191. Therefore, people's hearts are fickle
"Everyone in the world says that you don't hit people in the face, but if the eldest princess wants to be punished, she will be beaten, but" Huan Yu smiled at the corner of her mouth, looking at Mama Zhao with bad intentions, "She can no longer serve the Queen Mother." ”
That Mama Zhao's face was already swollen, the entire corner of her mouth and chin were covered with blood, and it seemed that half of her teeth had fallen out, which showed the ruthlessness of taking the little eunuch, but since this is the case, then she can't be allowed to go back, the matter is here, don't let this matter spread again, after all, her attitude towards herself has not been very good.
"Huanlu, I'll leave that person to you, just dispose of it." Gao Wanyue raised her hand and looked at Mama Zhao boredly, she didn't slander the queen mother on weekdays, including saying in front of the queen mother that Her Majesty was not, the queen mother naturally believed it, because she didn't like her son very much.
In the blink of an eye, the remaining grandmothers walked out with red silk, walked in front of Gao Wanyue alone, knelt on the ground with a plop, but never dared to speak, carefully looked at Gao Wanyue who seemed to be waiting for her to ask, her heart suddenly cooled,
"What's the result?" Gao Wanyue asked, but the grandmother was really nervous, and she could feel the fierce gaze from above.
"Back to the eldest princess, this red silk girl is no longer perfect!" As soon as she said this, she really closed her eyes, waiting for the thunderous anger from above, but there was no news for a long time, so she could only open her eyes and look in the direction of Gao Wanyue,
"Reward!" Gao Wanyue was silent for a long time and said such a sentence, "There are many rewards!" Send them back alive. ”
Shui Qing slowly approached Wenyan Pavilion, and it didn't take long for him to take the reward money out and distribute it to the three or four old ladies who gave Hongxuan a physical examination, which is also to prove to these people that she is also a person with clear rewards and punishments, and Mama Zhao will receive torture and punishment because she is disrespectful to herself and violates her will, and they do what they say, there is nothing wrong with it, so they want to be rewarded.
In this courtyard, there are only Huan Yu, An Youju, Gao Wanyue and Shui Qing, and Hong Xuan, these five people are here, without those outsiders, you can have fewer scruples, and without those worldly visions, now she is just Gao Wanyue, making decisions according to her own heart, not according to the eldest princess of a country, you need to consider the overall situation,
"Huan Lu, take it away, I'll rest assured that I'll leave it to you." Meaningful eyes looked at Huan Yu, the silver-gray eyes, with coldness and hatred, for her, this red silk is just an ordinary palace maid, even if she follows herself, but because of her little selfishness towards An Youju, it is enough to make her good impression of Hong Xuan disappear.
The implication is that although it will not be murderous, but by her side, there is no place for her in this palace, and it is very common for men to have three wives and four concubines in ancient times, but there is a little cleanliness in my heart, and I still can't accept such a thing.
Huan Yu looked at her eyes, it seemed that she was going to borrow her own hand to get rid of the red silk, and he could share it for her
Worried, just like this, her heart is becoming more and more soft-hearted, and in the end she will hesitate and be as indecisive as before, and she must not let such a thing happen.
"Are you going to let her go like that?" Huan Yu looked at Gao Wanyue with empty eyes, the conversation between them decided Hongxuan's life, but where she was standing now, she couldn't do anything, and she didn't even say a word for herself, maybe she really had nothing to say.
"So what? Kill her? Gao Wanyue stroked her red lips with her white fingers, thinking about what to do with this red silk, but it may not be her fault, but she has to bear the consequences, and she really can't do it!
"You seem to have forgotten what you should do with those who have hurt you?" Huan Yu looked at Gao Wanyue with interest, she should have forgotten something, what she said was incoherent, even incoherent, but a little curious, even interesting.
"There will be a price!" Seeing the perseverance in her eyes, you can rest assured that she has found her truest self, this is what it should be, bloody, not only men should have, women should also have!
