"Where are you going?"

"It's good anywhere, I can't find our place when I go to Lu Shijing."

"Xiao An, I thought you understood what I said. The matter between us has nothing to do with Lu Shijing. I don't know if it's Xia Ying's illusion, she feels that from Xiao An's title, it is clear that Xiao An's attitude towards Lu Shijing is different from what it used to be, it is different.

Of course, he must have a problem in his heart, maybe his heart is very painful, but he hides his emotions and loss.

She is understandable and should be understood.

"It doesn't matter, we would have been fine, everything would have been fine, if it weren't for him......" Xiao An paused, his eyes dark.

"Okay, I'm not going to argue with you about that."

Xia Ying thought about it more realistically, and calmly stated a fact: "Where do you think we can go?" Haishi and even the country are your second brother's sphere of influence, where can we go. Take 10,000 steps back and say, even if we go abroad, he wants to find us, it's easy, we can't avoid it at all, we can't hide from it. ”

Lu Xiaoan's emotions suddenly became excited, and she stared at her with big eyes, "Are you in love with my second brother?" You're pregnant with his child, so you want to marry him and you'll be able to form a happy family of three? ”

"No, I don't." Xia Ying shook her head in denial.

"Why don't you admit that you like him! I've known you for so many years, you agreed to my proposal, I don't even mind that you have children, why don't you give me a chance? Lu Xiaoan became more and more excited, his pupils gradually dilated, and his eyes were red.

Xia Ying was forced to the sofa, and in the face of his questioning, she felt helpless and sad.

She didn't know how to explain it, and seeing that the birth was imminent, she didn't want to run around.

"I have an agreement with your second brother that after the child is born, I will leave. All he wants is my child. ”

"Really?" Lu Xiaoan asked: "So you want me to wait for you to give birth to the child?" ”

He suddenly smiled, this smile was more ugly than crying, and there was no happiness in the slightest.

"Xiao An, I'm sorry, I failed you. You deserve a better girl, I'm so dirty and I don't deserve you. I won't be with your second brother, I don't like him, and he doesn't like me. ”

Xiao An said to himself: "Are you sure that after the child is born, are you willing to leave?" ”

"Xiao An, what are you talking about, can you not be so naïve, you are sensible. It's not that I didn't escape, yes, it's that I'm sorry for you, it's already like this, there's no way. ”

"I'm willing to be the father of the child, can you give me another chance?"

"Xiao An, don't ......"

The conversation between the two people was like a dog eating meat and bones, not letting each other, and in the end there was no way, Xia Ying compromised.

Lu Xiaoan's appearance is really unbearable, the man doesn't flick when he has tears, he is in tears, even if he doesn't flow out, the appearance of the flowing is the most pitiful, much more pitiful than a woman.

"Sakura-chan, I want you to promise me one thing, okay?"

"What's the matter?"

"Never like my second brother."

"What?" Xia Ying was puzzled, and the other party was clearly afraid of landing Shijing.

In terms of age, Lu Xiaoan is younger than his second brother, and in terms of appearance, Lu Shijing has an eye disease, I don't know if he can be cured, and he must not be compared with Xiao'an.

Why should he be afraid of Lu Shijing?

It doesn't make sense.

All of Xiao An's words were full of weirdness.

Lu Xiaoan looked at her and asked word by word: "I promise not to force you to be with me, respect your intentions, I can also try to find other girls to fall in love, there is only one, you don't fall in love with my second brother, okay?" ”

It's not so much hope as a humble plea.

Xia Ying immediately caught the point of his words, yes, that's right, as long as he was willing to give up on himself. His own broken body and unclean soul is a defilement to be with him. The most important thing is that she subconsciously treats him as a younger brother, nothing else.

"Okay, I won't like your second brother, and I'll never be with him, okay?" She stretched out her hand and said it solemnly. There were inadvertent palpitations in my heart, what was going on? A sense of uncertainty and unease grows.

Lu Xiaoan's eyes flashed slightly: "Not enough." You swear. ”

That's a bit harsh.

"Okay, I swear."

