Chapter 133: Ignoring the World (1)
"Long time no see."
Mu Shi'an smiled at her and came slowly, as if everything had not happened for so many years, she had been there from beginning to end, and everything in this world was just a dream.
Wang Qingyi, who was kneeling on the ground, trembled all over because of these words, and his eyes were misty.
Crying silently, that appearance was imprinted in Mu Shi'an's mind, the tip of her nose was sour, she slowly walked to Wang Qingyi, then squatted down, stretched out her hand on her shoulder, and smiled softly: "Qingyi, long time no see." ”
She remembered that for countless days and nights, her joys, sorrows, and sorrows were all experienced with the woman in front of her who was crying bitterly.
During the most difficult time, if it weren't for Wangqingyi, she would have given up a long time ago, and countless times when she was desperate, she spent it with Wangqingyi.
Those despairs and unwillingness, all because of the hope of lightness, will not be so strong.
Just one sentence back then made her watch the sky and water for a whole thousand years.
Thinking of this, Mu Shi'an's eyes were moist, and the hands on her shoulders trembled slightly.
Hyunhua stood not far away, quietly looking at the aura emanating from Mu Shi'an's body, feeling her despair, and her heart was like a pinprick and a tingling pain.
Just thinking about it was already sad to this point, at that time, how desperate she should have been!
The hands placed at his side, clenched tightly into fists, a person who has always been calm and calm, can no longer calm down when he sees the silent sorrow of the person he loves the most.
It lasted like this for a long time, and Wang Qingyi raised his head, his eyes were red, but he trembled slightly and pulled out a smile, and his voice was hoarse: "Subordinate, live up to your mission." ”
Since her fall, she has been guarding the sky and water, and has never left for a moment, even if she learns that the Immortal Monarch is not really wiped out, she is still guarding here, waiting for her to return.
One word......
Mu Shi'an couldn't hold back anymore just because of such a sentence, hugged Wang Qingyi, and cried bitterly.
In that year, the emotions that were suppressed by her couldn't help it anymore at this moment.
Luo Xiran and Nansi on the side had red eyes, and they couldn't help but turn their heads and gently wipe away the tears from the corners of their eyes.
"How can Xianjun cry, being looked at, it should be said that you are not responsible." Wangqingyi smiled, his voice still hoarse.
Mu Shi'an stretched out his hand, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then let go of the hand holding Wang Qingyi, and smiled lightly: "I am no longer an immortal monarch, and I don't need to be responsible." ”
At that time, if you could understand this, you would not have died a tragic death.
She laughed, and a bitter voice reached the ears of several people.
"Since I was born, my existence has made the people of the fairy world dissatisfied, even if it is countless reincarnations, it can't erase that I am a member of the other side of the clan, and the lives of so many people up and down the other side of the clan, Granny Suo said, don't take these things to heart. Now I understand that this matter has never been that I don't take it to heart, but that the fairy world is ruthless, heh......"
Speaking of this, she got up and looked at Hyunhwa not far away, her eyes moistened again.
"It also involved him......"
If it weren't for himself, the god named Beihan would not have been corrupted by ten thousand ghosts, and the disciple named Yutai would not have been sacrificed to the netherworld......
Everything is because of her.
Sensing Mu Shi'an's gaze, Hyunhua couldn't help frowning and interrupted her, "You have never affected anyone. ”
Whether it is Beihan or Shantai, they are all voluntary, all this, even if the ending is not as good as imagined, but he has never regretted it.
The tip of his sour nose made Mu Shi'an look a little sad when he stared at Hyunhua, and when he heard his words, Mu Shi'an smiled lightly.
That's why she feels guilty.
It is clear that all these things are caused by her, but the people around her have never blamed her.
All of these things had been remembered since she woke up, and at the same time, many things that she hadn't seen at the time had been magnified at this time.
A lot of things are a mystery of the authorities, and after stepping out of that framework, you will see things much more thoroughly.
Originally, she woke up and was about to leave Wangtian Shuiya, but she found that the seal here was strengthened, and now she had to use more than half of her spiritual power to suppress her anger, and she couldn't break the seal at all.
Because she remembered everything, the jade on her body was shattered, and when she didn't wake up, Hyun Hwa was guarding it with spiritual power, and after she woke up, she did it herself.
Knowing the power of this anger, she didn't dare to relax in any way, so she stayed at the end of the sky.
When Mu Shi'an woke up, everything recovered, and overnight, it became the appearance of a hundred flowers blooming in the past.
On this day, Mu Shi'an couldn't be found, Hyunhua walked almost the entire Wangtian River, and finally saw Mu Shi'an on the edge of the world.
She sat on the edge of the cliff, her expression uncertain, and she was in a trance.
Just over there, a tombstone stood there, and when he saw the words on it, Hyunhwa was shocked in his heart.
North Yuwu
These three words are not unfamiliar to him, and from Luo Xiran's mouth, he already knows how Mu Shi'an survived back then.
