The corners of Ning Yue's mouth pulled out a trace of arc.

She was laughing.

But a smile is worse than crying.

"I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm really good."

It's like telling Jiang Xu, it's more like telling yourself.

Jiang Xu sighed heavily in his heart.

"Ning Yue, cry if you want to."

I cried out happily, and I will continue to live in the future.

Ning Yue pressed the sourness in her heart.

If you cry, you can make everything go back and it doesn't happen.

If she cries, she can get back the youth that her mother has been waiting for for 18 years.

Even if she cries dry tears and is blind, she is willing.

But crying doesn't change anything.

He still can't come back, her mother still has to wait, and she's still the murderer's son.

"Brother Jiang, I'm really fine, I'm not as fragile as you think."

Jiang Xu wanted to hold her hand and tell her that it was okay, it was okay to show vulnerability in front of him.

But a moment ago, he paused, and finally rubbed her hair.

"Don't hate Uncle Ning, he hates himself more than anyone else, the lack of these eighteen years in your life and that of your aunt. But Ning Yue, from the moment we put on this military uniform, life, love, and family affection will never be able to override the motherland. ”

He felt sorry for Ning Yue, he felt sorry for Wu Lanhong, but it was Ning Tianming who was even more distressed.

In his childhood memories, the man who was full of spirit and respected and longed for by everyone.

Ning Yue's eyes were full of complex emotions that Jiang Xu had never seen before.

"So, you choose to sacrifice yourself in this mission to fulfill your ...... Aquila, right? ”

The man she shot wildly in the woods and swore to kill was the one she hadn't seen in eighteen years......

Father!

"Yes."

Now, in front of Ning Yue, there is no need to hide anything.

"Ning Yue, you're not young anymore, can you understand Uncle Ning?"

Jiang Xu felt that she already knew the whole truth, and she should be able to understand Ning Tianming's distress.

"Understood."

Ning Yue was very "calm" and gave the answer he wanted.

Jiang Xu's heart was a little comforted.

"But I won't forgive him."

Ning Yue's voice was so firm, and the hatred was so intense.

Jiang Xu was stunned.

Why?

He's not that unreasonable kid.

"Brother Jiang, you are not me, you have not experienced what I have experienced. Even though he had thousands of hardships and last resorts, those injuries were irreparable.

He is a soldier worthy of anyone's admiration, worthy of his military uniform, his motherland, and worthy of the people under this world.

But he failed a woman's eighteen years of youth and ruined her life.

He allowed his children to be spurned and abused by the world when they were born, and she was shackled by shame for eighteen years. ”

Ning Yue's voice trembled slightly.

She is not a saint and does not want to be a saint.

Eighteen years of wanton hatred for Ning Tianming had already penetrated deep into her blood and bones.

Jiang Xu was speechless.

He's right, he's not him, and he's not experienced what he's been through.

Forgiveness is just two words that come out of the mouth, but for their mother and son, it takes too much to pay.

"Ning Yue, I'm sorry, I took it for granted. No matter what you're going to do in the future, you're going to do it after consulting with me, you know? ”

This time, he will never allow it to happen in the future!