"He's going to be fine? Fan Xiaoyun, if my godfather is really fine, then how can those people outside make such a fuss?! ”

Xiaoya was stunned for a moment, and then looked up at me again, even with undried tears in her eyes.

Xiaoya understands in her heart, in fact, what I said at this time should not be a lie, and the worst should be my own inner thoughts.

But the facts she saw along the way also kept reminding her, if Fan Lezi was really fine, how could those people outside make such a big fuss.

As the saying goes, there is no wind and no waves, if it weren't for the fact that her godfather really experienced this, how could those people have so much courage to talk about this?

She was a little tired of it now, although she understood that Fan Xiaoyun was doing this for her sake.

But she is also an independent person, these things are related to her, and she has the right to choose whether to know or not to know.

She didn't want to be treated like a child all the time, always under the wings of others.

"Don't always treat me like a kid who doesn't know anything, okay?"

"I don't mean that Xiaoya, it's just that the situation is not very clear now, no one can be sure of Brother Fan's life or death, right?"

I let out a long sigh, looking at Xiaoya's serious expression on her face, I still opened my mouth to explain.

Probably my thinking pattern and Xiaoya's thinking mode are really a little different from this matter, at least from my point of view, I don't feel that I have done anything wrong.

Of course, Xiaoya's worries do exist, and I really planned to tell Xiaoya nothing at first.

But I did this for Xiaoya's sake, not because I treated her like a child.

It's because I really think of her as the same person as me, so I think about her so constantly.

There is also the matter of Brother Fan, no matter how many people outside say that they have noses and eyes, then they have never seen it with their own eyes.

Even Liu Chengdu didn't see Brother Fan die in the explosion with his own eyes, so why did those people conclude that Brother Fan couldn't survive.

It is precisely because I still have such considerations in my heart that I have never planned to tell Xiaoya about this.

"Don't lie to me anymore, I already know about the explosion, I've seen Brother Cheng, you and I know it in our hearts, godfather him, he ......"

Xiaoya shook her head a little broken, every time she thought of this explosion, she felt that she was desperate in her heart.

If it was another accident, even if it fell into the river, encountered an earthquake and landslide, etc., she would not feel that her godfather must have died.

But the explosion is completely different, this kind of accident was done when it just happened.

This is an instantaneous action, not a continuous one.

is the short moment of the explosion, even if the godfather reacts, what can he do.

He wouldn't have had time to escape, and if he was inside, there would be no way he would have escaped.

The more Xiaoya thought about it, the more desperate she felt, and her tears couldn't stop falling down.

If she was still crying more secretly before, now she is completely stormy.

"Don't cry Xiaoya, I feel distressed when I look at it."

I pulled Xiaoya into my arms and reached out to rub the top of her hair.

At this moment, I didn't have any thoughts in my mind, the only thing I wanted to do was to hold Xiaoya in my arms.

I've never seen girls crying, and when I saw Xiaoya crying breathlessly, I felt a little panicked.

I kept shaking my fingers trying to wipe the tears from Xiaoya's face, who knew that the closer I got to it, the more tears would be on Xiaoya's face.

I didn't know what I should do, so I had to pat Xiaoya on the shoulder again and again.

Just like when I was a child, I saw other people's mothers coaxing their children, trying to use this ancient way to make Xiaoya feel warm.

"What should I do, I haven't fulfilled my godfather's filial piety for a day, how can he just go?"

Xiaoya didn't react to my actions in any way, she just leaned her head on my arms and cried quietly.

Her godfather is obviously such a good person, how can he just go.

She hasn't even done a day of filial piety to her godfather, she has always been worried about her own happiness, and she has never cared about her godfather.

Now that her godfather is gone, who will she find to fulfill her filial piety in the future.

In this world, apart from her mother, Godfather is the second person who is so good to her.

But why do good people always be treated like this?

She couldn't figure it out, she really couldn't figure it out.

Could it be that God really doesn't have eyes, and he has never been able to distinguish between good and bad people?

If that's the case, then what else is God going to do, why not let them decide their own justice.

"Fan Xiaoyun, all of this is fake, right, you let people lie to me, right?"

"Yes, yes, what you said is right, I let people come and lie to you, everything is fake, nothing is true, don't scare yourself anymore."

I nodded hurriedly and followed Xiaoya's words in one bite.

If this can make Xiaoya feel happy, then think I'm a liar.

Just as if everything was really arranged by me, this is what Brother Fan and I teamed up to make a fuss.

Brother Fan is not dead at all, he is still hiding well behind his back, I hope things can develop like this.

It's just that Xiaoya shouldn't scare herself anymore now, she should be stronger before the truth of the matter is completely clear.

Even if it's just to find an excuse to deceive her, she will at least have to coax herself.

Don't Brother Fan's life and death are still unknown, but Xiaoya is sick again, so I really don't know what to do.

Even if Xiaoya will feel angry about my performance today in the future, then I will admit it all.

It's as if I owed Xiaoya in my previous life, and no matter what happens now, it's my own responsibility.

"You're lying to me again!"

Who knew that my words had just been finished, but Xiaoya pushed me away, pointed at my nose and snorted coldly.

She knew that these were all lies, and her godfather was no longer there.

He's dead in that explosion, and he's never going to come back to life.

She is an unfilial daughter, she didn't do her best to be good to her godfather when he was alive, and even after her godfather died, she didn't have the courage to go to his grave to fulfill her filial piety.

From then on, she was a child without a godfather.

There will never be a man in this world who will spoil her and love her so unconditionally, and if she quarrels with Fan Xiaoyun, no one will wait for her to go back.

The world has become the same as it was at the beginning, still the same dark and barren appearance.

She stood here and walked and walked and walked and walked, and tried to stop only to find that there was not a single light behind her that belonged to her.

"I know it, my godfather is no longer here, he won't come back to life, and no one in this world will ever love me as much as he does."

"It's not like this Xiaoya, do you think, now none of us have seen Brother Fan's body, and no one can guarantee that Brother Fan is dead, right?"

I sighed a little helplessly, wasn't it okay just now, obviously seeing that my emotions were about to ease, why did I become like this again in a blink of an eye.