Chapter 70: Don't Close the Door
"How many years ago, you still take it out." Yun Jun teased and said, "You should tell me more about your current happy life." ”
"Yes, yes! I am now bitter and happy, and my happiness is overflowing. I laughed at myself.
"How can I listen to your tone, and some insincerity?"
"Is there one?" I sighed and turned to ask Yun Jun, "Don't talk about me, let's talk about you!" How's it going with your little boyfriend now? In the next two years, you don't seem to mention him to me? ”
"Teacher Ye, in fact, we broke up a long time ago." Yun Jun replied calmly.
"What? Broke up! I could hardly believe my ears, and asked Yun Jun in great confusion, "Is it that he is not good enough for you, or has he done something sorry for you?" ”
"Your imagination is so rich." Yun Jun giggled on the other end, "I've been wondering, why do people have to list women as weak and men as unforgivable bad people when two people in a relationship break up?" ”
"Isn't it? That's what happened to me. I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Most women identify with a man for life." ”
"Then I'm one of those few women." Yun Jun was silent for a while, and then said: "Teacher Ye, I've been wondering, I'm not a good girl, I tried my best to be admitted to the university where he was, and finally got my wish, I think I should feel lucky, cherish every moment with him more, at that time, I feel that life is infinitely beautiful, and I always thank God that we can be lucky to be lovers, but soon after, I found that I no longer had the initial throbbing feeling for him, and I was still worried about it for a long time!" ”
"Yun Jun, you worked so hard back then and spent so much money to find me for tutoring, didn't you just want to be closer to him?" I asked, puzzled.
"I was also at a loss at the beginning, after being admitted to B University, I was really happy for a long time, but since I went to B University, many thoughts are different, I think he is actually very ordinary, he also has seven emotions and six desires, there are also joys and sorrows, and he also has to eat, drink and Lazar, which is no different from other people."
"Look at what you said, if you are a mortal, you can't get rid of it, don't you think he is a god who doesn't know the fireworks of the world?"
"Hehe, I really thought so before, at that time, he was an insurmountable god-like existence for me, but when I really got along, I realized that reality is really a demon mirror, no matter how beautiful you are, in front of it will also be illuminated in its original form, and the body will be incomplete."
"Yun Jun, have you ever thought that this is good! If you work hard, you have no regrets, that boy, in fact, he is not worthy of you. ”
"Teacher Ye, didn't you say it earlier?" Yun Jun complained dissatisfiedly: "It's been all these years before you say that he is not worthy of me." ”
"When the child grows up, he will always be self-righteous, always like to do it with adults, if I said this to you back then, the effect will only be counterproductive, when the time comes, you will definitely be more protective of him, more obsessed with him, this is what I don't want to see, I want to fulfill your wishes, I believe you can do your best, now it's been so long, it's okay for me to say it, if you have been in love with him, I will wish you a lover to eventually become a family, if you break up with him, I can only tell you, you should face it calmly."
I actually want to say that I am an exception, because I am not as lucky as Yun Jun, I am willful and self-righteous at an age, and all willfulness and self-righteousness can only be hidden deep in my heart.
"Hmmm! You're right, I used my youth for many years, in exchange for an indifferent, careful memory, if I had changed any teacher back then, maybe there would have been a very different ending between me and him, this is the best, this is the result of your connivance and trust in me back then, I am deeply grateful! ”
"Sometimes, connivance is also a form of trust, and you should really thank me."
"Thank you, Ye Shen'er!"
"Uh-huh! I don't respect my superiors, and now I don't even shout at the teacher. ”
"Humph! You weren't a few years older than me, and if you hadn't made up lessons for me for so long, I wouldn't have called you teacher, but I've always wondered why you saw it so thoroughly back then. ”
"Alas! You're me. I deliberately cleared my throat and said to Yun Jun: "Why don't I make a simple analogy!" For example, if two people are standing at the same time, because of their line of sight, the person who stands low can only look up at the person in the high place, and he will feel that the person in the high place is sacred, but when they stand on the same level, the person who stands low will suddenly open up in his heart and feel that he is nothing more than that. If they hadn't been side by side, how could he have experienced it! ”
"Yes, yes, you described it appropriately, and that's how he gave me the impression later, but that's it!"
"There will be regrets, there will be great loss, but there will also be great luck!" I sighed and said: "Yunjun, the other half of your life, don't be in a hurry to meet it, if you really can't meet that person, even if it's lonely, it's a kind of poignant loneliness, you deserve a better boy." ”
Yun Jun didn't respond to my words, and after a moment of silence, he suddenly said again, "Teacher Ye, let me ask you something?" ”
"Just ask!"
"Is what the landlord aunt said true? Do you have a boyfriend? ”
"Looks like you're pretty well-informed! yes, I do have a boyfriend. I smiled and graciously admitted.
"Then I have to bless you, my father and mother were very happy when they heard about it, and they also told me that you should take the time to bring that person to the house to play!"
"Oh, then I'll discuss it with him, and I'll call you in advance if we go over."
"Okay, then we'll wait for your call."
After hanging up the phone, I went to take a shower, and when I returned to the room, I saw that Nan Nan was still full of energy, Situ Yunzhe handed the comic book to Nan Nan to look at himself, and whispered in my ear: "I will also go to take a bath, and I am not allowed to close the door!" With that, he ran out of the room like a gust of wind.
"Nannan, do you like your uncle to tell you stories?" After Situ Yunzhe left, I asked with a smile.
"I like it!" Nan Nan flipped through the comic strips and replied without thinking about it: "Mommy, is my uncle not going home in the future, just living in our house?" ”
I was so embarrassed that I didn't know how to answer.
"Nannan, do you remember what Mother Xuan told you in the afternoon?" After thinking about it again, I still feel that what Lin Xuan said makes sense, and some things are better to say it earlier, at least I have a psychological preparation.
"Mother Xuan said a lot, what does Mommy mean?"
I was speechless for a moment, so I had to repeat what Lin Xuan said in the afternoon, "Mother Xuan asked you, would you like to have an uncle who loves both Mommy and Nan Nan to take care of us?" ”