131. This year is the end of tonight
"You—" she was speechless, "really, why should I ask you for a drink!" "There will never be a next time, I won't be happy at all when I drink with him, and I will be choked back, and I will be even more upset when I think about it.
Outside the door, An Youju walked in slowly, and when he saw him coming, Hua Chen got up and said goodbye, because of the next two things, outsiders should not be greedy.
"Late, late." He whispered, for him, it was still His Majesty's order not to be disobeyed, but it did not contradict the idea of wanting to protect her, he believed that he could have both.
Gao Wanyue didn't look at him, just drank alone, looking at the dusty ground, his late evening was enough to make her eyes moist, she thought that this would be a new beginning, but it didn't seem to be true,
"General Ann." She mustered up the courage to look him in the eyes, but there were too many grievances in her eyes, she didn't know how long she could last if she was unhappy now, but she didn't know how to say it at the moment, "General An was actually ordered to come here on business, and I didn't even know at all." ”
"Wanwan, in fact, I want to tell you, but I'm afraid you will think too much." He approached her, crouched beside her, and took his hands in his, her hands were very cold, icy and unwarm,
She chuckled and withdrew her hand, "You don't have to explain anything, I didn't think much of it." Tears slid down the corners of her eyes, she couldn't bear them any longer, tears welled up, but she couldn't let him see them, and turned around and walked into the back room,
"And did everything you said lie to me?" She was very unwilling and still asked, it was such a persistence, even if the answer was very cruel, she had to know and bear it alone,
"Not really!" He excitedly denied, "That's all true, there's only one thing I didn't tell you!" You said that you wanted to leave Yecheng with me, and Your Majesty also asked me to come to Xihe County to investigate, so I took it upon myself and came with you! ”
She nodded, what was the unwillingness in her heart? Is it because he concealed that he brought her to Xihe County, or is his fate still in Gao Yang's hands? Can't escape the arrangement of fate?
She walked to the main house, sat in front of her dresser, and thought carefully about Hua Chen's words, maybe that's the case, destiny does not allow, she can never stay half a step away from the court, but at this moment she doesn't know what to do,
An Youju followed her footsteps and walked in, standing outside the door, looking at her lost soul, "Wanwan, I'll help you bandage it." ”
Gao Wanyue didn't speak, she sat there quietly, she couldn't hear his words at all, An Youju cut the fabric on her shoulder with scissors, wiped the wound with a handkerchief dipped in water, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?" ”
She shook her head, but she felt the tingling of the numbness and didn't feel much pain, the shocking wound was bright red, he carefully applied the gold sore medicine to the wound, and carefully wrapped it,
Now it seems that she shouldn't be allowed to come here, she won't be so scarred in the deep palace, the old wounds have not healed and new ones have been added, and they have healed
The scars fell again.
"I have a question that I want to listen to General An's explanation face to face, General An is loyal to His Majesty and has no second thoughts, when I tell you that I am not the eldest princess, why do you want to quarrel and expose me? Maybe in the depths of your heart, General An, you will be so greedy for imperial power? From this moment on, she seemed to have been denying everything he had done, as if it was true or false, visible and visible.
"Wanwan, whether you are the eldest princess or Gao Wanyue, you will always be my wife in my heart!" In his heart, maybe as a woman, he shouldn't experience such danger, and if he doesn't tell her anything, she doesn't know anything, it's the safest.
"Then tell me, when will we be free from His Majesty's control?" "To me, she is more like a thunderbolt buried in the dark, and by his side, I feel like I'm in danger at all times." ”
"Your Majesty is your brother, and he is also a monarch and minister, under the whole world, it is not the king's land, the shore of the land, it is not the king's minister, where can we go?" If you are bound by your heart, you will not be able to truly feel free anywhere.
"Really?" In fact, he didn't know that Gao Yang's reign had not been for a few years, and he was so loyal that he couldn't say much, but he looked at his dresser.
"Actually, there's something I haven't told you." Gao Wanyue slowly took out a small bottle from the dresser and poured it into his hand, the vermilion pill was filled with the smell of medicine, "Do you know what this is?" ”
"I don't know." The bright red ones are eye-catching, like warm red beans, "It looks like you've been taking it all the time, I've smelled this smell on you before." ”
"This is a child-avoiding medicine, because the taste of child-avoiding soup is too unpleasant, so this pill is made." It's good to get used to drinking the decoction, but sleep is willing to embarrass yourself, and there can be a more convenient way, why choose such a troublesome thing,
"Why is that?" His voice became cold, and she told herself with one hand that she had to go with the flow, that this kind of thing was not human, but for some reason, she herself began to break this promise first,
"There's no reason, it's not right now, it looks like it's really going to take the long view tonight." Too much had happened tonight, and her mind was still blank, not knowing what she was going to do.