"Then I'll leave it to you, and I'll share my worries for this palace!" Gao Wanyue smiled at the corner of her mouth, since she was going to do the murderous business, then someone else would do it for her, she didn't want to have blood on her hands anymore, she had to protect her hands clean, and the rest of Rui to others was a high-level performance,
"Xiao Ke is willing to serve." turned around and left with Hongxuan and Shui Qing, although she was unwilling, she was also forcibly pulled away by Shui Qing, and there were only two people left here, she and An Youju, the breeze was blowing, such a cold, but it couldn't blow away the pain in her heart, she might not blame An Youju, after all, he was a person who grew up here, and the vices of feudal society were still deep-rooted, and it was also human nature, but she couldn't accept it anymore.
If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan. Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable.
"Wanwan" An Youju was also puzzled in her heart, she didn't admit what she hadn't done at all, she wouldn't admit it, just looking at Gao Wanyue's lost soul, a little heartache, maybe she wouldn't believe what she said now, but in the end, she found out that she really couldn't let go,
The pain she has endured is all willing, everything is willing, since the two of them have experienced life and death, don't they have any trust? But facts speak louder than words, he doesn't know how to explain it, and he doesn't know why he became the way he is, and Hongxuan won't admit it, after all, for such a thing, a girl always has something unspeakable, and it's not good to be too harsh.
But he thinks that they have experienced so many things, and this trust should be possible, but he forgets that the most important thing is that for a woman, love is selfish and cannot be shared with anyone, let alone her husband, and it must be unacceptable for her to be betrayed by the so-called betrayal.
"Young boy, I'm sorry, I still have a lot of government affairs to deal with today, I'm afraid I can't accompany you, let's do it another day!" She was devastated and devastated
Approaching the room, she didn't have any strength, and after suffering such a big blow, she didn't want to talk at all, but she had to pretend that it was okay.
The woman in front of the mirror is not only An Youjue's wife, but also Her Royal Highness the eldest princess of Northern Qi, she must restrain her words and deeds, because her every word represents the symbol of Northern Qi, and she must not destroy the image of the country that has been painstakingly established because of personal grievances.
Or maybe what she wants can't be found in this dynasty at all, a couple for a lifetime, after all, it's just a ridiculous dream, a gorgeous red dress, a long skirt swaying the ground, just like the same red rose blooming in a sunny afternoon.
Looking at herself in the mirror, she inserted the white hosta diagonally on the bun, which looked incompatible with the phoenix hairpin made of pure gold, and also added a touch of softness, she seemed to like dressing up, when dressing up, time passed slowly, and she could concentrate on doing one thing and forget all her troubles.
She pushed open the door and saw that An Youju did not leave there, and she only stopped for a moment, her own paused steps, fear, panic, and embarrassment, would only make herself stagnate, so she must break through her own obstacles, so that she will be fearless and become a person without weakness,
It's just that the dusk of this evening looks so soft, and she vaguely remembers that it was also in such an evening that An Youju told herself to be herself.
But today she still needs to forget the past, and being unable to do anything about her attachment is the saddest thing...
If you can't become a good person, then you'd rather be a bad person, abandon kindness and compassion, numb everything, and live on the principle of making the best use of things, but you still can't do it now, so you are destined to be full of holes and incomplete skin.
In order not to let others see the jokes, they still have to build a high wall to wrap themselves and hide their thoughts tightly, so they have become more and more withdrawn, and they no longer have the original liveliness.
She didn't say a word, she just passed by An Youju's side, her eyes were empty, her eyes could only look at the road in the distance, and she couldn't see the man in front of her at all.
"Late! You have to trust me! An Youju gently pulled her cuffs, now that she is dressed up like this, she can't see her appearance clearly, after so many things, it is inevitable that people will change, but why do you feel that there is always a gap between the two of them, so it will be like this.
Suspicious of each other, distrustful of each other, this marriage is the prelude to the red light, but now even if Gao Wanyue didn't say much, she could feel the estrangement, she tried to avoid herself, but she also avoided this matter and was unwilling to answer, and she turned back to the one who avoided everything everywhere.
