Gu Hui instantly felt like she had been pierced through her chest by a sharp arrow, and her voice trembled.

She looked at him sleepily and confusedly: "What's wrong with you?" What the hell is going on? ”

An Yan's thick anger and jealousy overwhelmed her, and he held her face. Suddenly, a smile slowly appeared: "Gu Hui, if you tell me the truth, will you really marry me?" ”

"I promised you, I said I wouldn't go back. We're all tired today, I know you're in a bad mood after drinking, I don't want to argue with you anymore, you can rest. ”

Gu Hui tried hard to break free of his hand, but he couldn't break free no matter what. She seemed to be firmly locked by him, unable to escape from his arms, unable to escape from his hands, unable to escape from the strong smell of alcohol on his body, and his breath enveloped her in all directions.

"Promised me?" He sneered, suddenly leaned close to her ear, and said, "It turns out that I don't know at all, you are used to lying in front of me. You've seen him today, and you've promised him to go back to him, haven't you? Why are you lying to me, why! ”

Gu Hui looked at him in disbelief as if he was instantly struck by a thunderbolt from the sunny sky.

He saw it, he saw everything, so all the perverse reactions tonight, it was only because he saw it.

An Yan said: "I said, I will fulfill whatever you want. But why are you lying to me? I was the one who was with you when you had an accident, and I was the one who was with you when you broke down. ”

He pressed forward step by step, Gu Hui kept retreating, and suddenly hit the cabinet behind him. He poured almost all his weight on her, squeezing her into a small space.

"I can bear all the gossip for you, even if you don't have me in your heart. But Gu Hui, how cruel do you still be? ”

Gu Hui's body trembled violently.

She gasped like she was in asthma.

He gently stroked her face, and Gu Hui kept suppressing it. As if she had shed too many tears and could no longer cry, she never shed tears. An Yan resolutely said the last sentence: "What is so good about the person who only cares about his own thoughts from beginning to end and only sees himself in his eyes?" ”

"He's not any good, he's not good at all, he's not as good as you at all." Gu Hui finally spoke, as if he couldn't bear it anymore and couldn't suppress his emotions.

Gu Hui trembled: "I know that in this world, you are the best person for me. But love is not like this, love is not blind self-sacrifice and giving. Love is about loving each other, and if I had planned to be with him, I wouldn't have waited until now. I will not agree to be engaged to you, no matter what you hear or misunderstand, I did not agree to him. ”

She raised her eyes to meet him, and above her head was a crystal lamp, reflecting the crystal light that flowed into a galaxy under her eyes.

An Yan still stopped her, and Gu Hui stubbornly stared at him for a moment. He seemed to have finally come to his senses, and looked at her without saying a word.

"You confess that you love him." He smiled, "Gu Hui, that's why I quickly came back to guard you after you returned to China." ”

Gu Hui was distressed: "An Yan, I told you." I don't have a heart, I can't give you sincerity, but I can tell right from wrong, I know what is most important to me now, don't do it again in the future, there is no point. ”

"So what makes sense!" An Yan suddenly shouted angrily, "The first half of your life was given to Wen Zhixia, and your heart was given to Wen Zhixia." The rest of your life is going to be left to the people who have hurt you, and you have left everything to them. What's left for me? A soulless shell, I gave up all possibilities for you, and everything I have revolves around you. Do you know how difficult Wen Chuhan's parents are? Do you know how much of a crisis it will face if such a business happens? Do you know? ”

Wen Zhixia is important, revenge is important, and repaying Xu Lianyan is important. He was self-inflicted and self-inflicted, but what was wrong with him?

Gu Hui's face was pale.

She pursed her thin lips as if she had finally figured out something, and a moment later she suddenly reached out and pushed him.

"I know, I'm going to find Wen Zhixia now. I'll make everything clear to him, and I'll finish the lawsuit alone. Before that, I'll be going to press conference to announce the news of our breakup. When I'm done with all this, if you're still willing to marry me, I'll marry you, be with you wholeheartedly, and have children for you. ”

An Yan was shocked, gradually pursed his thin lips, and his angry eyes were bright and fierce: "You know that what I want is not these, what do you think of me?" ”

A toy that comes and goes?

"And what do you want from me?" Gu Hui's thoughts were extremely chaotic, his mind seemed to explode, and for a moment, a familiar feeling of anxiety and nervousness came up, Gu Hui covered his head and cried: "An Yan, I beg you, don't force me anymore." ”

The more she cried, the more anxious she became, the more nervous she became, and her struggles began to harden.

