30. When the flowers bloom and fall

Life is like a white horse, just suddenly.

Nothing is eternal, everything is changing, nothing is forever, if you blindly cling to the incomplete and nostalgic for the past, you are destined to be eliminated.

My name is Gao Wanyue,

In her previous life, she was just a woman who lingered on the sickbed all day long, and all she could see was the half-sky seen through the outside of the hospital bed.

Endless high-rise buildings, blocking the most primitive scenery, I also want to travel through the landscape, but this sick body is not allowed,

I've not been like this since I was a child, everything started when I met him,

Went to a low point.

After I got to know him, I began to gradually distance myself from my relatives and friends, and became the only one left, and finally even he lost him, my freedom and my life together.

There is nothing left, alone, turning into a wisp of lonely soul floating in the world,

I don't feel cold, I don't feel tired, I can go anywhere I want with the wind,

Time seemed to me to stand still.

All I was accompanied by loneliness, which slowly hit, and that feeling was like the coldness of my previous life, the throbbing in my heart, an indescribable fear.

But I came to a strange place, where the people are different, dressed in ancient costumes, and doing ancient things.

I'm back in antiquity!

I have a new body, it is a woman who is completely different from me, her body functions very well, I enjoy this hard-won little happiness,

I'm going to take her on and live in this world, and then get everything I want.

Now I am no longer the humble me, if I can in this life, I will stubbornly raise my proud head and be myself.

I've given up too much, too much,

Only in this soft darkness, in this long and boundless night, can I lament my misfortune, and I have to regain myself from this moment,

Looking for the meaning of being a human being in this life,

That is to help Gao Yang, I want to change the outcome of this country, he is my brother, and gradually becomes the closest relative, and there are similarities with me,

The same loneliness, the same lack of parental affinity, no one treats themselves sincerely,

I began to run around, and finally got the power to fight the villain, and was named the eldest princess,

I'm going to write a new chapter,

I have made a lot of friends, and I have a lot of enemies, there will be people in this world who are good to you for no reason, and there will be people who want to frame you for no reason, all I can do is protect myself, and then protect the people I want to protect.

Gao Yang, Emperor Wenxuan of the Northern Qi Dynasty, exists as a founding emperor, surpasses his father and brother, stands at the pinnacle of power man, the height is unbearable, and the madness in the eyes of the world is nothing but a child who needs to be praised, and everything he does is to attract the attention of others,

The more you like it, the more you will hurt, hurt the people around you, in order to get their attention, even hatred, to get more attention, with the help of alcohol to numb yourself, forget the pain of the moment.

As the second son of his parents, he is rarely taken seriously, his brother Gao Cheng is highly expected by his parents, and all the spoiling of his mother is only given to him alone, and the world will almost fall into his hands, but at this moment he died in the hands of a food slave, and suddenly died, and he immediately took someone to block the news,

Finally make it to the top with everything you have!

Yuan Shu, I have seen a person who is good at forbearance, introverted and deep, he is like a bright moon, cold and arrogant, handsome and abnormal, like the moonlight sprinkled on the earth, bright and cold, pretending to be indisputable in this Hanyao Palace, but I know that he has his own calculations, this small palace can't trap him,

One day, he will be able to make a splash!

No matter whether it was calm and peaceful or murderous on the outside, there was still a faint smile on his face, and under that charming smile and the appearance that made any woman fall in love at first sight, there was a hidden evil heart, a sinister heart,

No one can figure him out, and he is like a jackal, tiger and leopard, once he keeps an eye on his prey, he will hide aside and watch silently, and the last catch will become a delicacy on the plate.

But I don't remember that there was such a generation of emperors in history, and the road he had to take was destined to be difficult, and it was only unknown, maybe everything was quietly changing when I came here.

He can weave a huge invisible web from a few people to now, all people are his prey, and the slightest movement in the spider silk will be known to him clearly,

It's dangerous for me~

Because I don't know if one day, when I'm in the way, he'll get rid of me without hesitation, and maybe when he's gone, we'll never be able to sit at the same table and talk like we're now.

An Youju, he is the most heroic man I have ever seen and Gao Yang, upright, upright, he seems to be indifferent but is actually a gentle person, he has a strong appearance, so that he has to disguise invulnerable, can not have the slightest vulnerability, every word and deed, every move, are watched in the eyes of the world,

He can't disappoint!

His father is no more, and his brother is no more, but this Northern Qi still needs someone to protect him, he carries too many things alone, and the burden on his body is too heavy.

Whenever he wears armor, holds a sharp blade in his hand, and has an almost rigid expression, walking in the palace with a sword, it is the safest thing.

