Chapter 334: Enlightenment

"Your father was visibly happy all those days, even in the court, and his brows fluttered. I knew that there would be no one else in the world but you to make him so excited.

When I asked him, he was embarrassed to tell me that you had taken the initiative to go home, and that he had called out to his father, which made him cry in an instant, and he couldn't help himself.

Even if you went back to beg him to help you for the sake of this little girl, with a purpose, he was very happy, and spared no effort to pull down his face for the first time to beg me for the holy decree of retrial. ”

Leng Nanxian felt guilty, lowered his head, and remained silent.

"You don't blame him anymore, but you still don't understand him, don't you?"

Leng Nanxian gritted his teeth gently: "No." ”

"You can't fool me, Nanxian." The Emperor said meaningfully, "Although I have not met you many times and have rarely talked deeply, I know all about you. Because, I've always been ashamed of you! ”

Leng Nanxian raised his face in shock: "Your Majesty, this ......"

The Emperor smiled slightly: "If you feel resentful of your father for abandoning his family and business, ignoring you and your mother; complained that your father ignored the Leng family's business, which made your mother sick and sick; complain that your father couldn't go to Jiangnan to meet your mother and son when your mother was seriously ill; Resent that your father did not do his duty as a father. Then, transfer all these grievances to me.

Because, it was useless for me back then, and after I ascended the throne, it coincided with years of war, the treasury was empty, and the people were struggling to make a living. And many princes and small border states are eyeing each other in vain attempts to replace them. Above the court, traitors are in charge, smoky and precarious.

Thanks to your father and the Marquis of Dingguo, one article and one martial arts, and the stability of the country, the situation can be gradually reversed, so that the people of Chang'an are becoming more and more stable.

It's not that your father was greedy for power and pursued wealth and nobility, but at that time, I couldn't do without your father, and the people of Chang'an couldn't do without your father.

Giving up a small family and taking care of everyone, your father is ashamed of you and your mother for the sake of me and the people of Chang'an. If you are resentful, you will be resentful! ”

The emperor's words were sincere, his true feelings were revealed, and he was sonorous.

Leng Nanxian struggled repeatedly in his heart, contradictory, and didn't know how to speak.

The emperor replied meaningfully: "Your father is also a teacher and a friend, and he is also a father and son, and I respect him as a father, and I naturally regard you as my own brother in my heart, so I have such heartfelt words today."

Your mother is your father's lifelong regret, and he is ashamed of you, so he is a little timid in front of you, and never dares to say this. And I am also ashamed of you, so I will not force you to make a choice.

I have come today to let you know my determination to seek talent, and secondly, I hope that you can truly understand and forgive your father from the bottom of your heart, and go to see him more and talk to him. ”

Leng Nanxian was silent for a long time before he said respectfully: "Yes, Your Majesty." ”

The Emperor frowned slightly: "I want you to accept your father from the bottom of your heart, not to follow my orders. ”

Leng Nanxian repeated again: "I have accepted him. ”

"You are so tolerant of everyone and treat all people in this world with kindness, why do you have to be so cruel to your relatives?"

The emperor asked in a cold voice: "I can see your far-fetchedness!" ”

Leng Nanxian got up and fluffed the hem of his clothes, knelt on the ground, pursed his thin lips, and said nothing.

The emperor finally couldn't hold back his anger and stood up: "Your mother died, do you think you are the only one who is sad?" You think your father is really ruthless, don't you? Do you know why your master's ghost doctor healed your mother? Why did you take you as an apprentice? That's what your father begged for! The ghost doctor saw that your father was loyal to the country and worked hard for the country and the people, so he worked tirelessly and traveled thousands of miles to Jiangnan!

Your mother died, and your father climbed the Nanshan Temple, and stood all night in the cold wind on the top of the mountain facing Jiangnan in the cold and snowy weather. Overnight, the snow fell all over the body, and by the time the snow melted, it was already gray hair.

You are in pain of losing your mother, and when you one day, you have a loved one in your heart, and you will understand that the pain of tearing your heart and lungs and breaking your intestines is unbearable. ”

Leng Nanxian's body trembled slightly, as if he was shaking, and clenched his fists tightly.

After all, the emperor was helpless, and sighed deeply: "That's all I say today, you can do it yourself." ”

After saying that, he went straight around Leng Nanxian and walked away angrily.

Leng Nanxian has been kneeling on the cold ground, hanging his head, like a clay sculpture.

An Sheng and Sister-in-law Feng saw that the emperor was gone from a distance, and Sister-in-law Feng pushed An Sheng and Nunu in the direction of Leng Nanxian.

An Sheng hesitated slightly, gently walked behind Leng Nanxian, and stretched out his hand.

"Master."

Leng Nanxian's body was trembling slightly, and it was the first time An Sheng had seen him lose his temper like this.

"Master." An Sheng was timid again, and screamed in a low and glutinous voice.

Leng Nanxian slowly raised his face at this time, his face was extremely unsightly, and his eyes were red.

