138. And don't renovate it
"Peace? Why make peace? Yuan Yu smiled at the corner of his mouth, "This eldest princess of Leyang sent it to the door by herself, who else is she going to negotiate peace with?" "There was a lot of laughter in the hall for a while, this was a fruitless deal, it was unfair, and there was nothing wrong with doing it now.
The maid led Gao Wanyue to another secluded tent, and served tea, but her smoky gray eyes, the line of sight was cut off on the closed curtain, and the last thing she saw was deep and faint eyes, perhaps the maids of Da Wei looked at her with this kind of eyes.
I can't say the mood at the moment, I can't describe it in words, what kind of emotion is it, it seems to be...... Angry? She laughed, a little numb, couldn't tell whether it was bitterness or helplessness, and spilled the tea in her hand, and she was also in her heart.
"Hahaha...", only his own sneer could be heard, and he turned from a free person into a caged canary again, and her fate always seemed to fall from one cage to another.
It's just that when you are poor, who doesn't want the person you miss the most by your side? And now there is no one around her, and all things can only be faced by herself, which is the consequence she has to bear, although she has been fully mentally prepared, but when it really comes, she is also a little afraid.
Now my heart is beating like a mess, and I can't tell my emotions at the moment. In the past, I thought that sharing what I liked with people I didn't understand was a kind of self-inflicted loneliness. But after meeting him, I always felt that your excellence was too selfish for one person to enjoy, because excellent people are born destined to be looked up to.
And now, Yuan Shu, standing on a high place and letting himself look up, but feeling that he has been humbled to the dust, how can time be so untraceable, quietly changing some things beyond recognition?
Like now, Yuan Yu and her identities are completely interchanged, and Gao Wanyue is now a prisoner and a hostage, but she doesn't dare to expect anything.
Yuan Yu walked in, looked at the broken and wet teacup on the ground, smiled indifferently, I haven't seen her for a long time, her temper is still like this, seeing her frowning, she asked, "Why are you not used to staying here?" ”
Gao Wanyue smiled coldly, "It's all over here, you don't have a chance." "He hasn't started his ambitions yet, no... He won't stop moving forward, Wanyue wants to stop him by himself, and the huge price he will have to pay for this life? Wan Yue was nervous in her heart, she was fighting against a man, even though she was unarmed, that is, there was no chance of winning at all. 【#… ¥ Better Updates Faster]
"Really? Late, you're still so frivolous! Hearing this, Yuan Yu also smiled, what power did she have to stop it? Overestimate one's strength or oneself? Or is it overconfident?
But Wanyue can't take a single step, and staying where she is may be the best choice.
"I said that once I was free again, the world would be mine!" is so arrogant, and the general king's spirit makes people surrender, but this world is not necessarily anyone's, chaos is doomed, and the master of the world has not yet been determined
, no one can say for sure until the world is peaceful.
"At that time, Qing will be my queen, and you and I will rule the world together, how about it? This covenant is not void and is still valid! He smiled slyly and glanced at Gao Wanyue.
Really tempting conditions, ruling the world together is just a beautiful deception, who can do it, even a virtuous monarch can't do it, how can the king's pillow allow others to snore, but it is a rabbit dead and a dog cooking, it seems that this thousands of miles of rivers and mountains are more attractive, no matter how good the beauty is, Shaohua is easy to pass away and easy to grow old, the king's love will never last long, and it is even more unreliable!
The sun and the moon are in the past, and they cannot be traced.
For the pain of the past, maybe she once really liked the person in front of her, but now she can't remember, and she is trying her best to forget, the memory that she doesn't want to mention, if she doesn't remember it, then she can really be Gao Wanyue, she is just the Gao Wanyue of this world,
Who knows if the past has happened? Who can tell if it's true or false, whether it's true or false?
The general trend of the world will be divided for a long time, and it will be divided for a long time.
Now that the three-legged momentum is fully revealed, it will not end in the short term, but he wants to use his ability to unify the three families, so that the Wei Dynasty can continue.
Then his life is destined to not be dull, and she also made a wish with this, even if the sea is dry and rotten, even if the wind and rain are fierce, she will follow his steps closely.
Although the end is the same, they are like two parallel lines, which can never meet......
Just like at this moment, she is married to a wife, and he has married a bride, life and death, without any result, they are not all the way, why do they want to get together, each living their own life, happy and fulfilling, isn't it happy?
It's a pity that what she wants is an unattainable dream after all.
Evening joy and evening joy, belated happiness, when will that happiness come, or will it never come, it is I who bind myself, draw the ground as a prison, it is I who trap myself, and dare not cross the thunder pool half a step,
is afraid of being hurt, each time she is injured, she wraps the cocoon tighter, more and more closed, the darkness that the light cannot reach, bright, bright, her heart is still dark, confused and unable to see the way forward......
Wan Yue looked at him blankly, what kind of person is he, he has not cared since he left, and now it seems that he is still the same as before, confident and arrogant.
