Chapter 196: Drunken Mantra
"There is no contradiction between us in the first place, how can we reconcile?" Chen Chen don't look away, I can't see his expression, but listening to this tone, it is clear that there is a little awkwardness.
I guess he didn't feel comfortable with me taking the initiative to reconcile with him!
"Chen Chen, I have reviewed it deeply, I know that I made you angry because I was too willful, but things have developed like this, don't ignore me anymore, okay?" I pitifully pulled Chen Chen's sleeve and cried: "You see, I am now left with you and Lin Xuan in addition to my parents and aunts, if you ignore me, then after my baby is born, I will not have my uncle's love." ”
"Shen'er, I never really thought about ignoring you, but I never figured out why you gave birth to this child at all costs, but you persuaded Mommy, what can I do?" Chen Chen shook off my hand and said angrily: "And as long as I remember that this is Duan Ruochen's child, I will be even more angry." ”
"Chen Chen, have you forgotten? I once said that this child only belongs to me Ye Shen'er, and he has nothing to do with Duan Ruochen, so you can forget about the existence of Duan Ruochen like me. ”
"That's what you say, but ask yourself, can you do it yourself?"
"I--"
"At the beginning, I always hoped that you could find someone who truly loved you and was willing to tolerate you for the rest of your life, I always simply thought that Duan Ruochen was this person, as long as I handed you over to him, I could retire. But in less than half a year, you still came back from Luzhou pitifully, and later, I also figured it out, just leave! You can't always be caught between their mother and son and suffer that nest, but you are dizzy and insist on giving birth to his child, you tell me, how can there be such a stupid woman in this world? ”
"Chen Chen, you know very well, Duan Ruochen is not that he doesn't love me, but he loves me at the same time, he also loves his mother, from our dating to marriage, and even to divorce, his mother has been like a holy warrior, forcing me to leave him, even when we got married, she still refused to give up, during that period, Duan Ruochen was in pain, he wanted to please his mother, and a woman he didn't love, and behaved like me, and he was afraid of being known, so he always wanted to have a child, hoping that his mother would look at the child's sake, No longer forcing us to divorce, it's just--"
"You're trying to say that it's just that he didn't wait for that day for your marriage to end, right? I can't figure it out, proud as you, if you can accept his betrayal of you, why can't you accept Situ Yunzhe in the first place? It's also a betrayal, why can you forgive Duan Ruochen, but not Situ Yunzhe? ”
"No, that's not the same."
The name Situ Yunzhe seems to have been sealed in my heart for a long time, a little strange and a little distant, but when it suddenly came out of Chen Chen's mouth, my heart hurt again.
"Different? If my guess is right, the only difference is that the person you love is always Situ Yunzhe, so in your eyes, you can't tolerate a little betrayal of you, but Duan Ruochen is different, your feelings for him are just sympathy and pity, so you have always been able to tolerate his betrayal of you, if it weren't for him not returning at night and the East Window incident, I don't think you know how long you can endure it, Ye Shen'er, am I right? ”
"I--" I was speechless for a while, Chen Chen was right, he broke the truest emotion in my heart, I may have never really loved Duan Ruochen, so I can tolerate his betrayal, but I once loved Situ Yunzhe unforgettablely, so subconsciously, I can't tolerate the slightest betrayal of me.
"Rest well! Although I'm still angry with you, but I won't be angry with you in the future, you should relax, you don't want Mommy to come and take care of you, I'll find another experienced person to take care of you, after you are discharged from the hospital, you will move to live with me, so that many people will take care of you at night. ”
"No need, I told my aunt that she will come over when I reach my due date, if you don't worry, then I will stay in the hospital before the due date!"
"Let's talk about it in a few days!" Chen Chen muffled and stopped squeaking.
Early the next morning, Chen Chen brought an aunt in her forties to the hospital, whose surname was Qi, and she had been a senior employee of Chen's jewelry store for many years.
Aunt Qi is indeed very careful in her work, and her hands and feet are also very quick, in addition to taking care of my three meals a day during the day, she also does not want to go back to my small snail house at night, so she set up a temporary bunk next to my bed to rest.
After a week of observation in the hospital, there was no abnormality in all aspects of my body, and a week later, the doctor gave me various examinations, and the results were normal, and the doctor refused to let me go through the discharge procedures.
Aunt Qi didn't worry about me going back to the ward alone, so she sent me back to the door of the ward before helping me go through the discharge procedures.
It took nearly an hour to get back to the ward, and when I got back to the ward, I was a little tired and decided to lie down on the bed for a while, but before I could lie down, I heard a quarrel coming from the balcony of the corridor.
