Chapter 4: Wandering Between Bitter and Sweet (3)
"Okay, I said I didn't hate him, so excited." Li Li comforted me, "Drive and drive, drive seriously, our lives are at stake." ”
I drove them home one by one before I drove home. turned on the radio, and happened to be playing Liang Jingru's "No If". Would it be sad if I said, love me without if, miss is miss you......
Lin Hao, will you be sad?
There was a bitterness at the corner of my mouth. I'm the one who can't let go of the most, but I can pretend the most. His feelings for Lin Hao are not so deep that he has to be, but after all, he is the first man to share his first kiss, hug and caress with me. It is rumored that the chemistry of love can last for two to three years, and Lin Hao and I, if love volatilizes too fast, or there is no such thing as love at all.
At the red light, I stopped the car. The traffic is busy and the neon lights are flashing. Suddenly, I felt a little lonely, and I felt a sense of emptiness that I couldn't get to the shore in my soul. I've rarely felt so sad when I'm so sad, and tonight somehow, I just feel a little lonely. Maybe it was just when I was separated from my friends, and the laughter in the car was suddenly replaced by coldness.
"I'm getting married." I say this to myself. But where is the bridegroom?
Could it be Li Yu? I was looking forward to it, but now it seems that it will be about a bubble. He must be interested in me anymore, otherwise why would he always say that he is busy?
When I passed the viaduct of the Second Ring Road, I saw a Regal parked on the side of the road, and a man and a woman were entangled. It seems to be a woman tugging at a man's sleeve. I just glanced at it, and the car slid past them.
Chest aching.
When the phone rang, it was the ship. I didn't want to answer this guy's call at all, but he stubbornly didn't hang up, rang and rang until I wanted to throw the phone away.
Finally, it was quiet. I breathed a sigh of relief, but my chest felt heavier. Li Yu, Li Yu. It seems that it really can't get married.
That's right, a thirty-year-old man has a small career achievement, how can he not have a little charm. So it's normal to be pestered on the street. That entanglement is the reason why he is "very busy" these days. I suddenly felt a little ironic, if that was the case, why did he behave so gently and considerately that it caused me to hallucinate? Or is he by nature, the same for everyone? It's just that I hate to marry to the point where I have paranoia of love, and mistakenly think that he has a little bit of meaning to me?