210. I am also a pedestrian
"They're your family, too!" Huan Yu persuaded bitterly, even if he was born in the royal family, the blood relationship will not change, and this relationship flowing in the bones will not change!
"Family?" She snorted coldly, "Where in this world is there such a family, who will use your marriage to force you, and will want to fight you to the death, can you still be called a family member?" ”
Saying this, there are still tears in his eyes, he has never paid attention to the warmth of his family before, and he has not experienced it now, but he just wants to understand that the warmth of home is still so difficult to understand, so it is still difficult to escape from this so-called family circle.
Interpersonal relationships have always been complicated, because everyone is self-centered, first of all, they think of their own interests, their own joys, sorrows, and sorrows, this kind of egoism cannot be changed, and it is also in line with common sense and natural existence, not egoism.
Egoism refers to the attitude and code of conduct that regards self-interest as human nature and personal interests as above all else. Such people are extremely selfish, and they all proceed from personal ends and pursue fame, status, and enjoyment by unscrupulous means, but sometimes they have to admit that profit-takers are happier than compromisers, without too many constraints, and live according to their own wishes.
Huan Yu walked over, patted her on the shoulder, and comforted her a little: "Maybe you have been disappointed in your family, but they are still your relatives." ”
"Huan Lu, when did you become so sentimental?" Gao Wanyue sneered, as if mocking his innocence, "Those who have achieved great things, regardless of informality, this palace has let you do things on the body of the Queen Mother and Her Majesty, what are you thinking about?" Anyway, you're lovesick? ”
"You're just trying to protect yourself, Xiao Ke, it's understandable!" Huan Yu's voice became dim, in fact, this kind of thing has happened in all dynasties and generations, and it didn't start with her, people will do many things that are inconsistent with the previous ones in a hurry, just like the things she arranged.
"This palace didn't ask you this, it was asking if you were lovesick?" This is not a poison, it is more like a drug, less is it okay, more is deadly, more is more like a hallucinogen, under the action of this fragrance, it can produce hallucinations, which can develop into illusions and hallucinations, emotional changes.
This acacia is not an instantaneous effect, but is slowly inhaled, as if the scenery in front of them becomes illusory, so that people's minds are in a trance, see the beautiful illusion, so that they can temporarily forget their tragic status quo and unfortunate encounters, no matter what they see is an illusion, similar to entering a dream, the past reappears,
If the dosage is not well controlled, it will be poisoned, it will make people laugh madly or cry in frustration, and even ponder and depression, anxiety and suspicion, more like a chronic poison, and slowly torture people's nerves, and this is different from alcohol, alcohol only uses the power of alcohol to paralyze your nerves, which will have an excitatory and then inhibitive effect on the central nervous system.
Alcohol poisoning caused by excessive drinking can cause respiratory and heartbeat depression and death, but the opposite path is the same.
The final result will be death, which is something that reality cannot change, so don't overdo it, it's good to be appropriate, a little bit of lovesickness is not necessarily a bad thing, but an overdose will be fatal.
"You found it." Huan Yu chuckled at the corner of her mouth, this can't be hidden after all, she will be discovered one day, her mood has been a little unstable for so long, and it is all because of this lovesickness, maybe she didn't find it herself, and last night he deliberately left the incense burner, presumably it will be suspicious, she knows that it can be regarded as an experience in life,
People always have to learn to beware of the people around them, whether it is their well-intentioned actions or schemes, they must be careful, it is impossible to blindly trust anyone, no one around them can be relied on, just like him, showing loyalty or doing things outside of eating.
The smile on the corner of his mouth gradually disappeared, and his eyes became fierce Looking at Gao Wanyue, those silver-gray eyes became clearer and clearer, but what she saw in her eyes became less and less, she couldn't see the suffering of the people, she couldn't see the sinister world, and she could only see the man in her eyes. 【! ¥#最快更新】
"How dare you poison me! It seems that Hongu is too tolerant of you on weekdays? Gao Wanyue frowned, looking at the purple-clothed man in front of him, he was not as warm as jade just now, but had a kind of indifference, and his body was shrouded in cold, more like an indifferent bearing.
"Xiao Ke, it's just for your sake, if you keep all your emotions in your heart for a long time, there will be problems one day!" Huan Yu waved his hands and looked at everything around him boredly, as if everything was careless, and everything was under his control.
