20. Thousands of years are the same as today
"Yuan Yu, let me tell you a story." Wan Yue sat in the courtyard with her knees crossed, looking at the stars in the sky, she didn't know if she wrote this story herself, or if she dreamed it, she couldn't remember it clearly.
Yuan Yu didn't speak, but he could see that he sat next to him obediently and pricked up his ears and listened quietly.
She likes to tell stories lately, some very strange stories that she hasn't heard, I don't know where she saw it, and there are no such stories in some scripts, maybe she made it up, maybe it's made up, in short, it's not the same as the art of war that you usually see,
She became more cheerful and talkative, but when asked about him, she kept silent, I thought her story would have a deep meaning, but it was really just a simple story.
I vaguely remember the story going like this:
I am an ordinary woman, in the midst of troubled times, I can't do anything but save my life, even in the era of precariousness, I cherish the ordinary life now.
Day after day passed, and I grew up, but I am not a beautiful woman who has captivated the country and the city, nor is I a talented woman who moves the whole city, just the daughter of an ordinary hunter, my mother died early, and my father supported me by hunting for a living, and I also reached the age of marriage, and my father asked someone to find a scholar of the same age as me from a neighboring village, and I will soon get married.
This may be the last time I sit leisurely under the plum tree in the back mountain, and then my father will go on a long journey, leaving the husband and wife to live their own little life, and my favorite thing on weekdays is to sit under the tree and look at the scenery in the distance.
The scenery of the whole village is beautiful as far as the eye can see, and sometimes I enjoy the cool under the trees, and I fall asleep unconsciously, but I always have a dream over and over again.
In my dreams, I often dream of a man under a tree with a jade crown and a bundle of hair, white clothes fluttering, standing in the wind, with a faint fragrance of plum blossoms, never see his face clearly, every time I want to walk in, I will wake up from the dream.
"Let's go." The scholar held the sword and roared at the woman behind him, this was the first time he had seen him so fierce, the woman looked at him in a panic, and cried slightly, "No, I can't leave you alone." ”
"You guys go quickly."
At this time, a richly dressed man came, clumsily holding a sword to block the soldier, and the scholar pulled the woman away without hesitation, and a smile flowed from the corner of the man's mouth.
Yes, if you don't go one of them, you can't live, it's good if she can survive, this life is also a well-deserved death, his vision is blurring little by little, falling down little by little, and he has been watching the direction in which the woman left, so much he wants to see her again.
There is only one thought in his heart, she comes to the pharmacy with a smiling face optimistic and cheerful every day, even if life is not satisfactory, she is also happy, such a woman will be happy when she sees it, but he has already married a family, she also has her own husband, she can only endure it, she can't be known, can't let anyone know.
Until a group of rebels came this morning, he came to her like crazy, but he never thought that a weak scholar who was riddled with illness could hold a sword to protect her, in fact, he had long known that there was no place for him between this couple, only a bystander to their happiness, but she could do well.
The woman was pulled and ran in a panic, not knowing where to go, not knowing where there were no officers and soldiers, along the way the blood flowed like a river of corpses all over the field, like hell, this day has come, there is no permanent corner of peace in the era of gunpowder, and happy days always pass so quickly.
Soon after the marriage, the scholar was riddled with illness, and the woman looked for medical advice everywhere and still did not get better, but spent all the family's meager savings for this, and the owner of the medicine shop was a good person, and from time to time let the woman pay on credit so that she did not stop the medicine, and she could only pay him in the next life.
The scholar took the woman to the back mountain, looking at the wolf smoke everywhere from afar, the land was dyed reddish-brown, and the smell of blood was everywhere, the once beautiful and beautiful scenery on the top of the mountain has now been burned beyond recognition, the scholar leaned weakly under the tree and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Don't cry, I'm fine." ”
The woman knelt beside her and burst into tears, there was nothing for a while, everything came too suddenly and unexpectedly, like a catastrophe, and after a while, there were chasing soldiers, they couldn't escape, the scholar held the sword tightly in his right hand, and hugged his wife with his left hand.
His wife, the first time I saw her smile, I was deeply fascinated, very comfortable, her voice was soft like water, even in the tantrum was so gentle, when he was sick, life felt beautiful.
The gurgling blood flowed down from the scholar's hand and soaked the plain clothes, firmly blocking the woman's body, and resolutely went to the death in the face of a battle with no chance of winning, he was not afraid of death, but he couldn't die with her, "We can't escape." ”
The woman took the scholar's arm and said with a little sadness, the scholar didn't speak because this is the reality, he is not strong enough to protect his wife, he can't protect their home.