"Maybe you've never thought about it, and you never wanted me and yours to have a baby." An Youjue's eyes were low, all of this may be her own delusion, just like she never really loved herself,
"So that's how General An sees me?" The smile on the corner of her mouth became even brighter, "Who am I?" The ominous person in the mouth of the world, his background has also been criticized, and there are bad rumors circulating in the market, the eldest princess is like raising the first face, and there are three thousand beauties in Yecheng, why should I love one plant? ”
Not to mention the many who compete with him, all dissatisfaction must be vented here
came out, many times An Youju was more like a stuffy gourd, not saying a word.
"I have never seen you as the eldest princess, and you seem to be more than my wife than I am. He sneered, if she hadn't agreed to His Majesty's arrangement before, would she not be so disappointed now.
"With General An's talent, the wealth of the heavenly family is at your fingertips! Why do you want to be subservient to others, why not go one step further? "If he really has ambitions, he will surely become a second high ocean one day.
"I never thought about it!" He shook his head in frustration, as if the person in front of him really didn't know him very well, "All I want is to spend my life with you." ”
"General An can say whatever he wants, I don't bother to explain, I don't seem to be suitable to stay here." Heaven and earth are so big, where is home? Here she doesn't know how to treat An Youju, the two of them are at this point, they are speechless, isn't it embarrassing to be together,
"Well, it's dangerous here, I'm afraid you won't be able to stay here anymore." The county guard looked north in a hurry, I don't know what plans will be made over there, if they want to make any moves, she is not suitable to live here, it seems that he alone can't protect her.
Gao Wanyue sighed, in fact, it is better to be in Yecheng here, "The New Year is coming soon, I will leave after the New Year." Looking out the window at the moonlight, I looked very melancholy.
"In that case, I won't keep you." An Youju said and walked out of the room, he didn't know what kind of feelings he should use to treat her, and he didn't know what he should say, which would make her believe that all the good things in the past were like years of water, flying away silently.
Gao Wanyue sat at the table, her mind couldn't calm down for a long time, she pushed open the window and the moonlight penetrated in, a pigeon stood in front of the window, and took out the note in the bamboo tube in the same way, slightly stunned, "Huan Yu is coming?" ”
That's the biggest headache! On the one hand, she pretended to be very happy, not allowing him to take advantage of it, and on the other hand, she had to pretend that nothing had nothing to do with An You, and it happened that tomorrow was the New Year.
I don't know when the snow fell outside the window, and it fell sprinkled, "It's snowing, it's beautiful." The cold wind blew on his face, and he seemed to feel a faint pain in the wound on his shoulder.
Such a day is a sleepless night, everything is rushed together, and this New Year is afraid that it will not be peaceful.
"Happy New Year, ma'am." Early in the morning, Shui Qing woke up from sleep and ran into the door and said auspicious words.
Gao Wanyue was stunned for a moment, got up and took out the red paper from the cabinet, and gave it to Shui Qing as a red envelope with some scattered silver taels, "Have fun together."
changed into bright clothes, walked out of the door, covered the wound on her shoulder, and let Shui Qing apply a little powder, and she couldn't see that her face was very bad.
"Madam, if General An didn't return overnight, aren't you worried?" Shui Qing mentioned it on the side, maybe the two of them quarreled over a trivial matter again, this is normal,
How can there be no quarrel between husband and wife, Madame's temper really needs to be changed, General An's temperament is unamiable, so if there is any contradiction, it must be Madame's business.
"Oh? Do you know where General An is? Looking at her tentatively, she looked a little proud, Gao Wanyue had already seen it in her eyes,
"General An is now in the palace, do you want to look for the general?" Last night, I saw General An walking out of the house angrily, and I knew that the two had a quarrel, and today I felt at ease when I saw Sang Zhe's figure in front of the room, and the two of them worked hard to make General An and his wife reconcile as soon as possible.
"Oh? Looks like you know a lot! Then do you know why General An is in the government? Shui Qingna only knew one thing, but she didn't know the other, she only knew that she bothered to find out where General An was going, but she didn't know.
"Do you think there's something wrong? General An used to be a martial artist in the county guard's mansion, why is he now sitting in a mansion? Her analysis made Shui Qing confused for a while, she hadn't thought about it so much, and she didn't know what to do now.
Seeing her hanging her head and not speaking, Gao Wanyue often wondered if she had done too much, "That's it, today is Chinese New Year's Eve, let's make dumplings, go over to see him later!" ”
"Yes, ma'am." Shui Qingling prepared everything, but she could be seen to be a little more worried in the kitchen.
I'm afraid that she will make a miasma again, and the last time I remember it vividly, I can't help but be shocked, "Madam, this dumpling might as well, the slave maid will wrap it, right?" ”
"No, it's my specialty!" Roll up her arms and sleeves to prepare for battle, the kitchen is like a battlefield, she can still cope with this little thing, put the flour in a basin and mix it with water, but it makes her body and face all over.
Wen Bo limped over with a cane, looking at her very interested, and it was not easy to pour cold water, his face was embarrassed, and he whispered, "Madam, there is a son looking for you outside the door..."
(End of chapter)