"Whole body, inside and out!" I blurted out, and then I felt that it seemed inappropriate to say so bluntly in front of a little girl, so I explained with a little embellishment: "That --, I mean the outside and the inside." ”

"Then why did you break up? How did you become the wife of another man? ”

"Uh--" I was suddenly asked about this, I was a little embarrassed for a while, and I didn't know how to explain it to her, so I had to breathe a sigh of relief, "Hehe, in short, it's hard to say!" ”

"Your love history is really complicated!" Li Yunjun snorted softly and asked me again, "Then do you still love the person you once loved?" ”

"Of course, I'm a long-term lover, although we broke up, and later I got married and divorced, but I seem to have pretended to be him in my heart, and it has never changed."

"Is your one as handsome as he is?" Li Yunjun seemed to be interested in Situ Yunzhe, and she pointed to the back of the boy just now and asked me.

"Of course!" I nodded, "The one of yours is not as good as the one I like." ”

"I don't believe it." Li Yunjun continued to walk forward awkwardly, "In my eyes, he may not be the most handsome, and his grades are not the best, but he is the most special." ”

As the so-called lover's eyes come out of Xi Shi, I understand this truth.

"So what?" I spread my hands towards Li Yunjun, "You will be crazy for him and confused for him!" ”

"Teacher Ye, it's time for us to go back." Li Yunjun saw that I was told to say it, stomped his feet, turned around and walked in the direction of the school gate.

"You're leaving so soon, aren't you really going to see him?"

"As long as I work hard, I can get closer to him, so, Senior Sister Ye, I still have a chance to get closer to him, right?" Li Yunjun took a deep breath and emphasized the three words 'Senior Sister Ye'.

"Of course, you have hope." I said with great confidence.

"Then let's go home!" Li Yunjun suddenly took my hand in a good mood and wandered happily around the campus of B University, attracting the attention of many passing students from time to time.

After this day, Li Yunjun took the initiative to ask for another class to be added to the tutoring every night, and the tutoring time was advanced by fifteen minutes, that is, the tutoring began at 7:45 every night and ended at 10:00, so the tutoring in the second semester of the second semester of high school was completed quickly.

Next, there are only the courses left in the third year of high school, and I am afraid that the progress of tutoring is too fast, and Li Yunjun will not be able to keep up; Second, I was worried that she would work too hard and the tutoring effect would backfire, but I really couldn't bear to discourage her enthusiasm, so I had to privately tell Mrs. Li to pay more attention to her diet and nutritional supplements.

Not long after the start of the new semester, the courses of the second semester of the third year of high school of Li Yunjun School have been completed one after another, and then the senior high school students have fully entered the review stage.

Because I had already reviewed all the courses of the first and second years of high school for Li Yunjun a few years ago, when the school reviewed the courses of the first and second years of high school, she often asked for leave for various reasons, and even directly asked the driver to send her to my little snail center, and she was tired of being with me all day long.

For her urgent mood, I was a little anxious for a while, as the so-called speed is not enough, and she always skips class, this is not a way, so I quietly continued to tutor her in the third year of high school, while thinking about how to deal with it.

Immediately afterwards, Li Yunjun's last unit of the test came down, as the so-called God rewards hard work, a pay gets a harvest, Li Yunjun has indeed made great progress, the results from more than 30 in the class, all of a sudden ranked in the top 15, watching her have made such a big progress, I am more confident in my teaching methods.

Mrs. Li and Mr. Li were both relieved to learn of her latest ranking in the class, but Li Yunjun and I knew best in our hearts that even with her current results, if she wanted to be admitted to B University, there was still a certain distance.

Li Yunjun asked me what to do? I reassured her that there was no need to worry, that there were still many months, and that it was time to relax. But Li Yunjun didn't really listen to my reassurance, and still went his own way, often absent from school, and what made people laugh and cry was that Mrs. Li now completely stopped controlling her except for three meals a day, and completely threw her to me, and now I am playing the dual role of a teacher and a parent.

Alas! There's no way, who made me a gentleman now, so naturally I have to know how to bear the worries of the king.

After the unit test came down for several nights, I only tutored Li Yunjun until nine o'clock, and then dragged her to the living room to practice the piano.

Li Yunjun was a little reluctant at first, and when she practiced the fifth level of music, she made frequent mistakes, and I told her to stabilize her emotions, everything was under my control.