My room was the first one, and it was next to the balcony of the hallway, so if someone on the balcony was talking a little loudly, it would come into the room.
At first, I didn't pay much attention to the quarrel, but as I listened to it, I felt that it sounded familiar, so I walked away.
Before he got close to the balcony, he saw that the people who were arguing were Chen Chen and Lin Xuan.
It turned out that they were coming, I was overjoyed, and I was about to call them, but I saw that they seemed to be arguing about something, and seeing that the quarrel was a little intense, I quietly covered my mouth and subconsciously walked a few steps forward before stopping.
“…… Chen Chen, you have died of this heart! Shen'er, she will never like you, the person she loves is Situ Yunzhe, Situ Yunzhe, do you understand, even if she is not with Situ Yunzhe, it may be Duan Ruochen, or someone else, but that person can never be you. ”
"Lin Xuan, do you know what you're talking about? I'm just guilty of her, so it's so painful, why are you cranky. ”
"Hehe, it doesn't matter if I'm cranky or not, the important thing, you have always liked her, quietly and without leaving a trace. And what about her, it's not that she can't see it, it's just that she doesn't want to see it, so Chen Chen, don't deceive yourself anymore, if she likes you a little bit, how can she ignore your heart all these years? Because she only has family affection and affection for you, don't you understand? ”
"Family affection, hehe-" Chen Chen kept smirking, "The distance between us is this family affection that can't be crossed." ”
"Chen Chen, can you please be sober? Shen'er now that she has a child, the distance between you and her will be even farther away. Lin Xuan said and suddenly cried, "Even if you don't love me, even if you never want to marry me, but you know very well that in this world, no one will love you more than me Lin Xuan, why can't you always see my heart?" ”
After Lin Xuan finished speaking, he wiped his tears vigorously, and cried sadly, I only felt very uncomfortable in my head, and I was about to turn around and leave, but I saw Lin Xuan covering his face and running towards the aisle.
Chen Chen stood there still, I was in a hurry, ran forward and pulled Lin Xuan hard, "Lin Xuan, you can't go, you go, no one in this world will listen to my nagging anymore." ”
"Shen'er--" Lin Xuan was a little panicked by my sudden appearance, she glanced back at Chen Chen again, and saw that Chen Chen was still there without moving, and in a fit of anger, she pushed me away, "You let go!" ”
"I won't let go, you can't go, we said okay, we want to wait for my child to be born, and we will love him together." I pulled Lin Xuan tightly and refused to let go, without the strength to guard against her, first stumbled, then fell to the ground unsteadily, and then there was a pain in my abdomen, "Ahh
"Shen'er--" Lin Xuan was suddenly frightened by my appearance, "Shen'er, Shen'er, how are you?" ”
"Shen'er--" Vaguely, Chen Chen rushed towards me, and there was a strong smell of wine on his body.
"Lin Xuan, you can't go, don't leave Chen Chen, okay?" Before I lost consciousness, I grabbed Lin Xuan's hand and muttered.
……
I don't know how long it took, but I suddenly felt a dry sound in my ears, but my eyelids were weak and I couldn't open them.
"You're here?" A male voice, very tired, is Chen Chen.
"Shen'er, is she okay?" Then came a female voice, Lin Xuan's voice, mixed with infinite guilt.
"She and the child are fine, and you don't have to blame yourself too much."
My heart was pleasantly surprised, tears involuntarily flowed out of the corners of my eyes, it turned out that my child was still alive, he was so lucky and tenacious after several tosses, he must be pitying me, so he was reluctant to leave me.
"That's good, I can finally leave with peace of mind." Lin Xuan finally breathed a sigh of relief.
"Your sister for so many years, why don't you wait for her to wake up before leaving? You know, she really doesn't want you to leave. ”
"Chen Chen, I'll give you another three years, if you still haven't gotten Shen'er's heart in these three years, then I'll come back, at that time, I will never let go of you again."
"Do you have to do it in this way? You know I just drank too much yesterday and was just talking nonsense. ”
"It's said that you spit out the truth after drinking, you don't have to explain it to me, I just want to give everyone a space, you take good care of Shen'er!"
"I'll take good care of her, you don't have to worry."
"That's right, every time Shen'er is injured, you are by her side." There seemed to be some solemnity in the air, and after a while, Lin Xuan asked Chen Chen again, "Auntie, does she know Shen'er's current situation?" ”
"I've informed my mom that she's heading here with my dad right now."
"That's good, that's good!" Lin Xuan's voice revealed a hint of sadness, "Then I'll rest assured, Chen Chen, I'm leaving." ”
"I'll send you out!" I heard Chen Chen's voice getting up.