Xia Ying could only open the door, she had no choice, Lu Shijing was ruthless.

But are you willing, not willing?

She opened the door, and Sister Ling and Aunt Li walked in a little embarrassed.

She suddenly became very calm and said, "When Doudou wakes up, I will feed him for the last time, and I will leave again, is it okay?" ”

The two nodded, and Sister Ling said, "Miss Xia, try to hurry up, I'm afraid that Mr. will ...... this time."

"Okay."

did not show resentment towards the two, after all, they were also acting on orders, speaking of which, during this time, everyone has been quite happy with each other, and there is no conspiracy. After she left, she should be able to rest assured that she would be able to hand over her pockets to them.

Rest assured, the heartache is about to suffocate, and the feeling of separation of skin and flesh is getting stronger and stronger.

It didn't take long for Doudou to wake up, wow wow crying, she must be hungry, she held him in her arms, her eyes were full of love and reluctance, and when both sides had eaten enough, the little guy vomited out with satisfaction.

How much Xia Ying wishes to be able to accompany her for the rest of her life, but it doesn't exist, it's just a dream, and she has to wake up after all.

Doudou giggled at her, happily clutching his little fist, as if he didn't realize that he was about to lose his mother.

The tears in Xia Ying's eyes fell, and they were wiped dry by Aunt Li, "Don't worry, girl, we will take care of Doudou, maybe one day Mr. will change his mind, and you will be able to come back and reunite with Doudou." ”

"Thank you." What she didn't say was that there was little hope.

Under everyone's eyes, Xia Ying wrapped the collar of her windbreaker, dragged a heavy suitcase, and left the villa where she had lived for a long time.

Xia Ying's heart was extremely desolate, uncomfortable, and a sullen pain kept coming.

"Sakura-chan, I'll send you."

Lu Xiaoan just got his driver's license, casually drove a Porsche in Lu Shijing's garage, hurriedly drove out of the carved gate, rolled down the window, and greeted Xia Ying.

Xia Ying didn't have nowhere to go, it stands to reason that she shouldn't have any emotions towards Lu Xiaoan, but she just couldn't control herself.

She got into the car.

Lu Xiaoan was afraid that she would be unhappy, but she still sat next to her. Things seemed to be going in the direction he wanted, and he should be happy, but seeing Xia Ying's silent and depressed appearance, he felt uncomfortable.

All this was caused by Lu Shijing, and it had nothing to do with him, he didn't do anything. Lu Xiaoan quickly found reasons and excuses for himself, and a little guilt in his heart disappeared in an instant.

"What's next?"

"Take me back to my apartment."

Xia Ying was silent, Lu Xiaoan respected her and had no awkward chats. Moreover, he was not a particularly talkative person.

In the morning rush hour, there was a bit of traffic jam, and it took half an hour to reach the destination.

"Here we are."

Lu Xiaoan shouted Xia Ying several times in a row, but the other party did not respond. He looked at her, like a wandering spirit, his eyes were glazed, he was distressed, how much he wanted to hug her and give her a little warmth.

Unexpectedly, Xia Ying quickly regained her senses, and when she was about to open the door and get out of the car, she said, "Xiao An, don't come to me again in the future." ”

Xia Ying, who was full of longing and expectation, heard this, and her whole person was not good, her face changed suddenly, and she asked in disbelief: "Why?" ”

"Didn't we say okay, you are my sister, and I will always only be your brother...... Didn't we say yes? His heart palpitated, his heart was incomparably afraid, and his voice trembled and softened with fear.

"I'm sorry, I may not be able to see you again." Xia Ying said calmly and concisely: "Because of your relationship with Doudou and Lu Shijing, I can't do it." I'm going to forget about it, so I hope you don't bother me and I can start a new life as soon as possible. ”

"If you really pity me, sympathize with me, and like me, don't bother me again." She spoke resolutely, as coldly as the sound of the door closing.

Xiao An didn't move in the driver's seat, his eyes showed a deep pain, but his eyes stayed on her back.

It wasn't until the traffic police came to copy the sign that he drove away with a gloomy face.

A month later.

Lu Shijing's eyes recovered.

He was no longer as decadent as before, and he groomed himself cleanly, as if he had been reborn. Probably inseparable from the existence of Doudou. Lu Shijing doesn't care much on the surface, but he takes time to look at Doudou every day, and he doesn't hug it, just stays in the room.

