Chapter 176: We Can't

"They're not as good-looking as you, you're much younger than those college students." Lu Xiaoan seemed to see her concerns, and said very calmly, with a faint praise and appreciation in his eyes.

After all, he is a handsome guy with a particularly high return rate, and his focused eyes are staring at you, how can he not feel it at all.

Xia Ying blushed a little, but the sense of absurdity still didn't go away, she pretended to be serious, "It's different, in my eyes, you are all children who haven't grown up." ”

"I'm not too small." He replied quickly.

Truly.

When Lu Xiaoan was abroad, together with the foreigners, his height was not particularly outstanding, but as soon as he returned to China, he easily crushed the average boy in minutes, standing out from the crowd, coupled with his appearance, Xia Ying had reason to believe that Lu Xiaoan would harvest a bunch of fan girls.

Of course, a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy should be with a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, so that it is a good match. She, an old aunt and an old cow, eats tender grass, which is too shameless.

But Xia Ying didn't say it, she thought about it at night, at least don't spoil the mood of the two of them now.

At the instigation of Lu Xiaoan, she bought a few short-sleeved T's and jeans, and some of the clothes from foreign Chinatowns were not brought back, so she was originally going to buy them, styles and patterns, and Lu Xiaoan gave her a lot of references.

Although Lu Xiaoan is young, he is still very calm and has a sense of trust beyond his age. Regardless of the immaturity on his face, sometimes you often ignore the fact that he is only seventeen or eighteen years old.

Lu Xiaoan only went shopping at first, almost all of them circled around her, her daily necessities, all kinds of things, and then he tried on a few clothes, and when he came out of the dressing room, it turned out to be a black t-shirt, exactly the same as hers, and the two of them stood together like wearing couple clothes.

Xia Ying opened her mouth, and said in her heart that he did it on purpose, deliberately wearing the same style as her, but her clothes were brought from Chinatown, at most they were the same color. She is too petite in front of him, even if she has a good figure and looks young, compared with Lu Xiaoan, in the end, she is a sister, even if she can't see it big in appearance, her eyes and demeanor are completely a woman who has been out of campus a long time ago. Perhaps, in essence, she can't accept the eyes of others.

"Look, there seems to be a Kong Ming lantern in front, let's go over."

On the riverside of the campus, there are many young men and women gathered, and the willows are still around, and the night is in full swing and the stars are shining.

Lu Xiaoan couldn't help but take Xia Ying's hand, and she couldn't resist at all, so she moved with the rhythm of his breathing.

Lu Xiao'an didn't take care of her leg length and physical strength, she also used an overloaded long-distance run, crossed the traffic light, and came across the road...... I ran for another five or six minutes, and when I stopped, I was out of breath, and all the organs in my chest seemed to jump out of my mouth.

It took a while for her waist to calm down.

"Are you better, drink water?"

As the saying goes, don't hit a smiling person with a smile, Lu Xiaoan handed over the water with a smile, she only grunted and drank, I don't know why, she couldn't get angry, and she couldn't get disgusted with his overly good-looking face.

"Let's put the Kong Ming lantern, and by the way, we can make a wish."

Lu Xiaoan asked the boss to buy two, explained the method, and wrote some words on the surface layer.

Xia Ying looked at the inky blue sky, the bright moon was beside her, the starlight was entwined, and there were constantly white Kong Ming lanterns soaring upward, this picture was very beautiful, and someone used a camera to capture the process. Although the scenery in front of her was beautiful, she only felt empty in her heart.

Like, I don't have any dreams.

I didn't deliberately look for old memories when I returned home, but I wouldn't resist. For example, now, all the clues are broken, and she doesn't know whether to start a new life or cling to old dreams.

On the other side, Lu Xiao'an's Kong Ming lantern slowly floated up, reflecting a slightly drunken orange light in the middle, and the warm breeze blew by, gradually shifting the direction.

Lu Xiaoan made a prayer with both hands, put a fist on his chin, closed his eyes, and his mouth vibrated with words.

Xia Ying was not far behind, and then the lamp in front of her was also slowly floating,

Lu Xiaoan didn't know when he walked to her side, the breath coming out of his mouth was warm, and her eardrums were a little itchy, "What wish did you make?" ”

She opened her eyes as if interrupted, and glanced at him, "What about you?" ”

He saw that her eyes were shining, her lips were bright, her eyes were beautiful, and her heart couldn't help but ripple slightly, and she became sweet, and she didn't hide the emotion in her eyes, "I hope that the person I like can just like me." ”

Don't be too blunt.

He followed in her footsteps from country M to Haishi B and gave up the institution of higher learning, and frankly, she was moved.

"I've told you my wishes, what about you?"

Xia Ying's eyes dimmed, and she seemed to take a long breath and said, "I hope to live an ordinary life, and then die peacefully." ”

"You're still young, what are you talking about?"

