Chapter 17: Essay "Seventeen"
When I got home at night, I didn't want to sleep, I sat in front of the computer in a daze, banged on the keyboard, drank a lot of wine outside at night, I felt that I hadn't written for a long time, don't be a taste, I couldn't help sitting in front of the computer, so I knocked on the keyboard and began to talk incoherently.
I remember that two weeks ago in the new No. 1 Middle School to participate in the education informatization promotion meeting, after lunch met the original students, I can't help but sigh that the time is really a flash, officially participate in the work of the first junior high school graduating class in a blink of an eye is the third year of high school, about to enter the university in half a year, I really don't know how to say good!
Because sometimes I hate myself who is unwilling to be mediocre but doesn't work hard, feels that I am not good enough, and envy others to shine.
In fact, most people are ordinary, but you don't see the efforts of others. Don't be frustrated, don't panic, be a snail that climbs hard or a stupid bird that insists on flying, we try to grow up, stumble along the way, and then get bruised all over our bodies.
Hold on, and one day, you will stand in the brightest place and live as you once desired.
Over the years, a person has practiced and become accustomed to being a person, and finally, when I think of the various experiences that have occurred on the road to growth, I realize that I am constantly maturing.
Crying is hearty, laughing is free, playing is open-minded, love is incisive, once has been yearning for this kind of life, to be a simple person, to see the complexity of the world but not to leave traces in the heart, but more and more to find that their character and personality have not been completely consumed, many times there is still a lot of reluctance and a lot of unaccustomed.
It seems that it is time to sort out the mood, forget those unpleasant past events, listen to music when you have time, look at the scenery, say what you can say, do what you can do, take the path you should go, meet the people you want to meet, and go to the place where you feel solid in your heart.
Time is walking, getting older, knowing more, seeing more, and being happy will become less and less, I have to admit that time has changed a lot, just like the lyrics say: "The years are like a ruthless knife, changing our appearance." "In this world, no one is anyone's forever, sing a song of wind and snow, chant a song of the years and quiet good, fireworks, passing years, red dust, vicissitudes, shallow encounters, faint forgetting.
Persistence, destined to be lonely and hesitant, questioning and ridiculing, it doesn't hurt, in fact, a life is not long, since you come, you have to live beautifully.