Chapter Fifty-Eight: Like is Presumptuous, Love Is Restraint
The old dreams of the past, the past with the wind.
She had said this to herself more than once, but now, for the first time, she really faced the meaning of this sentence.
Gu Hui smiled reluctantly: "I understand." ”
She had almost run away from the café, and had never felt so embarrassed.
She walked on the road with inexplicably sore eyes. But she couldn't shed a single tear anymore, she had shed enough tears for Wen Zhixia. Since you have decided to let go, let it go.
How painful it can be to lose someone, what is lost is only a heart. It's just that from now on, those love and hate relationships will be erased from memory one by one.
A moment later, she received a call from An Yan.
An Yan said: "I have already helped you get the surveillance that day you came out of the Huang family, I looked at it again, he was wrapped very tightly, and he was wearing a mask and a hat, so I couldn't see his face, I have sent you an email, you can see it yourself." ”
Gu Hui rushed back to the company without saying a word, turned on the computer and exported the video in the mailbox, and watched it several times from beginning to end.
From the moment she came out of Huang's house and walked into the second alley, he followed her. Just because she was immersed in the grief of the loss of the Huang family at that time, she didn't find any clues.
The man was not in a hurry, as if he was teasing her, and followed her slowly behind.
Gu Hui felt like a prey being targeted, and there was no possibility of escape.
Indeed, as An Yan said, he was wrapped too tightly to see his face. But judging from the body shape and the posture of the whole person, it can be vaguely seen that it is Yu Pengsheng.
Thinking of this name, Gu Hui felt a pinprick in his heart. If it weren't for him, if it weren't for him! She wouldn't have had that happening, and she wouldn't have followed An Yan out of the country in the future, and all the things she was facing now wouldn't have happened.
She felt inexplicably sad, but she didn't know who else to find.
She suddenly remembered Gu Ranjing, it seemed that she had been back for so long, except after the last time she talked about it. She didn't look for her again, and now that she has decided to come back, she can find more opportunities to meet and chat at that time.
So she called Gu Ranjing and wanted to ask her to meet and catch up.
Gu Ranjing warmly invited her to her bar and immediately sent her an address. After Gu Hui hesitated, he still drove by himself, even if it was to cheer her up.
She drove by herself and soon arrived at Gu Ranjing's bar.
As a result, as soon as she went up to the second floor and opened the door to enter, someone rushed over and gave her a big hug.
"Ran Jing?" Gu Hui exclaimed.
This kind of Gu Ranjing was something she had never seen before, she wore heavy makeup, and her whole person looked very aura. is very similar to the strong woman in the film and television drama, with a strong royal sister style with a smile and a smile.
Gu Ranjing grabbed her with one hand and said in her ear, "Welcome to my bar." ”
This was the first time Gu Hui came to Ran Jing's bar, and no one expected that the person who didn't like this kind of occasion the most. Now he is the owner of the bar, and he skillfully handles the customers present every day.
The top of the bar is a bare pipe, all sprayed silvery white, and at night there are many people, and a smoking band on the stage sings European and American rock, and the atmosphere is very high.
Gu Ranjing took her to the sofa in the corner and sat down, and asked the waiter to bring a few bottles of red wine and other good wines, she poured wine for Gu Hui very enthusiastically, and asked her while pouring the wine.
"Why did you call me all of a sudden, is there something wrong?"
Gu Hui smiled: "I just remembered that I hadn't seen you for a long time, so I asked you to get together." ”
Gu Ranjing handed her the wine glass in her hand and smiled even more cheerfully: "I really didn't expect that Mr. Gu, who has a lot of opportunities, will still have time to come to me, which is really flattering." ”
Her tone made Gu Hui feel very alienated, and the person in front of her was no longer the Gu Ranjing she remembered.
Gu Hui pursed his lips: "Do you have to talk to me in such a weird tone?" ”
Gu Ranjing laughed again, not caring about her image at all, revealing a mouthful of white fine teeth. She had never seen her laugh out loud before, as if she were advertising some toothpaste.
"Then I won't tease you, I know that if it's okay, you won't come to me easily, say, what's wrong? It has something to do with Wen Zhixia again? ”
Gu Hui bent the corners of his lips and raised his glass to clink glasses with her.
"Ran Jing, congratulations to me, I'm going to say goodbye to Wen Zhixia completely."
Hearing this, Gu Ranjing raised her hand in shock and held her face, trying to find more secrets from her eyes.
She frowned: "What's going on?" ”
Gu Hui took a sip of wine and said, "Today his father came to talk to me, and his father said that he hopes we can forget the past and start a new life." ”
Her expression froze: "You agreed?" ”
Gu Hui nodded: "It's not a matter of disagreeing, between me and him, it's already over." ”
Ran Jing smiled sadly: "But I can see that you still love him in your heart, and he is the same, he has never forgotten you, and even now, he has only you in his heart." Gu Hui, I missed your words last time...... But, you really can't be so cruel to him. ”
Gu Hui shook his head: "It's just that he has occupied my life for too long, and I can't forget it all at once." ”
Seeing her determined look, Gu Ranjing suddenly didn't know what else to say. She poured her another drink, and her smile was infinitely desolate.
She said: "Seven emotions and six desires really disturb people's minds, but fortunately, now I am sober and no longer suffer from it." ”
Gu Hui drank all the wine in the cup, ignoring the stinging pain in his throat, he just wanted to simply vent, just at the end, just like forgetting his night, giving himself a chance to indulge.
Gu Hui looked at her a little sadly: "How did you do it, teach me?" ”
At this moment, the music on the stage suddenly changed its style, replaced by a particularly soft and sensational love song, and the soft music sounded in a small bar, which can always make people lose their minds and fall into a carnival.
Gu Ranjing's fingers lightly tapped on the glass and said, "Restrain yourself." ”
Gu Hui didn't know why.
Gu Ranjing continued: "I don't know if you have ever heard such a sentence, like is presumptuous, love is restraint. That's it, it's very simple. ”
Like is presumptuous, love is restraint.
Like everything she was in now, she liked to feast, so she squandered this hot feeling. She loves Wen Zhixia, but she restrains herself because she has to leave him. She also likes Xu Lianluan and Jessica, so she is willing to give up her name for them and live like Louis.
Thinking like this, Gu Hui felt sad in his heart.
She threw her head up and drank, and said no more.
Gu Ranjing patted her head as if she had soothed her emotions in the past.
Immediately, she turned to the stage, said something to the lead singer of the band, and immediately sat down on a stool and sang for her.