xianxian: Happiness?

Xianxian: Will there be more?

Wen Wen Jingjing: There will be. As long as you go looking for it. If you trap yourself in the dream of the ship, you will never get out.

Wen Wen Jingjing: There are so many years that can make you regret breaking up with him, why didn't you come back?

This time it was a long silence before she sent a message.

Xianxian: Because I've been waiting for him to bow his head.

Xianxian: I left for a month, and I was waiting for him to beg me to go back. But he didn't come. The longer it dragged on, the angrier I became. A year after we broke up, I finally knew that the relationship was over for the time being.

Wen Wen Jingjing: You yourself brought such feelings to an impasse. If you really love each other very much, what can't you bow your head and what mistakes you can't recognize? Your relationship has come to an end, and Guan Jian feels that there is no need to redeem it, so he will not bow to you. He was already like this when he loved you, so why mention it now?

Xianxian: Maybe you're right, it's because we've finished the good relationship ourselves.

I breathed a sigh of relief, if I think so, I should be able to get out of this relationship, right?

Xianxian: I was really sad to hear the news of his marriage. They kept me a secret from me until a few months after we got married.

Wen Wen Jingjing: So you're back. But it can't change anything. Is it immutable in your heart? Didn't he disappoint you?

Wen Wen Jingjing: In your heart, he may still be that beautiful boy, but has he changed too much since he came out of your heart? Time has changed the environment. It's better to let him sleep in your memory. It's less likely to disappoint you that way.

Wen Wen Jingjing: Maybe they can still be friends, but if you continue like that, it will only make him feel helpless and even cut off contact with you.

This time, Zhen Xian did not speak again. After a while, her avatar dimmed. My mood is indescribably heavy, and it is the first time I am competing with Zhen Xian on the Internet, and I feel a little uncomfortable. But no matter how uncomfortable it is, what needs to be said still has to be said.

I'm going to defend my marriage. My man, who can move but me!