Like an impregnable city wall, always guarding every inch of the mountains and rivers of the country,

His gaze is unwavering, from head to toe, meticulous, and he can't find a little rude and out of place, he is a model for the sons of other families, and he is praised and said: Giving birth to a child should be like this.

It's completely different from people like me!

He has seen the mountains and rivers shattered, the country ruined, everything on the battlefield belongs only to the flames of war and gunsmoke, everywhere is filled with fear and death, he has seen the most hideous white bones and the most tragic corpses, but he does not know that in this deep palace is more terrible than the battlefield.

He blamed me for being ruthless, but who knew that my heart had to be ruthless, otherwise I would die, and everyone was quietly plotting, if I couldn't pull them into the water before they hurt me, I would fall here.

I once secretly swore that even if I bear the stigma, I will exchange for the peace of Gao Yang and this Northern Qi,

I pretended to smile innocently in the sun, but when darkness descended on this palace, I did not hide the ugliness and filth, and every time I saw An Youju's eyes, I felt that I had begun to purify my soul, and I had forgotten all my schemes and means.

Holding his hands, warmth came from between his fingers, this is the undefeated man who touched him but was afraid that he would be defiled because of himself, and was enshrined on the altar by Northern Qi, should stand on a high place far away, not eating the fireworks of the world.

Li Zu'e, married Gao Yang from the Duchess of Taiyuan to the princess to now being named the queen, the mother of the world, she is undoubtedly lucky, and Gao Yang shared the joys and sorrows of the years, Gao Yang deeply remembered, so he would try his best to make her the queen,

I have always respected her, she is the most dignified and luxurious woman I have ever seen, and she can exist as a benchmark for women.

There are many people who think that Li Zu'e was unfortunately born in the Ji world, and married to Gao's rude family, marrying Gao Yang is also the beginning of her tragic fate, ten years of glory and wealth, and the final result is miserable, if I have a choice, I would rather be unknown for the rest of my life.

Pei Concubine, her appearance is much worse than Li Zu'e, but she also belongs to a beauty, her beauty is more bewitching, charming and natural, she was originally a palace maid, unwilling to be a slave for a lifetime, won the favor of the emperor, became the mother of the harem, and can spend her life in fine clothes and food.

This is everyone's dream, but you have also lost your freedom, and you are locked up here for the rest of your life, and everything is not important for freedom.

She was very hostile to me, and she didn't know why she was targeting me everywhere, maybe I knew why, because I could easily get everything she wanted.

Now that she is confined to her own palace and subject to others, I want to come and see her, she has slapped me, and one day I will double it back!

Now I don't have to hide my ambitions, my every move will be exposed to the sun, so I will use formal means to solve all the factors that get in the way.

I am here to stir the wind and clouds, watching the dark tide surge, should not have too much scheming and scheming at this age, but I am more Gao Wanyue, through the history of thousands of years here to feel the past situation, to be able to stand again in the bright and delicate sunshine to feel the warmth, bathed in the spring breeze, I am happy,

How dare I have more extravagant hopes, I give up my fate as an ordinary woman, and I just hope that more people will not repeat my old path in this life,

The sun and the moon are in the past, and they cannot be traced.

I can't remember the pain of the past, and I'm trying my best to forget, the memory that I don't want to mention, if she doesn't remember it, then she can really be Gao Wanyue, she is just the Gao Wanyue of this world,

Who knows if the past has happened?

Who can tell if it's true or false, whether it's true or false?

Wan Yue stretched out her hand to touch the clear water, and used her hand to stir up the calm water, causing ripples, the clear water was gone, and instead of the turbid water, the turbid water receded, and the water surface would return to clear and quiet.

Repeatedly, endlessly.

The same is true of the world.

The general trend of the world will be divided for a long time, and it will be divided for a long time.

Now that the three-legged momentum is fully revealed, it will not end in the short term, but he wants to use his ability to unify the three families, so that the Wei Dynasty can continue.

Then his life is destined to not be dull, and she also made a wish with this, even if the sea is dry and rotten, even if the wind and rain are fierce, she will follow his steps closely.

Although the end is the same, they are like two parallel lines, which can never meet......

The huge courtyard is only my lonely figure, looking up at the sky, a dark cloud covers the bright moon, this darkness is my favorite thing, can cover all the ugliness, the sky and the earth are dark,

pushed open the door of the Nanxun Palace, saw her half-lying on the bed at the door, saw the door being pushed open, raised her head and looked at the door, her scattered hair covered her pale cheeks,

Wan Yue looked at her with a smile and said lightly, "Concubine Pei, don't come to harm~"