In the darkness of the night, I wandered around like a lonely ghost, feeling desolate. I have nowhere to go, a home but no home. Suddenly I feel that life is very sad,

I wandered around, aimlessly. In the middle of the night, there were few pedestrians, the cold wind blew, shivering, and it was already autumn.

I found a sheltered corner and made it. It was the bank's ATM house, and all I could do was have a pack of cigarettes in my pocket.

Luckily, there was also a pack of cigarettes.

That's it. I spent a long night inside.

I calmed down all night, I thought about it over and over again, and asked myself over and over again, "Am I doing something wrong?" Am I doing something wrong? ”

I don't know the answer. Afterward. I decided to follow my heart's thoughts, right or wrong.

At this time, I need a friend, a close friend, to listen to my heart.

However, I couldn't even think of such a person.

Shao Shuyi is no longer the Shao Shuyi she used to be, and I won't talk to her anymore.

Except for Shao Shuyi, I don't even know who to talk to.

Cold? Leng Feng and I are sworn brothers, but we are by no means good friends. We can drink together and fight together, but we just can't talk together. Actually, from the bottom of my bones, I can't get used to Leng Feng. I think Leng Feng thinks the same thing about me. So, together we can only be called plastic brothers!

Big Spring? He lives like an idiot! Even if I told him all my feelings, he would just look at me like a fool.

Sometimes, I really envy Da Chun, envy that he can be stupid, he doesn't think too much, and he doesn't have so many troubles.

After surviving the night, in exchange for the dawn. This is true of the alternation of day and night, and so is life.

I finished a pack of cigarettes all night, and the night was nothing more than that, and life was nothing more than that.

I came to school, bought a breakfast, went to the bathroom and wrote a face. Sitting in the last row of the classroom quietly eating breakfast, the students came to the classroom one after another, and there was no difference from usual.

I finished my breakfast and didn't feel tired. The light of the sky outside the window is brightening little by little, and when the light comes, the night will disappear without a trace.

"Du Chongyang!" I was looking out the window in a daze when I heard my name called. When I turned around, I saw Shao Shuyi.

is still that familiar and beautiful face, I suddenly feel that Shao Shuyi is so kind, and being able to see her again can be regarded as a happy thing in my bad 24 hours.

It turns out that even if you don't admit it yourself, or desperately deny it, they are always ingrained in your heart. In the subtle ......

All that Shao Shuyi did made me feel extremely disgusted and disgusted, but at this time, when I saw her face again, it seemed that everything had changed. I only remember her good.

"Morning!" I looked at Shao Shuyi with a smile.

"You...... Didn't you say it to Leng Feng? Shao Shuyi looked at me and asked.

"Huh? Say what? I suddenly felt a blank in my head, as if I couldn't understand Shao Shuyi's words at all.

"Du Chongyang, you are too much! I thought you'd help me! I'm so stupid. It's ridiculously silly! Du Chongyang, I can see you clearly! You remember, I'll never ask you for help again! Shao Shuyi spoke. I was so angry that my whole body trembled.

I froze and couldn't say a word. A second ago, I was still thinking about Shao Shuyi's goodness, and I even decided to forgive her for all her mistakes. However. In a split second, reality slapped me in the face.

It wasn't until Shao Shuyi left in front of me that I seemed to be relieved. Then I finally remembered some fragmentary memories.

I promised her, I promised her to say something to Leng Feng. I really haven't said it since last night.

I once fought with Leng Feng for her, but she didn't say thank you! Now. I forgot to help her say a few words in front of Leng Feng, and in exchange for her sneer!

Damn it! Is it my fault again? Wrong is wrong! Last night, I spent the night figuring out a question. For a dick like me. Does right or wrong really matter?

I decided not to care about right or wrong, I just wanted to care about my own feelings.

"Shao Shuyi!" I yelled at Shao Shuyi, who was back in her seat.

The students in the class who were quietly reading were startled by my shouting. Even the lights in the classroom flickered.

She turned to look at me impatiently, "Du Chongyang." It's useless for you to apologize now! ”

She looked impatient and self-righteous.

"Apologize?" I sneered. "! Say your uncle's humility! Shao Shuyi, what's so great about you? Do you think the whole world revolves around one person? ”

I roared loudly, the sound echoing through the empty classroom that wasn't yet full.

Shao Shuyi was at the first table in the first group and I was at the last table in the fourth group, and the distance between us was the farthest in the classroom.

Shao Shuyi stood there motionless. It's like a stone statue. The next second, she sat on her desk and cried.

Everyone in the classroom looks like stone statues, and Daharu stands at the door. Look at me like a fool.

It's not a secret that I like Shao Shuyi in our class, and my fight with Leng Feng for Shao Shuyi has also caused a sensation in the whole school.

But, it doesn't matter it's all gone.

Unleash the feelings in your heart. Feel much cooler, breathe freely, and live a carefree life. Life without heart and lungs.

In this second, I felt like I was living my own life.

I don't have to think about other people's feelings, and I don't have to care about what other people think of me.

It's one word: it's fucking cool.

I asked Da Chun to go out and buy me a pack of cigarettes, and then I sat in the classroom and smoked. I've never done that before!

When I snuffed out a cigarette, a familiar figure suddenly appeared at the door of the classroom.

Seeing this voice, I quickly stood up.

Even if I don't care what the world thinks, I have to care about what this person thinks. Because she's my mom.

"Mom, why are you here?" I rushed to the door of the classroom. Looking at the haggard face of his mother and the pair of red and swollen eyes, he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart.

When she saw me, she grabbed me and grabbed me, "Yangyang." I'll come and see you! You ran out last night and didn't come back, I'm worried about you......"

"Mom...... I'm fine! "I couldn't help but want to cry. Everybody in the world can be bad and hurt me, but I know my mom won't.

"Yangyang...... Did you eat breakfast? As she spoke, the mother took something from the cloth belt she was carrying. There are eggs in it, and there is milk.

She shoved it in my hand, then grabbed my hand and told me, "Yangyang, come back!" Come back, your dad is such a virtuous person, his nature is not bad! ”

I took a long snort and shook my head stubbornly: "I'm not going back!" ”

"Obedient! Come back! Where can you go if you don't come back? "My mother looked at me and was about to cry.

There are classmates who come and go. They looked at me strangely, but I wasn't embarrassed or ashamed.

"Mom, I have a place to go, I found a place last night! You don't have to worry about me, I have a lot of friends! I said to my mother.

"You...... All right! As she spoke, the mother quickly took out a handful of money from her pocket. If you don't go back, if you don't go back, you will keep the money! ”

"Mom, no, I still have money!" I still refuse. But my mother held my hand tightly. "Yangyang, it's no better for you to hold it outside than at home!"

I knew that if I didn't, my mother wouldn't agree.

I took the money from her hand, and then squeezed a little smile out of my face, "Mom, I'm fine, don't worry about me!" I was able to take care of myself! ”

My mother nodded vigorously, but she was holding my hand but wouldn't let go.

"Ding Ding ......"

At this time, the bell rang for morning self-study. I hurriedly said to my mother, "Mom, go to the morning reading, I'm going in!" Go back quickly! I'm going to be fine! ”

"Good! Then you remember, take care of yourself! I'll be back in a few days! My mother said to me as she walked.

I nodded vigorously and told her to take care of herself. And at this time, Zhao Zhutou appeared at the entrance of the corridor!

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