Chapter 41: Ear and sideburns

Suddenly, as if I had been hypnotized by him, I was immersed in his low, intoxicating voice, without struggling or making a fuss.

That's it, I'm going to escape from Zhanyang tomorrow morning, tonight, maybe you can feel this warm embrace more, whether it's the old dream reliving after a long absence, or never seeing each other after tonight, it's a kind of reluctant goodbye.

After tonight, it will no longer matter whether you are angry or tolerant of my escape, and by then, perhaps I will have the answer in my heart, whether to settle with you once and for all, or to follow my heart and let the old dream come true.

Situ Yunzhe held my face and stared at it for a long time, until my face was about to stiffen, and his kiss slowly fell, first on his forehead, then on the tip of his nose, and then on my lips.

There was a sudden roar in my head, followed by a dizziness, and all the perseverance I had once held on to suddenly collapsed like a toppling edifice. Situ Yunzhe held my waist in time, and with a deep smile, deepened this long kiss.

The heart is at a loss, will all the beauty and tenderness in the world come quietly after a long ordeal and endless waiting? If not, then why do I feel a deep bitterness in the sweetness? Will this hard-won 'beauty' continue to be so sweet, or will there be more thorns and twists and turns waiting for us in the future?

His heart was pounding, and he suddenly regretted the indulgence just now, since the road ahead was boundless, why should he get lost in his tenderness and sweetness? It wasn't until he heard Situ Yunzhe's chaotic heartbeat that his heart calmed down a little.

Come to think of it, he is also nervous at the moment.

"Shen'er!" Situ Yunzhe suddenly stopped kissing, and after pecking me on the lips twice, he whispered in my ear, "May from now on, all suffering will be far away from you, and the woman I love all my life will always be sideways." ”

"Ah Zhe!" My tears welled up again, "I don't deserve you to do this to me." ”

"It's worth it or not, I have the final say, whether you want it or not, you have the final say, if you don't want to, I'm willing to continue to wait until you are willing."

"Fool!" I put my arms around my boss Tu Yunzhe's neck and continued to cry on his chest.

"Shen'er!"

"Ah Zhe!"

Life is joy in suffering; Tears are bitter and salty; Love is sweet and bitter; Death is sorrow and compassion;

Commitment is helplessness; Parting is reluctance;

youth, once wanton and unrestrained; Promises have been unforgettable; Memories will eventually be crushed into dust.

It turns out that the green years sealed in the depths of memory have long been unforgettable, tears have long slipped through the unconscious faces, we feel the sweetness of bitterness and saltiness in the sweet and bitter taste, no matter how bitter and happy life has been, no matter how merciful others are after death in the future, no matter how bitter and helpless his promise to me contains, how reluctant to part in the future, I only wish that time will stop here, this moment when our ears and temples are grinding.

……

"Wow--, Mommy, what are you doing?" Nan Nan suddenly appeared at the door, and she looked pitifully at Situ Yunzhe and me, who were about to kiss to suffocation, and she was so frightened that she cried.

"Nannanβ€”" I quickly pushed Situ Yunzhe away, wiped my tears, and carried Nannan back to the room in shame. Fortunately, Nan Nan was not fully awake, so after coaxing for a while, she quickly fell asleep again.

Turning around, he saw Situ Yunzhe at the door, and the tears in his eyes had been wiped away, and he looked a little annoyed at this time, like a big fool who had made a mistake, at a loss.

I walked out of the room lightly, "Why haven't you left yet?" ”

Situ Yunzhe ignored me and looked in the direction of the room again, "Are you scared?"

"It's okay, she may have woken up from a dream and didn't see me before crying, you have to pay attention in the future." I bit my lip and said.

"I always feel that Nan Nan is wary of me, and I think that if I want to hold a beauty, I really have to pass her level." Situ Yunzhe said with some dejection.

"That's nature, my daughter is the biggest!" I amused when I saw his silly look, "Also, I'm not a beauty, your senior confidential female secretary is a big beauty." ”

"Why do I think that sounds so sour?"

"Whatever you think, I don't lack men anyway, although that Le Zhengdong is not my dish, but I really want to choose him, I firmly believe that he loves me to the extent that he must be several times stronger than Chen Chen, the elder brother."

"Are you trying to me off?" Situ Yunzhe deceived him, "If you really choose that kid, I will snatch you home, lock you at home every day to accompany Mommy, and punish you for bathing Mommy." ”

"Take a shower!" I looked up in surprise and carefully observed Situ Yunzhe's expression, seeing that he looked annoyed and had a tendency to dodge, I felt even more strange, and hurriedly asked, "Tell me honestly, how is Aunt and her?" ”

"Mommyβ€”" Situ Yunzhe's eyes suddenly turned red, but he still didn't squeak, and after a while, he seemed to have made up his mind, looked at me seriously and said, "Anyway, you have to know sooner or later, I might as well just tell you!" Mommy, she's actually been in a coma for almost five years. ”

"No, you must have lied to me, how is that possible?" I opened my mouth wide in shock, hurriedly grabbed Situ Yunzhe's shirt, and looked at him incredulously, "Back then, a week before I got married to Duan Ruochen, I clearly saw my aunt's. ”

"That was the last time she left the house, before Mommy went to Luzhou to meet you, she was not in good health, and she was still taking medicine, she went to find you behind her father's back, and after returning home, she didn't eat much, and she didn't want to take medicine, so she locked herself in the house all day, and a week later, she became like this." Situ Yunzhe spoke eloquently.

My tears suddenly flowed down, and then choked up, no wonder Situ's mother looked so fragile back then, it turned out that she secretly ran out of the house, and took a taxi from Zhanyang to Luzhou, in order to take a look at me, give me the bracelet that Situ's family has never passed on to her daughter-in-law.

"I'm sorry! It's all because I was too willful back then. I lay in Situ Yunzhi's arms and sobbed, it turned out that the day I married Duan Ruochen was the day Situ's mother fell into a coma.

"Good, don't cry, it's none of your business, I'm just afraid that you will blame yourself, so I don't want to tell you." Situ Yunzhe patted me comfortingly.

"Why don't you say it to me? Where did you die? Why did it disappear for more than a year? After blaming myself, I suddenly pushed Situ Yunzhe again, almost pushing him into a corner.

Situ Yunzhe let me push and shove, and when I was finally pushed to the corner, he held me in his arms, and his chin rested on my hair and rubbed it, "Shen'er, it's not that I don't want to come to you, but I can't come." ”