"I still have political affairs to do, and the horses should also go to patrol the palace ban, if there is anything to say, we will talk about it later
! Gao Wanyue pulled the sleeve back from his hand, trying to calm herself up.
She has to keep herself busy now, so she doesn't have to think about these things, so she has to go to the Taiji Hall now, and bury herself in the mountains of twists and turns, and if she is entangled now, it will only increase the annoyance of quarrels, and even make trouble, so it is better to wait for herself to calm down before making plans.
"Is this what you mean?" An Youjue's voice became indifferent, and her heart sank, it seemed that everything was true, she really didn't believe in herself, but would rather believe in the results of those people, and didn't want to listen to his explanation again, so what she said now was as contemptuous as a feather.
"When is the horse like this, mother-in-law and mother get up, isn't patrolling the palace ban the most important thing in your heart?" Gao Wanyue left with a smile, using a smile to hide the uneasiness in her heart and the fear in her heart.
When I stepped out of this Wenyan Pavilion, I only felt that I was constrained by the shackles of ten thousand times, and I looked like the eldest princess who walked gracefully and gracefully to others, and gave birth to lotus step by step, but only Gao Wanyue knew in her heart that she had not taken a step, and every time she was far away from him, how much pain she would have, and how much courage she needed to pay to leave here.
When she came back to her senses, she was already sitting in front of the table in the inner hall of the Taiji Palace, facing the folds as high as a hill, she didn't seem to remember how she got here, nor did she remember how many folds she had reviewed, the sky was gradually darkening, everything was blurry and couldn't see clearly, she didn't let people in to hold the lamp, she seemed to be used to this feeling of blurry and dim vision.
For the fact that he will lose his sight sooner or later, he also chose to accept it slowly, maybe out of sight is not clear, and there will not be so many troublesome things, just like now, when the night falls, there is no candle shining, and he still can't see clearly.
The breeze was blowing, and he only felt that his face was cold, he put down the red pen in his hand to review the chapter, and stroked his cheeks, which were already full of tears, but why couldn't he feel it, he just felt resentment in his chest, and it was difficult to calm his mind.
It turned out that I was crying, but why was I not very excited now, but I could shed tears, and I desperately tried to hold back my crying, but why did I still slide down my cheeks drop by drop.
She heard a movement, someone pushed open the door of this Tai Chi Hall, and quickly wiped away the tears on her face, so that no one could see that she had cried.
She raised her eyes and looked at the person who was slowly approaching, he held a candlestick in his hand, through the faint candle flame, looking at the white and handsome face, a man in purple walked slowly, he put the candlestick on the table, and looked at Gao Wanyue with gentle eyes, "It's already dark, and you don't know how to call someone to hold the lamp!" ”
Looking at the man who was calm and gentle as jade, she seemed to be unable to suppress her grievances any longer, lying on the table and crying, all the grievances she had been suffering for so long were released in this moment.
Huan Yu didn't say anything, just stretched out his hand and stroked her hair, as if comforting, and said softly: "
Since you want to cry, then cry happily, don't worry about being seen, the people at the door have been dismissed by Xiao Ke, you can cry unscrupulously now! ”
He didn't agree with burying his emotions in his heart, if he really felt sad, he might feel better crying, but he was also a little stunned, and it was the first time he saw Gao Wanyue crying like this, he didn't bear it at all, and vented all his feelings, I am afraid that it is the long-term way, because if you hold this negative emotion in your heart for a long time, you will get sick sooner or later.
"Huanlu, why are you here, why am I here, if I choose not to carry so many things, wouldn't it be easier and not be as sad as now?"
Maybe it was wrong from the beginning, and every time she encountered a setback, she would deny what she had done before. Just like coming to this Northern Qi Dynasty, maybe it was really wrong, if you didn't come, you wouldn't have seen so many people, set off so many storms, maybe all people have become what they are now because of themselves, human beings are really crazy, and they will change with everything around them.
"It doesn't really have anything to do with you!"
(End of chapter)