She didn't know why the emperor came to find her master? What did he say to Master that made him so sad and angry?

She plucked up the courage to ask, "Master, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Ansheng, if Master one day betrays his promise to you and leaves you in order to pursue his ideals, he will not care about you from now on, even if Yin and Yang are separated, they will not be able to see each other. Can you still forgive Master? ”

An Sheng stared at a pair of wonderful eyes, looking at Leng Nanxian intently.

Leng Nanxian frowned expectantly.

An Sheng shook his head solemnly: "Master, you have never made any promises to An Sheng?" ”

Leng Nanxian, who was struggling with contradictions and was so sad that he couldn't help himself, suddenly suffocated his heart, and felt that a mouthful of hot blood almost spurted out.

Is this apprentice really stupid?

He gritted his teeth and took a deep breath, got up from the ground, turned and left.

The hand was timidly grabbed by An Sheng from behind.

The little hands were warm, wet, and soft like a ball of cotton.

"Master wants to do whatever he wants, just go, as long as you are happy, Ansheng is as happy."

Leng Nanxian turned around in astonishment: "Why? A man, first of all, must be true to his word and keep his promises. He has a wife and children, and he has to assume his responsibilities as a man. Instead of selfishly trying to show your own ambitions and ambitions! Abandon his wife and children, put all the burden on his wife and children, and make his wife sick! Depressed to the end! What is there to forgive such a selfish man? ”

"Because I like it!" An Sheng said without thinking.

"Like?"

An Sheng already understood that Leng Nanxian was just making an analogy, and he vaguely understood who the man he was talking about was.

She tilted her head, took it for granted, and said concisely: "In this world, there is nothing that love cannot tolerate." Even if you look like you have no salt, even if you commit a great crime, even if you have a thousand, ten thousand, the reasons that make you hate it to the bone, as long as you like it in your heart, it doesn't matter.

Therefore, parents can tolerate the faults of their children, wives can tolerate the betrayal of their husbands, friends can tolerate the harm of each other, and you, Master, can tolerate Ansheng's stupidity. Master, did you say? ”

Leng Nanxian's hand trembled slightly, like ripples in the rain, strings under his fingertips.

"If it were you, wouldn't you really be resentful?"

An Sheng smiled and bit his lower lip gently: "I don't care if someone I don't like is like this to me; And I can forgive the person I like if he does this to me. ”

Leng Nanxian raised his hand and slowly stroked the top of An Sheng's head, letting out a long sigh of relief.

"An Sheng, is Master the person you care about? Or someone who deserves your forgiveness? ”

An Sheng smiled playfully: "Then An Sheng is the person that the master cares about?" Or someone worthy of forgiveness? ”

Leng Nanxian's face turned red, and he turned his face very uncomfortably: "Actually, Master, I ......"

"How?"

An Sheng raised his face and looked at Leng Nanxian with anticipation.

Leng Nanxian coughed lightly: "Master, I have something to go back to my house today, I want to leave early, you should go back early." ”

Sister-in-law Feng, who was eavesdropping with her ear on the side, angrily threw all the beans in her hand into the dustpan, and moved them back to the kitchen.

Hate iron does not make steel!

An Sheng didn't want to go back so early, and when he saw the faces of Xue and Xia Ziwu, his heart twitched a little.

She asked Uncle Wang to slow down and walk slowly along the downtown to see if there were any rare things.

The streets are full of traffic, and the river is endless, and it is very lively.

It seems that with the arrival of spring, not only is everything coming back to life, but even the streets are bustling with activity.

In winter, when I go home at dusk, there are few pedestrians on the street, and the vendors on both sides of the street are also holding their sleeves and shrinking their necks, too lazy to shout twice. Even the beggar didn't know where to hide, and his ears were full of whistling wind, with whimpering. The carriage was also almost unimpeded.

And now, women, children, all come out of their homes, even if they don't buy anything, and walk the streets. The old people slipped through the wall, smiling with their toothless mouths open.

The curtain of the car is raised, and all the states of life are displayed in front of you.

The carriage slowly stopped, and many people gathered at the door of the fat powder shop in front of it.

Ansheng likes to watch the excitement, just like every layman.

"But there's a juggler or a singer up there?" She asked Uncle Wang curiously.

Uncle Wang shook his head: "It seems that someone has started a fight." ”

An Sheng leaned out most of his body.

In the crowd, some people are scolding each other with extremely unbearable words.

"You fox who rides a thousand people, shameless*! Dare to seduce his own master! And let him buy you flowers to wear, and you don't pee to see what virtues you have? Do you deserve it too? Mother, I must have stripped off your clothes today, scratched your face, and let everyone smell the smell of your body! ”

"You're not sassy, you're tall, you're the eldest lady, so why did you take the initiative to get into my master's arms and strip naked to show a group of men? If it weren't for the pity of my master who couldn't marry you in the future, he wouldn't have agreed to marry you. ”

As soon as An Sheng heard the scolding, he immediately became happy and jumped off the carriage quickly.

Watching Xia Ziwu fight, that is a great joy in life!