God knows how anxious I am, but I can't afford to mess with myself, so I practice the piano every day to relax myself.

Li Yunjun looked at me full of confidence, and her heart gradually relaxed, I asked her to try to play "Tarantella", she refused to live or die, and said to me stubbornly, "You have to play it yourself!" ”

I didn't say a word, sat down in front of the piano, didn't turn the score, and stretched out my ten fingers on the black and white keys and flew up, this time playing, there was no flaw, even the 57th ~ 59th verse, it was perfect.

Tarantula is said to be a poisonous spider in a region of southern Italy, and if a person bites by it, he dances like crazy until he is too exhausted to move.

I remember that when I practiced this song at the beginning of the year, my fingers were almost cramping, and Chen Chen always squeezed me at that time, saying that I had bee venom and was eager to detoxify.

The piano teacher also asked me to change other classics, but I insisted on refusing to change, and she saw that I was so persistent, so she had to put more energy into guiding me.

After a song, Li Yunjun looked at me with puzzled eyes, "This is your real strength?" ”

"I'm lucky, just a little stronger than you." I smiled and nodded.

"Then did you pass the seventh-grade exam that year?" Although Li Yunjun was a little angry at my behavior of hiding his strength at the beginning, he still couldn't help but ask.

I shook my head, "I didn't take the test!" ”

"Why?"

"Because my mother died." I lowered my head, as if caught in a memory, "When I was preparing to prepare for the exam, my mother was sick, her illness cost a lot of money for treatment, and I also burned a lot of money to learn piano, so I didn't plan to take the exam, I deliberately made frequent mistakes in front of the piano teacher, the purpose was to not have to take the exam, so that my mother could have more money for treatment, and I could spare more time to accompany my mother in the last years." ”

"And what about your father?"

"He left before my mother." My expression was gloomy, and I continued in Li Yunjun's incredible eyes: "Yunjun, in fact, you don't have to look at me with such sympathetic eyes, because I don't need them, without them, I still live well." ”

"I can't sympathize with you, I just can't accept it all of a sudden." Li Yunjun said with a cheek.

"Yun Jun, if I had a happy and sound family like you, I might not really stand in front of you, let alone rack my brains for this tuition fee of 300 yuan per hour, and run all over the bookstores in Zhanyang, just to let my employer realize his wish to be admitted to B University." I got up and walked to the window of the living room, looked out at the growing spring scenery, and continued.

"Teacher Ye, everyone has their own wishes, what are your wishes?"

"My wish, it's ridiculous, in fact, I don't want to go to this Rausch University of Technology, and then rack my brains to become a top master of landscape architecture, when I was very young, I wanted to become a top music master like Chopin and Mozart, but with the passage of time and the world changes, many ideas have involuntarily changed, it is ridiculous to say, now I just want to support myself by my own ability, make myself better."

"Then you must have been decadent because of the changes in your family, right?"

"Naturally, there have been." I sighed softly, "When the reality becomes uncontrollable, some people will be brave, some people will be negative, I have never been a brave person, so the state during that time must have been very poor, as if everything in the world is no longer related to me, and I have turned a deaf ear to anyone's care and persuasion, and this state has lasted for more than a year!" ”

"And who brought you back to reality?"

"Remember the brother I mentioned to you? He is actually not my own brother, my current family is not actually my real relatives, but it is their family-like care and care that makes me have the warmth of home again and the desire to live. ”

"Although I am unlikely to understand your life experience, I can feel your misfortune and sorrow, so I am even more sure that you are a strong woman." Li Yunjun suddenly changed his tone, "Teacher Ye, I am suddenly no longer so anxious, I think there are many unfortunate people in this world, but they are all more wonderful than me, just like your life, although it is so unfortunate, but in you, what I see is full of positive energy, I have never seen you have a little bit of decadence, so you can rest assured, I will no longer skip class in the future, everything is according to your arrangement, even if I really can't get into B University, I will definitely not blame you, only blame me for not having a relationship with B University and not having a relationship with him!" ”

Li Yunjun said righteously, as if she really didn't care about her college entrance examination results, and didn't care if she could become a member of B University in the future, just like the boy in her mind.

"You obviously don't have confidence in me and yourself, and now you have the personal guidance of me, a high-achieving student in B, and it's hard to get in." I wanted to pinch Li Yunjun's cheek, which was still immersed in excitement, but she avoided it with disgust.