"I'm afraid that if I indulge you like this again, there will really be a problem in this palace!" Gao Wanyue stood up and walked in front of him, looking at his cold face, which was exactly the same as the look he hated, and when he looked at him again, he only felt that his face was hateful, and he completely lost the feeling of heartbeat.
Perhaps people should keep a distance from each other, and distance produces beauty, which is in response to the sentence: If life is only as first seen, what is the west wind sad fan? The first acquaintance, the Huan Yu in her eyes is unruly, arrogant and alone, not contaminated with a little mortal fireworks, but slowly found that what he thinks is the opposite of the facts, and his heart also has a hot heat, but now all the touches and dreams, under the infiltration of time, gradually wear out, have become a wisp of green smoke and dissipated in this long time.
If you say that Huan Yu is such a vicious person in the deepest part of his heart, and then the outer layer of the evil heart is the indifference that rejects people from thousands of miles away, but he is dressed in a once warm and jade-like appearance, it seems that everyone is very indulged in this warm and jade-like face, and he has recently switched between indifference and gentleness, which is unpredictable!
Huan Yu approached her, surrounded her, pinned her messy hair because of her emotions behind her ears, and said affectionately: "How come? You're about to become Ke's wife. ”
He twisted a strand of hair, leaned it between his nose and sniffed the fragrance, Gao Wanyue quietly frightened his arrogant hand, and cursed in his mouth
Said: "Your hands are dirty, don't touch me." He turned around and walked not far away, keeping a distance from him, he was too close, his breath was dense, and there was a faint smell of medicine on his body, "Frivolous." ”
Even if he is a person who loves cleanliness very much, how many clothes he has changed, he still can't hide the strong smell, he pulled back his sleeves, straightened his clothes, and she is the elegant and dignified eldest princess in this palace, "Huan Yu, you and I are a pair of thunder and thunder, if we are forced together, I am afraid that they will really cut off their children and grandchildren, and they will not die well." ”
He Huan was destined to be a passer-by in Gao Wanyue's life, why was he so hard-working, his brows were furrowed and he looked at him a little helplessly, "I want to ask you what you want?" Isn't that what a gentleman should do to treat a married woman?"
She only admits that she did have a heart for Yuan Yu at the beginning, but it was also her ignorance when she was young, and she would grow up after loving and crying, there is not only love in the world, but more responsibility, and her love has long been unattainable with the flow of water, and for Huan Yu, there is just friendship, and every change has never changed.
"Your Royal Highness the eldest princess, everything will be clear soon, please wait patiently." Huan Yu left without looking back, everything seemed to be out of Gao Wanyue's control.
Before leaving, he turned back and added, the corners of his mouth were still smiling, "Your Majesty executed the princess today, and I ask you to mourn." ”
But she knows exactly when all this has changed, maybe since she returned to Qi State, everything has been premeditated by him, and she is more like a puppet of him, letting him listen to the wind and rain and do it for him.
Originally, she didn't think about hurting the princess, but she never thought that His Majesty would act so quickly, cutting the grass and eradicating the roots, leaving no harm, this is the killing decision that an emperor should have, but only caring about his own purpose, regardless of the life or death of others, and even taking into account the feelings of others, this is ruthless.
Things like this, I'm afraid it's something she can't learn in her life, only the indecision and kindness of being a woman, after all, she is a more emotional person, and she can't calmly analyze the pros and cons.
There was only one person left in the room, Gao Wanyue stood still for a long time, and I don't know when she snorted coldly, then turned around and walked back to the bed, and fell asleep.
Day after day, maybe every day passed like this, before you knew it, a month would pass like this, and before you knew it, a year would pass like this, he might not have much time left, and he wanted to end it all as soon as possible, and then take An Youju away and fly away, away from all this in the court, because every day and every second here, he is not very happy, at least now he is not happy.
Life is a life, like a white horse passing by, in a hurry, happiness is a day, pain is also a day, why not make yourself happy, but now there are so many troublesome things, there is no way to make yourself happy, you can only be comfortable in this busy life, busy and leisurely.
It's like when the dawn of this morning, even if Gao Wanyue is awake, yi
She would turn over, head in the direction of the bed, and then go back to sleep, which was probably the only way for her to relieve the pressure, more like an escape option, and she could contact this suffocating court a minute later.
In fact, all people scold themselves for being cowardly and idle, and she doesn't care, because it is really difficult for a sober person to live here!
(End of chapter)