He is a person who can still resist even if his hands and feet are tied, and he is trapped for a lifetime, and now he has no shackles on his body, this is the real him, the real him, good at forbearance and introverted, seemingly gentle but indifferent in his heart.
In a difficult situation, he can still make use of everything around him, and the people and things around him are under his control!
"I knew you were coming." Yuan Yu suddenly changed his tone, and looked at Wanyue with gentle words, just like in the past,
He never seemed to change his eyes, unwavering, whatever
He turned a blind eye to the danger of appearance, and was always calm and steady, changing everything around him between laughter and talk.
He understood Wanyue's temperament, she seemed to have fallen into his trap and couldn't get out, the faint warm, shallow words made people immersed in it, unable to extricate themselves.
"Yes, because my husband is here, I have to come." When she came to her senses, she looked at herself dressed in men's clothes, but also like a handsome boy, he didn't seem to notice, his eyes did not change, still so warm and gentle.
"I said that as long as I am here, this place will always be open for you." He opened his arms, he said his arms were open for her, but is that true? His words didn't sound any emotion, but people couldn't bear to refuse.
He should also know that Gao Wanyue is not a person who will succumb to shock, and the best way to deal with her is to overcome rigidity with softness and speak softly, so that she will really listen to her words.
"Yuan Shu, how do you want me to answer? Are you really naïve enough to think that you can go back to the way things were? "There is no going back, she has left her beloved, but that person is not him, not all love stories will have a happy ending, not the hero and heroine will be together in the end.
"I thought about it carefully, maybe in the deepest part of my heart, I had a trace of expectation for you, but now everything has passed, I have turned against the royal brother for you, I have hunger strike and even made a fuss for you before you get married, but what did you do to me?" For these past things, it hurts a lot of people who love her, and it feels very uncomfortable, and everyone is an ordinary ignorant child before they mature.
"And now that it's all in the past, it's time for you to let go!"
At that time, when Gao Wanyue was confused, her eyes were full of tears, she was at a loss, she was incoherent, and she didn't know what to say.
For the unknown future, she is afraid, afraid that she will be alone and have no way to cope, and she also hopes to have a pair of shoulders as her strong backer when she wants to rely on.
She has never been able to forget An Youjue's words: "Don't be afraid, just be yourself!" His eyes met those smoky gray eyes, and at that moment, he found that after she heard this, her eyes were no longer so decayed and decadent, but full of hope again, and perhaps from then on, her heart had changed slightly.
There is no pure good or bad in her world, and she is not easily defined as a good person or a bad person, she is always shuttling between the two, left and right.
"Later, no matter who you are, you will only stay by my side in the future!" Unmistakable tone.
"I'm sorry, I'm not a night harrier, I will only be Gao Wanyue in this life, your night harrier is gone!" Gao Wanyue's heart was half cold, he still regarded himself as someone else's shadow, not attached to someone who no longer existed, unwilling to let go and accept his new wife.
She cut off relatives and friends for him, abandoned Ronghua, and left her hometown
, thinking of dying with him, but now it's just her fantasy.
"Yuan Shu, who are you?" Wan Yue looked at him helplessly, and made a mistake in his infatuation, what else could he do, leaving endless desolation and sadness.
"I said I was the prince of Wei." His gaze is unwavering, his origins are unquestionable, he was born royalty, and his innate nobility is not the same as the royal family who usurped the throne and seized power!
"That's it?"
"Yes." He looked at Wanyue condescendingly, "Now you have nowhere to go, follow me back to Chang'an!" ”
"I'm not going anywhere! If you insist on taking me away, and don't mind taking a corpse with you, do whatever you want! Gao Wanyue will not leave with him, unwilling to leave his so-called hometown, unwilling to go to a strange place, just like he did not leave with him in the first place.
"You seem to have forgotten something? What are you here for? Have you forgotten? As long as he did not order the class teacher to return to the court for a day, all the actions of the person in front of him would have to obey his orders.
"Yuan Yu, you seem to have really changed, and now you are always threatening me, do you think I am really afraid of death?" She looked at him coldly, how happy is life and what is fear of death? The most feared thing is that I can't die if I want to.
"No, of course you're not afraid, you're just afraid that you're worse off than dead!"
Some people, close at hand, but never have a chance in their lives. If you miss it, you miss it, and you can't go back.
Hand in hand from the return, no tears and the king.
Now Gao Wanyue looked at him and listened to him say those words that shouldn't have come from his mouth, he didn't feel moved at all, more just sarcasm, he was afraid that he had spent his whole life chasing what he couldn't get and what he had lost, it was not love, but he couldn't let go of the obsession in his heart.
Just like Gao Wanyue once had countless nightmares, recalling that every bit of pain with him was painful and unwilling to let go of herself, but now when she sees him again, she has no hatred or resentment, and treats him with a normal heart, that is, she lets go, and no longer clings to ethereal things, just like she once couldn't get.
"Later, you used to only call me Ahma!"
(End of chapter)