Chapter 38: The One I Love

Murong Jian could hear that his daughter now had no feelings at all when she mentioned today's Son of Heaven, and even a little bit of longing and liking from her childhood seemed to have been consumed by this cold palace career.

"Xiaoxiao, what you think like this now makes my father shocked and frightened, both happy and worried." Murong Jian shook his head slowly, his eyes full of worry.

"Do you know that you are now the master of the harem, the queen of the world, you can't do these words, you can't say them, but if a word reaches the emperor's ears, this crime can be big or small."

"Father, so I'm only revealing what I'm thinking in front of the three of you. Because you are my family, I don't need to worry about being scared like in the harem, and I don't have to be afraid of someone who keeps stabbing you behind your back, making your wounds bloody but not knowing what the hell is the way. Murong Xiaoxiao smiled softly, her beautiful eyes looked forward to it, but there was no worry in her eyes.

"The reason why the emperor treats me well from time to time and bad from time to time is that I can always feel that he is looking for something in me, at least, I am still valuable, so for a while, he should not give up such a good chess piece as me, but, after the Dragon Palace ceremony, I don't want to be inexplicably cut off by a life, not to mention ......"

When Murong Xiaoxiao originally wanted to say that she was going to ruin the lives of her family and her father and brother, she hurriedly stopped her mouth.

This kind of thing cannot be said and must not be said.

"How?" Murong Jian asked.

"In the days of the cold palace, I kept having nightmares, dreaming that my father and brother were implicated because of me, and the entire Murong Mansion was ...... Destroyed. When Murong Xiaoxiao said this, she couldn't help but think of the tragedy of the previous life and the previous life of the Murong family.

Thinking of this, her eyes were red, and she couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Xiaoxiao, dreams are all the opposite." Murong Boxuan took the initiative to speak to comfort.

"No!" Murong Xiaoxiao shook her head, "Do you know what the emperor's biggest appeal was when he let me out of the cold palace?" ”

After listening to Murong Xiaoxiao's story, everyone present was silent.

The emperor's jealousy of the Murong family, as well as the deliberate actions of the forces that sow discord after Murong Xiaoxiao entered the cold palace, have all become a thorn in the emperor's heart.

In other words, in the eyes of the emperor, the Murong family is a general's mansion that is likely to plague the imperial power and the imperial court from time to time.

Once the emperor has suspicions, these generals who hold military power will either retire early or have no good end.

"Today, the reason why the emperor asked me to go back to my hometown is that I also want to see if the general's mansion and I are still like a family? The reason why I deliberately showed this sense of alienation in front of people was to give the emperor a signal that the possibility of rumors and troubles, thinking that my father and brother would be dissatisfied with the royal family because I was beaten into the cold palace, and might even rebel, is simply untenable. ”

Murong Xiaoxiao took a deep breath when she said this, and her eyes were dyed with a bit of sadness.

"I don't care about the emperor anymore, but I care about whether my father, my brother, and the people I cherish Murong Xiaoxiao can have a safe and smooth life, and whether they can not be implicated and affected because of me."

Speaking of this, Murong Xiaoxiao once again touched the memories of the two lives, and under the emotion, tears fell down her eyes.