An Yan became more and more angry, and more and more anger gathered in his eyes. Unwillingness and hatred hit in turn, the person in front of him, the person he loved the most, and the person he was the most reluctant to.

Gu Hui suddenly pushed him away and reached out to take the bag and leave. Before he could get up at the moment of bending over, An Yan grabbed his arm, he was full of anger, one hand restrained her arms, and the other hand grabbed the back of her neck and kissed her deeply.

Gu Hui was forced to retreat again and again, his center of gravity was unstable, and he fell on the sofa.

He poured almost all his weight on her, kissing deeply, with a furious aura, and surrounded her like a storm.

He loved desperately, and his anger was real.

Gu Hui closed her lips and tilted her head stiffly, An Yan pressed her arms above her head with one hand, and reached under her with the other hand, removing her underwear.

Gu Hui's whole body trembled violently, and she suddenly turned her head and bit his lip. Until the bloody qi spread in his mouth, he was full of anger, and his desire was restrained just right, and he was ready.

Entangled to death, entangled to death, until death rested.

A feeling of suffocation welled up in his chest, and the terrible nightmare and shattered memories of the last time welled up. Gu Hui's tears finally fell out, and she turned her face sideways, finally avoiding his suffocating kiss.

She knew that he was not like this, and she knew that An Yan was the best person in this world. He didn't want to hurt her the most, so he was just out of control now because he loved her, nothing more.

"An Yan ......," she cried out to him, trying to awaken the softest string in his heart.

She said, "What the hell is wrong with you, why the hell are you doing this?" In this world, the only person I can trust is you, you know, I can only trust you, do you want to do this to me now......"

An Yan suddenly stopped all his movements as if he had been hit by someone.

His cheek was half a finger long away from hers, her figure in the shadow of himself, and he clearly caught her face as if she were at home.

Her face was dappled with tears, and she didn't know whose lips she had broken. The smell of blood is particularly strong in the air, but it is like a stimulant, very irritating, poisonous, but there is no solution.

is like a confused memory in his mind, those warm fragments, always make him presumptuous, and make him mistakenly think that he has an opportunity and a reason to ask for it.

Gu Hui kept crying, and he was silent for a long time.

Finally rolling off her, his back straightened slightly, and he closed his eyes and breathed a long sigh of relief.

"I'm sorry."

When he had said this, he turned straight away, opened the door, and turned to leave.

From the moment he noticed this undeserved affection, he had been refraining. Later, all the companionship and care was for one purpose. To get to her, the first thing to do is to clear all the barricades.

As for the road ahead, it is a long way to come.

But now he realized that the road was longer and more difficult than he had imagined.

Gu Hui was panting all the time, and his chest seemed to be filled with stones. It made her breathless and choked badly.

She gasped for a long time before she clutched her chest. Trembling off the sofa, she rushed to the direction of the door, locked the door, as if she felt that this was not enough, she moved the coffee table at the window to the door, and pressed against the door.

Immediately, leaning against the door, he slowly slid to the ground.

Gu Hui sat on the ground for a long time, looking up at the window.

I don't know if it was the dappled moonlight or the light outside the window, a silver-gray light, just like what she saw when she woke up from nightmares countless times when she was in Virginia and sat up from her bed.

She hardly slept all night, until four or five o'clock in the morning, when she was a little tired and couldn't stand it, so she lay on the coffee table at the door in a daze and fell asleep.

But he didn't sleep well, probably because he was stimulated by the feast. She dreamed again about the day it happened, on the eve of her college graduation.

At that time, she and Gu Ranjing rented a house outside the school together, which was very remote, and she needed to get up early every day to catch a car to school. But because sometimes I work late at a part-time job, the dormitory is already closed when I go back to school.

So she and Gu Ranjing had to rent a house outside, the first night she worked overtime, and then went home to hurry up for her graduation thesis, and stayed awake all night.

The next day she came out of the house, in the middle of nowhere, in a winding alley.

Gu Hui yawned and came out of the alley, always feeling that someone was following her behind her. She thought she was too tired, so she didn't care.

Until a pair of hands quickly covered her mouth from behind her and dragged her directly into a van parked next to her. She was covered with a towel over her mouth and nose and struggled a few times before she lost consciousness.

When she woke up, the first thing she smelled was the smell of grass, and the smell of dust after the rain. There was still the sound of pouring rain in her ears, but her eyes were blindfolded, and she had a towel stuffed in her mouth, so she couldn't make any sound.

Gu Hui struggled for a moment, and then heard the deep voice of the man next to him.