Because Doudou is a little cutie, it is very similar to him when he was a child, especially the full moon photo.

The weirdest thing is that Doudou not only looks like him, but also has a familiar feeling between his eyebrows and eyes, as if he is Huaiyin.

Especially when he laughs, his eyes are so pure, too similar.

It's clear that this child is not hers, why is it so similar?

"Second brother?"

At first, Xiao An was surprised to see that Lu Shijing cared about Doudou very much, but later he was not surprised.

Lu Xiaoan's attitude made Lu Shijing a little playful, he should hate himself, Xia Ying left the Lu family these days, but he didn't show any superfluous emotions, he now knows how to hide his emotions, or he is used to it.

"Usually, when you don't have classes, go to the company more often, Wang Yang will take you to get acquainted."

"Hmm."

Even when Lu Shijing was there, Lu Xiaoan would play with Doudou for a while. It can be seen that Xiao An likes this child very much. Doudou is so cute, no one should dislike him, sometimes I see, even people's hearts will sprout in an instant, even if you are a piece of pig iron, it will also turn into a soft finger.

Lu Shijing went to work as usual, and the happiest person was Wang Yang, as Lu Shijing's assistant and old mother, he was heartbroken for his affairs. Fortunately, the birth of the child gave him hope again, and Lu Shijing regained his strength and began to work like a workaholic again.

This made Wang Yang mixed again, but in general it was a good phenomenon, but Lu Shijing's habit of not being close to people was destined to be unchangeable.

"How's that woman?" Lu Shijing suddenly remembered and asked Wang Yang casually.

Wang Yang was stunned for a while before realizing that Mr. Lu was talking about Miss Xia, and replied truthfully, "She opened a dessert shop and her business is good." ”

"Where's Xiao An?"

Wang Yang drew inferences: "Xiao An has never gone to her, and she is very serious about her studies and work." ”

It's weird, indeed.

Could it be that Xiao An really gave up on Xia Ying?

Lu Shijing didn't spend too much time on this matter, since Xiao An saw it, it would be good. However, Xia Ying's stay in Haishi is always a time bomb and a safety hazard.

Recently, many news media have been reporting on his illegitimate child, fortunately, the photos of the child's biological mother have been suppressed, but these media paparazzi have a very smart nose and are good at finding trouble, that woman can't guarantee that she will be safe from now on, who knows when to interfere with him and Doudou and break the quiet life.

This feeling of being out of control made Lu Shijing, who had a strong desire for control, very unhappy.

"Observe her first, and when this time is over, you can ask her to meet and talk. Leaving Haishi is good for everyone, and she will try her best to meet any conditions. ”

"Okay, Mr. Lu, aren't you going to meet with Miss Xia?" Wang Yang said one more sentence and asked tentatively.

After all, for so many years, Miss Xia is the only person who has had an intimate relationship with Mr. Lu, and she has lived under the same roof for so long, even if she has no feelings, she will not become so cold after his eyes recover, doesn't he have the slightest interest and curiosity in Miss Xia.

Miss Xia is over confinement, after weaning, she is getting thinner and thinner, the last time I saw it from a distance, it is more and more similar to that Miss Huai, sometimes I always feel that they are alone, and sometimes I feel that I probably have hysteria.

"Why should I see her?" Lu Shijing asked very coldly, and Wang Yang's eyes were a little hairy.

……

Wang Yang took time, and a few days later, he went to Xia Ying's shop and found that she was the only one busy in the small cake room. Others will broaden their business, such as making some milk tea juice to pair with delicious cakes.

She doesn't, she sells the cake short at three or four o'clock in the afternoon, and when it sells out, today's portion will be closed and closed, so it's too late for one person.

Wang Yang came by coincidence, she was about to close.

Unexpectedly, she readily agreed, generally speaking, people whose careers have just stabilized are unwilling to make any changes, and opening a store, decorating and carefully arranging money, spending time and energy, is her hard work, and was persuaded by Wang Yang's fluttering words, he was quite surprised.

Xia Ying said: "I will stay for another two months, and I hope to see my son one last time before leaving." ”

Wang Yang originally planned to hesitate, because Lu Shijing's temper was like a cow, and he stubbornly said nothing. But when I think about it, this request is not too much, and how can I not even meet such a simple and humble request, it is completely unreasonable.

