Chapter 47: We've All Changed
She knew it was wrong, she knew it was wrong.
But there was still no way to control her behavior, and she always thought that there was nothing she couldn't let go. Isn't it just letting go, isn't it just leaving Wen Zhixia? What can be the big deal?
But the truth always hits her hard when she is self-righteous, telling her that everything is just her unrealistic fantasy.
From the very beginning, she chose to be with Wen Zhixia, which was a mistake. Since then, it has been destined that her name will be tightly tied to Wen Zhixia. Unless he voluntarily lets go one day, she will never be able to get rid of this poison.
As he once said, when she pestered him like that, she never thought about whether her words and deeds would have any consequences for the people around her or herself?
So much so that now, it is difficult to move an inch.
There are thorns in the back and forth, and there is no end in sight.
Every time she said something like severing ties in front of him, she felt no less pain in her heart than he did.
Gu Hui raised his eyes to look at him, and there was a faint stubble on his chin. My face was full of exhaustion, and I didn't have a good rest in the past few days.
But at this moment, I relaxed, like a tired child, hugged her tightly, and in just a few seconds, fell into a deep sleep.
She unconsciously reached out and touched the tips of her fingers above his eyebrows.
Once upon a time, she saw his eyes for the first time. He was completely attracted and couldn't take his eyes off, his eyes were beautiful, bright and pure, pitch black without impurities, even if he was extremely angry, as if there were dark clouds sweeping this blue sky, he was willing to let people indulge in such a violent storm.
The tips of his fingers slid all the way down to the bridge of his nose and thin lips.
His thin lips were soft, and the corners of his mouth sank, Gu Hui remembered the Wen Zhixia he had seen in the past, and the corners of his mouth had always been raised. But now, since she returned, he had hardly been seen laughing.
She felt inexplicably sad, tears sliding down the corners of her eyes and falling onto the pillow. Silently, she pursed her lips, leaned forward, and touched his.
Gu Hui thought, probably because of the orphans. She has been very lacking in love since she was a child, and she is also a very sensitive person who is easily cranky. When I think of the past or the future, I will unconsciously wet my eyes.
So people like her probably can't be idle.
Only by constantly taking work and other things to numb your nerves can you get those things out of your head.
Gu Hui lay quietly in his arms, as if she had found a long-lost sense of security, and she fell asleep unconsciously. There are no nightmares, no stress, no guilt and insecurity, just safety and comfort.
When Wen Zhixia woke up, he saw her in an extremely comfortable posture in her arms, and her whole person was slightly curled up like a shrimp, as if she was in her mother's body.
I heard that most of the people who stay in this sleeping position do so because they don't feel safe.
His heart tightened slightly, and suddenly loosened. It's like a boring sponge, full of water, instantly full to the point of incredibly full, and there is a place in my heart that is rapidly degrading in softness.
He didn't draw the curtains, and the afterglow outside the window shone in through the window. From time to time, the angle changes, like the traces of time, silent but light.
Her cheeks were flushed, she was breathing evenly, and she slept soundly. His breath is clean and warm,
Like a child, with a faint milk aroma and a good smell, he looked at her for a long time.
I seem to have a lot of thoughts in my head, but I don't really think about anything.
This kind of scene and picture, he had seen countless times in his dreams. I thought I would never see her again in this life, but I didn't expect to be so lucky to hug her again.
His hand was still around her waist, and it was a little numb. But he was reluctant to take it back, so he silently retracted his arms and hugged her tighter.
This is probably happiness, in the past few years of being separated from her, what he has learned the most and fastest is to cherish it.
It wasn't until the last rays of light outside the window fell that he finally felt a slight tremor.
So I reached for it and finally found her phone in her coat. Her phone was muted, and it was full of calls from An Yan and Jessica. Therefore, every time the phone is hung up, there is always a vibrating at the end.
Wen Zhixia threw her phone aside, and finally got up first. Tucked the corners of the quilt for her, turned around and went to the kitchen.
Gu Hui was lured to wake up by the aroma of the food, it smelled too good. Instinctively, she rolled over and almost fell out of bed. Woke up from the dream in an instant, saw the sky-blue curtains, and immediately sat up from the bed, and only after a moment did he remember that this was in Wen Zhixia's house.
Gu Hui got up from the bed and paced to the living room.
I just saw the busy shadow in the kitchen, he was stir-frying. Holding a shovel in one hand and a pot in the other, he was busy.
Gu Hui was slightly stunned, probably didn't expect that the young master who couldn't even cook dumplings at the beginning would be able to cook by himself so skillfully.
She stood at the door of the kitchen and watched him for a long time, watching his busy figure.
People are easily satisfied but very greedy, just like at this moment, just looking at his back quietly feels very satisfied, but I hope to stand here and watch it all the time.
She remembered the first time she had followed him to an apartment near his school. Because it suddenly turned cold on the first day, she didn't have time to put on a coat, so she wore a thin summer coat to class for a day, but went to him on Friday afternoon, and woke up the next day with a limp and a high fever.
Wen Zhixia bought fever-reducing medicine for her, when Gu Hui was crying out that he was hungry. He volunteered to cook quick-frozen dumplings for her, but the eldest young master didn't know how to make them at all, and he put down the dumplings before the water was boiled, and there was not enough water, so he finally took away a plate of half-baked dumplings stuck together.
She was angry and funny.
She was angry that she was really hungry, and laughed that he could be so stupid.
In the end, she got up with a fever and boiled the rest of the quick-frozen dumplings, and the two of them were half each.
Until Wen Zhixia finished stir-frying, put the dishes on the plate and finished arranging them. When I turned around, I saw her leaning against the door frame, tilting her head to look at him, but her eyes were not focused, and her thoughts had already run away.
"Awake?"
His gentle voice instantly pulled her back to reality.
Gu Hui glanced at him and stood up straight.
She paused before saying, "I really didn't expect you to do these ...... now."
Wen Zhixia took two rice bowls and prepared to serve the rice, "We have been separated for five years, and in the past five years, not only you have changed, but we have all changed too much." ”
Gu Hui was speechless.
He brought all the food to the table and beckoned her to eat.
Gu Hui's mood was still complicated, but he still obediently followed him to the table.
In fact, there are not many ingredients at home, only eggs, tomatoes and cucumbers, and it is rare for him to make two dishes and one soup.