One life for another.
Bei Yuwu used his life in exchange for today's Mu Shi'an.
In the chaos of that year, they were cautious and walked on thin ice, and no one could help them, so they had to come by themselves.
"At that time, only by replacing the immortal monarch with one person could it be possible to protect the immortal monarch, and that person was Yuwu."
When Luo Xiran said these words, the corners of his mouth were bitter.
Retracting his thoughts, he looked at Mu Shi'an, who was sitting there, and only stepped forward for a long time.
"Shi'an ......"
"You're here."
The voice was hoarse, Mu Shi'an was not surprised at all Hyun Hua came to her, she turned her head, her eyes were a little red, but there was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.
"I'm coming."
"This is where I fell a thousand years ago." Gently speaking, Mu Shi'an reached out and took Hyunhua's hand and asked him to sit beside him.
Hyun Hyunhwa, who was held by her, was stunned for a moment, then sat down, held her hand back, and a trace of pain crossed her eyes.
Speechless for a moment.
Mu Shi'an smiled lightly, stretched out his hand and put it on his forehead, smoothed the brows there little by little, and then said softly: "It's over, don't frown." ”
Once upon a time, she washed her face with tears here, and the only one who always let her hold on was Hyunhwa.
I haven't understood why she has such a deep obsession with Hyunhwa, since the first meeting, it was doomed, and she will never forget it.
Everyone was surprised, why would a proud immortal monarch in the dignified immortal realm fall in love with a Hades Venerable who had only met once, and there was no one else in his eyes so far.
Now I understand.
Everything is predestined, engraved into the bone marrow, even if there is no memory of reincarnation, it cannot be changed.
"Okay." Hyunhua nodded, forcibly suppressed the bitterness in his heart, smiled at Mu Shi'an, and held her hand tightly, unwilling to let go.
Ten fingers clasped tightly, never abandoned.
Leaning on his shoulder, where Hyunhwa couldn't see, Mu Shi'an wept silently, his voice was as hoarse as ever, and it was impossible to hear anything unusual.
"I'm sorry ......"
His heart clenched tightly, Hyunhwa sighed silently, between them, it should never be these three words, never.
"Promise your first Chang'an, I broke my promise, even if I want to say I'm sorry, it should be me."
Never wanted this sentence, but now, they just want to live well.
Mu Shi'an smiled, she hugged Hyunhua tightly, what flashed in her mind was what she said back then, at that time, she was called the princess of the demon world, and Hyunhua was still the Tai, the agreement between them.
Shi'an, Hyunhwa.
"Why are you called Hyunhua Tae?"
Mu Shi'an hid the tears in his eyes and pretended to ask briskly.
Stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect to be asked like this, Hyunhua smiled at the corner of his mouth, "Didn't you say it back then?" ”
With tears in his eyes in an instant, Mu Shi'an forcibly suppressed his emotions and wanted to cry, and turned his head, "Hyun Hua, if I become someone you don't know in the future, will you kill me?" ”
The anger in her body can only be suppressed temporarily, she doesn't know at all, whether it will be when, she can't suppress it, and when the time comes, it will not be something she can control.
Thinking of this, she sighed.
This kind of thing will have to be faced sooner or later.
"No, it won't." Hyunhwa smiled lightly, "I myself am a heinous person, why am I afraid?" ”
He was clear about Mu Shi'an's worries, and it was precisely because of this that he needed to let Mu Shi'an understand all his thoughts, and he didn't want to become an obstacle between the two because of some unwarranted things.
From the moment he remembered the matter, he had already decided, all the things in this world, he had done well enough in the first three lives, but no one had been gentle with them all the time, so why should he hurt himself again to fulfill those who had bad intentions.
"The anger in my body is uncontrollable, and maybe even I don't know if I'm going to become a person I don't know when I'm going to be." Mu Shi'an's expression was complicated.
The anger in the Netherworld, even if it was Shantai, could not be successfully resolved, she ......
"It's okay, if you really can't remember, I'll keep whispering in your ear until you remember."
"What if I can't remember it all the time?"
"Then I'll always be there for you."
poofed and laughed, Mu Shi'an, who was still very sad, suddenly felt funny because of Hyunhua's words.
Looking up and staring at him with a wicked smile, Mu Shi'an spoke: "Hyunhua, when did you become so good at talking?" ”
It wasn't like that back then, she was always talking about it, but now it's just a while since I saw it, why is it so nice to talk now.
Sighing, a trace of pain flashed in Hyunhua's eyes, and said with a light smile: "In the past few years, I can't live with you, the dignified and immortal, I can't even protect a woman, these five realms, there is a hand that has been fueling the troubles, and that Qingxuzi is a chess piece, if you don't think of everything, I'm afraid that you and I will be in the dark, Shi'an, from beginning to end, all my thoughts are only one, I wish you well, a lifetime of Chang'an." ”