So he responded in one gulp.

Two months later, she fulfilled her promise and sold the cake shop, and the original apartment was also sold.

In short, this time was very smooth, even if Xiao An knew, he didn't lose his temper, did anything, and his life was calm.

It has been calm until Xia Ying came to the villa to see the last side of Doudou, the little guy at this time has been five months, it was a very cold weather, and it was about to enter winter.

Xia Ying thought about the picture of reunion with Doudou many times in her midnight dream, which was both a reunion and a farewell. Aunt Li led her into the door, upstairs, Doudou was playing on the crawling mat, and she was not very good at climbing, so she suddenly lay on the mat and couldn't get up.

No one helped him, but the little one didn't cry.

Doudou milk fat milk fat, the moment she really saw him, Xia Ying was relieved, all the worries were really superfluous, how could Lu Shijing not take care of Doudou, and there is still Xiao An at home, Xiao An will also help watch the point, no one will bully the little guy.

Doudou looks more similar to Lu Shijing, her facial features showed a three-dimensional sense when she was so young, with double eyelids, big, clear, black and white, as if she followed herself.

"Doudou?"

She shouted, glancing around at her.

What is the so-called mother-son electrocardiogram, it's all fucking fart, Xia Ying's heart rolled through a lot of foul mouth, sad and helpless, no one can understand her mood at the moment.

She stood in place, covering her mouth, and at that moment, her heart ached, her throat and nose were all in her throat, and she cried quietly.

It's okay, if you don't understand anything, let him not realize anything, and it's best to leave when he is ignorant.

She stood for a long time, and it wasn't until Sister Ling came in to change the diapers and make milk powder that she came to her senses.

"Xiao Shen is good, aunt will change your diapers."

Xiao Shen?

A novel and unfamiliar title overflowed from Sister Ling's mouth, and Xia Ying suddenly thought of the name Lu Shijing gave Doudou, Lu Shen.

He is Lu Shen, not her Doudou, even the nickname has been forgotten by everyone, no wonder, just now she asked where Doudou was, Aunt Li was stunned for a while before reacting.

Without Lu Shijing's order, they would not have done this.

"Miss Xia, are you leaving?"

When Aunt Li came up, she originally wanted to stay with Xia Ying for dinner, but anyway, Mr. Lu didn't come back, so it shouldn't be too much for her to be the master.

I didn't expect to bump into Xia Ying and hurriedly run out and go downstairs and leave in a hurry.

Xia Ying covered her mouth, didn't say anything, and kept running out.

She ran away.

She began to regret her decision, she shouldn't have come in the first place, but she had crushed her broken heart again, shattered and shattered.

"Miss Xia, you forgot to bring your coat."

The gardener watched Xia Ying's thin body in a sweater go away into the rain curtain, and soon came out of the carved iron door, and then remembered something, and hurriedly shouted, but it didn't use much.

Miss Xia acted as if she hadn't heard anything. The weather was strange and gloomy, and at this time it was raining a continuous drizzle, scurrying, inextricably linked, although not big, but enough to wet people's clothes at once.

Xia Ying ran far away in one go, as if she had to release all her strength and be exhausted in order to vent the sadness and anger in her heart.

Why is she living so aggrieved?

Her choice was wrong from the start. She shouldn't be with Lu Xiaoan, who is not suitable for her anywhere, and even if she is together, she shouldn't go back to Lu Zhai. She shouldn't have gotten engaged, and she shouldn't have become a vegetative person to take care of Xiao An after his car accident, obviously she left and nothing happened. Xiao An's awakening is an inevitable result, and there is no cause and effect at all. She shouldn't have softened her heart for a while, and the long pain was better than the short pain, and she finally realized that some things might not have been as painful as they had never been, and maybe they wouldn't be as painful as they were now.

She ran too fast, and her footsteps finally slowed down in the weak power, and before she knew it, she had reached the middle of the road, and was honked by several cars, and after the owner avoided it, she made all kinds of ugly insults.

"Dididi!"

"Look for death!"

“……”

She couldn't control her steps at all, and she scurried around in all sorts of ways. His face was cold, his eyes were numb, and his thoughts were discouraged, and there was nothing more desperate than now.