"But even if we die, we have to die together, and no one can separate us, are you willing?"
The woman asked the scholar, her husband, when he saw him, he was gentle and calm, and he was deeply attracted to the woman, he was not just a scholar who could read.
In winter, they came here together to step on the snow and look for plums, and in the summer, they sat together under the trees to enjoy the coolness, the more they recalled, the more reluctant they were, and they were happy with him on the poor and falling on the yellow spring.
"I am willing, I am willing to marry you for the rest of my life." The man replied happily, with a smile that could not be concealed from the corners of his mouth.
"Well, life and life will never be separated, and this plum tree is a witness."
The woman took the scholar's sword with her left hand, her right hand was tightly held on the sword and moved down a little, the bright red blood stained on the white blade so dazzling, the woman's right hand was full of blood, and she put her hand on the tree and stroked the trunk as if to tell.
made a promise for life and life and then both killed themselves under the tree, no resentment and no sorrow, if there should be a little regret, can not grow old together.
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"Sounds like a sad story." Yuan Yu sighed with emotion,
"I will only tell sad stories." Wanyue smiled reluctantly, I don't know why, what she writes and what she likes to see is a tragedy, tearing up beautiful things and showing them to others,
"Nothing in this world is perfect, whether it is a person, a thing, anything, you should not be too indulged in sadness, too indecisive, and compassionate."
Wanyue laughed to herself.
Sometimes she wonders to herself, who is she? Where to go?
A lifetime of wandering, born like duckweed.
If there is an afterlife, I wish to be an ordinary normal person, and the person I love will grow old, without shock, and I will be happy for a lifetime.
Until I met him, and finally gave him a man of relief, but soon she regretted it, freedom, he wanted to bind me, deprive me of my freedom, and I don't know how long it took, day after day in the hospital bed, year after year,
The feelings were also worn down by the peaceful years.
He is good at hiding everything about himself and is deceived by his suave appearance, but the only time I see him emotional is at the last moment of his life, and he no longer hides his true face, which is good.
It feels like my whole life is ridiculous.
The only thing I cherish most is the first meeting with him, and the last few years,
Her regrets, her concerns, had long since been drained from her fingers in the darkness of that night, and stayed forever on that day, when the man fed her the deadly poison, and she no longer felt pain, and at that moment,
She decided not to hate anyone anymore, no longer to complain about God, and it was also wonderful that she would just disappear with the wind.
She once fell in love with one very thoroughly, very thoroughly and thoroughly, and did not hesitate to abandon everything, even if she was the enemy of everyone, she was not afraid,
Love, do your best. Then, in exchange for the now vague memory.
Even if it's so unforgettable, I can't remember it clearly, so now she is already red and dusty, and she won't like anyone anymore, this kind of thing is enough once in a lifetime,
If you experience too much, you will be physically and mentally exhausted~
Now, since she has survived and become Gao Wanyue, she will no longer live in a nest, and those who have hurt her must pay the due price.
To do this, she will do whatever it takes!
The person who pushed her into the water is like this, and Pei Concubine is even more so, her fiery red roses are delicate and delicate, and she is also full of thorns,
"My life and death, my going and staying should be up to me!" The look in her eyes became extremely firm, she made her own decisions, that is, she had to fight hard.
All things are ready for me!
She can't change the world, she can only change herself, it's impractical for everything to exist for me, she wants to use all the resources and everything around her to create a place suitable for her own life.
"Actually, I don't belong here, I don't know how I got here, I've already died once, so there's nothing to be afraid of, I don't know how long I'll stay here, I just know, I know that I'm still alive, and I have to live well."
She doesn't belong to this era, she has a history of unpredictable prophets, and I must change everything when it's about to become a foregone conclusion, regardless of success or failure, just follow my heart!
"And what about those who have hurt you?" Yuan Yu looked at Wanyue with interest, she should have forgotten something, what she said was incoherent, even incoherent, she was a little curious, even interesting.
"There will be a price!"
Seeing the perseverance in her eyes, you can rest assured that she has found her truest self, this is what it should be, bloody, not only men should have, women should also have!
Her fall into the water was not accidental, but man-made, he stirred up the chaos of the Northern Qi harem and then disappeared without a trace, it should be a person familiar with the environment as a response.
Therefore, we must first catch the pawn, and then find out the people behind the scenes, and eradicate them together, so there is no worries about this kind of thing, just once, she doesn't want to guess people's hearts, and she doesn't want to force anyone to die, let alone die because she has innocent people~