Chapter VIII Interpretation
"Wow, this skirt is tailor-made for you, it suits you so well. Let your boyfriend see it, and he'll think you're pretty. ”
Gu Hui changed into a lilac knee-length skirt and came out of the locker room with a loveless face, and received strong praise from the clerk, but his heart was a little flustered because of the clerk's boyfriend.
She has short ear-length hair and a very cold temperament, so she has a special taste when she looks at it.
Wen Zhixia was sitting on the sofa, reading a magazine from the store. He didn't squint, as if nothing could disturb him.
Gu Hui glanced at him several times, knowing that his opinion was no longer important now, but he still couldn't help but panic because he had to take care of his thoughts next.
She suddenly remembered that she used to wear long clothes and trousers like a tomboy. He rarely wears skirts and hardly dresses himself. Because of low self-esteem, and because I didn't want him to see the scars on her body.
Wen Zhixia went on a date with her and took her for a walk in the park after watching the movie. He looked at her seriously for a long time, and finally he said, "Hmm...... You've always been like this, but can you put a little effort into making me happy? ”
At that time, she was probably missing a tendon, but asked him blankly: "Why do you want to make you happy, are you unhappy?" ”
Wen Zhixia's helpless expression she still remembers clearly, and later he gave her a dress on her birthday. He was very happy when she changed into a dress and went out for her birthday that day.
Past?
Gu Hui smiled almost self-deprecatingly, wake up Gu Hui, all he cares about is his own feelings. Having never thought about what you want, you have already tasted the consequences, are you going to make the same mistake again?
When she lost her mind, Wen Zhixia had already walked to her side.
"You want to leave in this dress?"
“…… Both. ”
She turned sideways, avoiding his gaze.
Wen Zhixia glanced at her and walked straight to the direction of the counter.
"Wrap up the ones you tried before."
Gu Hui reacted for a moment before he understood what he meant. Hurriedly turned around and went to the counter to stop him: "No need, just this one on me." ”
Wen Zhixia still stubbornly handed the card to the clerk: "Don't worry about her, please help me wrap it." ”
He always does things like this, never willing to consult with her, and doesn't care about her opinions.
Gu Hui raised his eyes and glared at him: "You don't have to be like this, I don't want to hear the news that others in the company say that I blackmailed you tomorrow." Besides, don't you think those just a few pieces are not good-looking? Why do you have to wrap it up? ”
He smiled suspiciously: "I didn't expect you to have this level of appreciation." ”
Gu Hui was so choked by his words that she couldn't speak, even if she was like a tomboy in the past and didn't know how to dress up. At least not now, she's not.
Wen Zhixia suddenly raised his hand to hug her, but Gu Hui instinctively took two steps back and looked at him vigilantly.
"What are you doing?"
He raised the scissors in his hand: "You want to go out in this tag?" ”
Seeing that she had nothing to say, Wen Zhixia raised her hand again. Two arms wrapped around her shoulders, and in an almost half-embraced gesture, he reached for the tag behind her.
Gu Hui froze in the crook of his arm and didn't dare to move, for fear that he would touch him if he moved. There was a familiar mint aroma in his arms, and the temperature around him was as hot as lava, and Gu Hui inexplicably felt a little uncomfortable breathing.
He leaned too close, his breath hitting her forehead. Gu Hui lowered his head and stared at his toes, and as long as he moved slightly, he could kiss her forehead with his head down.
Seeing that she was stiff and didn't dare to move, the corners of Wen Zhixia's mouth rose slightly.
"Let's go, I'll send you back to the company." He naturally took the bag handed by the clerk and walked in front.
Gu Hui raised his hand and touched his somewhat hot face, despising himself fiercely in his heart, and he had no determination at all.
Gu Hui, what are you thinking? Do you still think you can be with him now? You're already dirty, so dirty that you hate yourself.
Thinking of this, the energy in her heart to torture her estrangement surged again. She lost her expression and raised her legs to follow.
He was in front, in the direction of the company's underground parking lot. Gu Hui paused before saying, "You don't have to send me back, I can take a taxi myself." ”
He slowed down: "Since I want to make amends to you, I should do one thing to the end." ”
In the end, he drove her back, and the car was full of his smell, and she was still the same as before, and she had no resistance to him. Gu Hui opened the window and let the wind outside the window blow in, feeling better.
Silence was blocked between the two people, and Gu Hui looked out the window without saying a word.
Wen Zhixia casually put on a song, only to hear a man's hoarse voice singing.
‘ Cause all of me
Loves all of you
All your perfect imperfections
Even winning all your edges
……’
Listening to this song, there is a faint sadness in it that cannot be dispersed.
She suddenly remembered that after being violated, she had depression and went abroad, and she had just adapted to the days when there was no Wen Zhixia in her life.
She almost thought of him going crazy, no matter what she did, when she was eating, when she was sleeping, when she was in a daze, when she was listening to a song. She always thinks of him at any time. Gu Hui thought, if it wasn't for having such a person in her heart at that time, maybe she wouldn't be able to hold on to now.
I don't know how long it has been on, and I don't know how many traffic lights have passed. It wasn't until Wen Zhixia stopped the car and called her after looking at her for a long time that Gu Hui realized that he was in a daze.
"I've arrived?" She glanced out the car window, and the new company logo came into view. "Thank you for sending me back, and thank you for your clothes, I'll go back first."
She reached out to open the car door and go down, but found that the door was locked and could not be opened at all.
Gu Hui turned around with difficulty and reminded him: "I'm sorry, you forgot to open the door." ”
Wen Zhixia was silent for a moment and said, "You really plan to just get out of the car and leave, without even saying a word to me?" ”
His eyes were too hot, and the aggressiveness in those eyes was too strong, Gu Hui subconsciously dodged.
After a moment, she raised her eyes and smiled, "What do you want me to say?" ”
This answer successfully angered Wen Zhixia, and he stared at Gu Hui deadly. As if to see her through, Gu Hui reached out to open the car door again, but it was still in vain.
Wen Zhixia tried very hard to calm down and calm down. Even if she is unwilling to face it, and some things are silly to ask, he still has to ask clearly, since he does not plan to give up, he must take the initiative to seek opportunities.
"In the past, if you think I don't value you and ignore your feelings, you can just say it. I know you too well that this little thing won't make you run away. Actually, you don't say goodbye, and I have accepted it, the point is that you are going to reappear in my life now, so you have to give me an explanation, this is what you owe me. ”