There was a loud braking sound in the sky, a Bentley scrambled to brake in the dim rain, and the sound of tires rubbing against the ground was a bit terrifying.

The driver hurriedly apologized to the person in the back seat who had planted a lot of money in the back seat because of the sudden braking inertia: "Mr. Lu, there is a person suddenly rushing in front...... Are you okay? ”

Hey, the quality is not allowed, otherwise he would have scolded the woman in front of him a long time ago.

Lu Shijing didn't say anything, "It's okay." ”

"The woman seems to have fallen, and the suspicion of touching porcelain cannot be ruled out."

"You go down and have a look, and call the lawyer directly if necessary."

"Okay, Mr. Lu."

The driver got out of the car to check, because he didn't bring an umbrella, and after a while, his hair and shoulders were wet with dense rain, "Sister, are you okay, do you want to take you to the hospital?" Out of humanitarianism, he still had to ask about the woman who fell to the ground. When people and vehicles collide, public opinion is ultimately inclined to people, this vulnerable group.

The woman looked up, her long hair was stranded one by one, and she didn't cover her eyes, but her pale appearance still startled the driver.

It's pretty good-looking.

It's a pity that with this appearance, why did he do what a middle-aged aunt did.

The driver scratched his hair, because he had just arrived, so he didn't know Xia Ying, if it was the previous driver, he should be able to recognize it.

"I'm fine, you can go."

Xia Ying glanced at her blankly, but she didn't see the person in front of her clearly, she staggered to her feet, and walked staggeringly.

Not touching porcelain?

In the other direction, she walked slowly, as if there was a hole in her leg, a little blood, which was quickly washed away by the rain, and she didn't realize it.

What a weirdo.

The driver has his own business, and this accident is completely because she did not obey the traffic rules, they have no responsibility, he has done his duty.

The driver gets in the car, restarts the engine, and drives.

Lu Shijing looked through the rearview mirror next to him, and just took such a look, and the woman happened to turn her face and reveal an extremely familiar side face.

Is it Qin Simei?

Since regaining his sight, Lu Shijing's eyesight has never been better, at this time it has not completely darkened, the street lights are also on, and there are cars behind him, everything is so coincidental, so that he can see clearly for such a moment.

The woman dragged her embarrassed body, getting smaller and smaller in the increasing speed, and when she was about to disappear into a small dot, Lu Shijing's dark and mysterious eyes suddenly stopped, and ordered: "Stop, turn around." ”

The driver, who didn't know what was going on, looked confused: "...... Oh. ”

Could it be that Mr. Lu was kind-hearted and was ready to take the woman who touched the porcelain to the hospital. Suddenly I thought that this is a villa area, and the people who drive in and out are either rich or expensive, and they don't touch porcelain, so it is very likely that they are doing business...... Or maybe it's an immortal jump or something.

Lu Shijing dialed Wang Yang's phone without thinking, and his heart was already alarmed.

It can't be Qin Simei.

Even if Qin Simei's face goes to South Korea for plastic surgery, it may not be able to recover, let alone change back to its previous appearance. Huaiyin's face is not a melon seed face in the traditional sense, the nose is very distinctive, the eyes and mouth are even more so, the beauty is not in the skin, it is not something that some hospitals can fix if they want to, the Internet celebrity face is a template, and the faces of Huaiyin and Qin Simei are almost impossible to copy.

However, it is true that it is not excluded that the silhouette is relatively similar to them, with some fine-tuning.

Lu Shijing felt a conspiracy theory.

After so many years, he thought in his heart that Huaiyin was dead. Although the bits and pieces of the two get along, it is still clear as if it happened yesterday, he has tried to get drunk and dream of death, and he can't forget it.

When the eyes can't see, I think about her more often than usual, and the memory is so vivid.

The car finally stopped in front of the woman in the white sweater.

Lu Shijing got out of the car with an umbrella and saw her walking like a wandering spirit, or like a drunken female drunkard, her steps were messy, she deviated from the non-motorized lane at every turn, and her body stumbled, not looking for death but what she was doing.

He was in place, waiting for her to slowly approach.

She walked restlessly to the middle of the road, and was almost touched by a speeding car, and the whole person fell like rain hitting plantains.

For some reason, Lu Shijing reflexively threw away the umbrella and caught her inexplicably.