"No, it's just a little emotional. Anyway, I'm always going to be much bigger than you. ”

"Xia Ying, haven't you heard this sentence, age is not a problem, height is not distance, weight is not pressure, this sentence? Why should people who love each other care about the world? The emperor of the Ming Dynasty, Ming Xianzong, favored Wan Guifei, who was seventeen years older than her, he was the emperor, and the women of the world were at his disposal, didn't he have true love for Wan Guifei? The emperor is still like this, let alone the men of our new century. Not to mention far away, let's just say that country M, together with sexual marriage, they are protected and recognized by law. ”

Lu Xiaoan may have prepared a rhetoric a long time ago, which will be used to persuade her at any time.

Xia Ying was a little surprised, and frowned at the same time: "It's not just a matter of secular and age, you are still young, maybe the attachment you show to an older woman is related to your experience when you were a child, and when you gradually get older, and you associate with girls of the same age, you will know that a certain relationship of yours will be very strange, even unbearable......"

"I won't."

Lu Xiaoan retorted excitedly, his neck was a little red, and there was a stubborn energy hidden in his eyes.

The two of them sat across a layer of window paper, as an academic discussion.

Xia Ying began to feel a headache, not really a headache, but mentally.

She finally clenched her fists and said calmly: "Xiao An, we can't do it, please don't do anything for me in the future." ”

Unusual determination.

Although Lu Xiaoan expected it, he still couldn't resist the sense of loss that kept pouring down, and it came and went one after another. He said excitedly: "You haven't tried it, how do you know that we are not suitable, impossible, just now you made a wish and said that you want to live a plain life, I can also give you a plain life." ”

"Xiao An, the more you talk about it, the more outrageous it becomes, I'm your sister."

"What sister, I have no blood relationship with you, and our household registration is not related within three generations."

"You ......" she was short of words.

Xia Ying walked forward by herself, "Our relationship can only be that of sister and brother. I'll go back first. ”

A few quick steps, she fell far ahead of him.

Lu Xiaoan's face was full of loss as if it was about to overflow, and his eyes, which were still shining just now, were gray at the moment. He bit his lip and ran fast on his long legs, not taking much time to catch up with her.

"I want a reason."

He walked beside her unwillingly, and suddenly blocked in front of her, so tall that she had to look up.

The street lights were dim, his face seemed to be cloudy, and he had the persistence of a newborn calf who was not afraid of tigers.

She was about to say something, but Lu Xiaoan preemptively said: "If it's a matter of age, I won't accept it at all, and I won't give up." ”

"Except for age, you dare to say that you don't have a little bit of a good impression of me, at least more than other men, you would be willing to be closer to me?"

As he spoke, his lips opened and closed, and every sentence pressed down. Lu Xiaoan's face is immature, but the edges and corners of her facial features are distinct, especially the indifference in her bones, she just can't resist it, and she always wants to be close.

Because she felt that maybe ten years later, Lu Xiaoan would grow as she liked.

She didn't refute it for a long time, and finally said in a sneering, even forceful way: "No matter what you say, we can't do it." Xiao An, you are impulsive now, wait for you to calm down......"

"Seven years, is it still impulsive?" Lu Xiaoan didn't think about it, and broke out directly.

Xia Ying's reaction was a beat slower, and she said in hindsight: "What seven years, haven't we known each other for a total of five years?" ”

Lu Xiaoan's eyes flickered, and he said without changing his face: "I said it wrong, it's five years, isn't five years enough, I only have you in my eyes, I don't want to fall in love with any other woman at all, I'm only interested in you, can't you see it?" I've liked you for a long time and I love you! ”

His emotions were exposed, and his body seemed to be being bullied inch by inch.

Xia Ying pasted the railing by the lake, it was cold, but the boy in front of her came from the wall, his eyes were hot, and his long arms were propped up on both sides of the railing, shackling her in it, but the two of them did not have the slightest physical contact. But as soon as she moves, she will touch it.

So she stiffened, staring at the other party's deep eyes at the moment.

At some point, that clarity also became a hidden secret.

She was shocked by the young man's confession.

Suddenly, that aggressiveness, sabre-rattling, and if I didn't accept it, I would have lost all my momentum. Lu Xiaoan lowered his eyes, his eyes were lonely, and his head lowered dejectedly.

What happened to him?

Bangs block his face.

Lu Xiaoan's voice was that low and loud: "Don't refuse me, okay, at least, give me a chance." ”

The moment he looked up, he was so pitiful, so helpless, so expectant, so cautious, so hurt, so her heart, what was going on.

Her attitude slackened, and even she herself was completely unexpected, "You make me think about it. ”

When Lu Xiaoan heard this, his eyes suddenly dyed with hope, and even his voice changed.

"You let me out first."

"Okay."

"I'm going back."

"I'll send you."

"Don't, I'm going back to City B tonight, I've already booked a train ticket."

“…… Then I'll take you to the station. "I brought my luggage, but now I say I want to go back. Lu Xiaoan did not break this screen.