"What if you disobey?" Lu Xiao'an paused, and said with a serious expression: "Then punish me Lu Xiao'an for not dying well." ”

As soon as he spoke, Xia Ying hurriedly covered his mouth, "Don't talk nonsense. ”

"I'm serious. Anyone can do it, but it can never be my second brother. I believe that your children, it was an accident, and you did not do it voluntarily. ”

Lu Xiaoan's eyes had a demagogic power, as if they would suck her in at any time.

The uneasiness in her heart was temporarily forgotten as the topic ended.

After a few more days, Lu Xiaoan prepared a car, Xia Ying asked him where he was going, and he said that he would go to a place where she could raise her tire and give birth with peace of mind.

"Xiao An, why don't we leave Haishi."

She thought that Xiao An had given up some ideas, after all, in the last conversation, they had touched each other's bottom line and made a promise.

Lu Xiaoan turned his gaze and shot a little sharply.

At least Xia Ying seemed very aggressive, and he said, "You don't want to go? ”

"Didn't we say yes? Moreover, my due date is only a few days, and I don't want any accidents, the baby ...... is innocent. ”

"We said yes, it's not far away, it's also a nearby county, the obstetrics and gynecology department over there is particularly famous, you gave birth in the past, after giving birth, I will let people send the child to my second brother, do you say okay?" Xiao An spoke softly, and at first glance he was very understanding.

But when Xia Ying heard it, it was not the same thing at all, and she had a thin layer of goosebumps.

"I don't think it's very appropriate, the child just was born, and he left me, I want to wait for a while or a few months to wean before sending it to ......" Xia Ying squeaked.

Lu Xiaoan's eyes became a little gloomy, and the atmosphere suddenly dropped to freezing.

She never felt that Lu Xiaoan was so difficult to speak.

"I'm right, you must be reluctant to have children, if you stay with your children for a few more months, I am afraid that the relationship will be deeper, and it will be more difficult to separate at that time. Better a finger off than always aching. "There is a calmness and cruelty in his eyes that is different from usual.

Xia Ying was taken aback, and her face was dumbfounded: "Xiao An, are you serious?" ”

His lips moved: "No. ”

Xia Ying breathed a sigh of relief.

Lu Xiaoan had a hint of relief and a smile on his face, and the extremely cold atmosphere gradually collapsed: "I'm joking." I mean, you're the mother of the baby, and I'm not going to let you be separated. On the second brother's side, I'll say, doesn't he lack an heir, it doesn't have to be a baby. ”

It seemed that all of a sudden, Xia Ying turned into a smile and breathed a sigh of relief, "How do you know that I can't bear the baby." ”

"Because I know better than anyone what it's like to lose a mother's love. My second brother will never be a competent father, so the baby needs a responsible mother, and it is best for him to stay with his mother. ”

……

He was right, she was reluctant to give up the baby.

From the moment the baby's presence in the womb became impossible to ignore, she felt connected to herself, and she had promised so much before, but it was self-deception. She was reluctant to give her child away, she wasn't sure she could do it.

In a flash, the due date was approaching, and she was directly admitted to the ward of the county obstetrics and gynecology department mentioned by Lu Xiaoan to give birth.

I don't know where Xiao An heard it, but it is true that this obstetrics and gynecology department is good, the medical staff are dedicated to their duties, and the beds for delivery are almost full.

He was mysterious, and he didn't say anything when he asked him who was helping him.

Xiao An has become more mature and stable, and can handle many things, such as his studies and how to handle hospitalization. Except for the emotional, it's still not very rational.

They are commensurate with their outer sisters and brothers, saving a lot of embarrassment and strange eyes from others.

On the day of her due date, Xia Ying was very emotional. After waiting all day, the amniotic water did not break, she didn't feel anything, in the middle of the night, Lu Xiaoan stayed by her side, opened her eyes until dawn, and almost never slept. It's Xia Ying who is sleepy and sleepy, and she sleeps soundly.

The doctor said that the situation of not giving birth beyond the due date is also within the normal range, so observe for a few days and perform caesarean section surgery at any time.

Xia Ying is nervous, she really can't catch up with the changes, she is preparing for a smooth delivery, no, she still insists on walking more and taking a walk every day.

After walking around, I came back from the stairs, and passed the doctor's office, where a door was cracked, and Xiao An's voice came from inside.