74. Knee to the Chinese lamp

Wan Yue was stunned for a moment, she didn't think about this problem, she thought that it was enough for her to always go to see him, and she would leave immediately when she had something, leaving him a word, rarely patiently accompanying him, asking his opinion, asking him what he wanted to do, is this too much about me?

Will it be selfish?!

She threw down the teacup and got up and went home, she wanted to see him, immediately, immediately! A kind of guilt welled up in her heart, she really didn't think about his feelings, just thinking about looking at him in a glimpse and being a guest in his life, which was extremely irresponsible,

When she returned to the house, it was already dark, and she began to hold lamps and light candles everywhere, but it was unusually quiet, seeing her in a hurry, Wen Bo hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Young lady, are you in a hurry?" ā€

"Where is General An?" Wan Yue didn't change her hurried pace, and asked as she walked, Shui Qing followed closely behind her, not daring to take a step away.

"The young master is in the study." Wen Bo looked at her figure gradually moving away, and said softly, he grew up watching An Youju, his temper Wen Bo is the clearest, he holds everything in his heart and doesn't tell others, when he asks with concern, he always smiles and says it's okay,

Hiding everything deeply, he knew that the little young master was looking at things and thinking about people at this time, maybe he was thinking about his mother's unmasked lady, or maybe it was the deceased An Xiang, his heroic father.

"It's getting late, Wimber, you should rest early." Wan Yue said to Wember with a slight smile.

Wen Bo is mainly responsible for guarding the gate in the house, arranging to stand guard during the day, and playing the role of a husband at night, although no one deliberately gives him things, but he still maintains years of duty.

This old man is rumored to be following An Youju's father An Xiang, who was injured in the battle and retired so he still takes guarding Anfu as his wish, and Wanyue has a little respect every time he sees him.

An old woman in the distance teased Sun, looking at the scene in front of her, her brows tightened, and she shook her head at the woman in a hurry,

"Reckless, this is what came out of the palace!" Seeing that Wanyue is not as good as the first time, at that time she was the most favored eldest princess of the dynasty, and now that she has lost power, His Majesty has never summoned her, and the eldest princess has no name.

"Mother, don't be angry, my younger siblings are just young and undecided, and they will be fine in a few years." She was smiling at her mother-in-law, but her eyes were full of the son in her arms, and she was holding a little tiger to make fun of him.

Since the birth of this child, she has been firmly controlled by her mother-in-law, who is now the mistress of Anfu, this is the only bloodline of the son he gave birth to, and he wants to rely on this grandson to regain the emperor's grace and glory.

An Youju has not been born to her for so many years, the relationship is not cold, and the person who has no blood relationship has always been unreliable in her heart.

"In a few years? Now the house has been stirred up by her, and in a few years, I will have no whole Anfu. ā€

Her loud voice disturbed the sleeping child in her arms, and she was frightened and cried loudly, she lowered her eyes and looked at the child in her arms, and shook it, "An'er doesn't cry~ Don't cry, grandma is here, grandma is here." ā€

Her face was full of smiles again, this child and her son were carved out of the same mold, exactly the same, this is the hope of the rest of her life, all tied to this child, in the future he will definitely be promising, better than his son, no, even her husband!

Wan Yue trotted all the way to the study, did he wait for her to come, and she only slept next to him with her back to her, so at ease

Asleep, I don't know how complicated his mood is.

She stood outside the door and watched the study be dark, he shouldn't have rested, but it was dark inside, what would he do? In the past, Wanyue liked black very much, and the night was not accompanied, as if it could be black with it, and it was one with the dirty darkness,

"Shui Qing, you go back and rest first." Wan Yue knew that she was followed by Shui Qing, and she was going to talk to An Youju alone, so it was not suitable for her to be present.

"But the eldest princess, you..." Shui Qing hesitated, thinking that the concubine still needs someone to take care of, and she can't let the princess do things alone, even if she loses His Majesty's favor, she is still an unshakable royal princess!

"I don't need to be served." Wan Yue looked at this worried little girl, and felt that she was a little cute, next year she is so young but much more stable and sensible than Wan Yue, compared to her, Wan Yue is more like a child, she needs to be coaxed, why do she have her own temperament.

"But how can the eldest princess's daughter's body be so condescending!" Since An Youju was seriously injured, the eldest princess has been surrounded by the bed without untying her clothes, and she has not rested well, and she has to take care of Anfu and the princess's mansion, working day and night, and everyone has lost weight, but the people in this mansion still ignore it as if they didn't see it.

"The water is clear, don't say it anymore." She lowered her voice, with a stern tone in her words, she didn't like to hear this kind of words, she came here from a society where everyone was equal, and she knew that all beings were equal, no one was superior, and he was just the one she liked,

"The slave deserves to die, the slave deserves to die, the slave and the maid just feel that it is not worth it for the princess." Shui Qingzi knew that he had said the wrong thing, so he knelt on the ground, lying motionless on the ground, and asked for Wanyue's forgiveness.

"What do you little girl know, he's willing to die for me! How many people in this world can do it! Gao Wanyue squatted down, stretched out her hand and rubbed her head,

"The slave is also willing to die for the eldest princess!" Her words were a little heavy, and she was also willing to die for Gao Wanyue!

Wanyue laughed softly and helped her up, she knew Shui Qing's loyalty, so she always took her with her, not like a maidservant but more like her sister, she also saved trouble on weekdays, and didn't need others to serve her, because she was always running around.

"Stupid girl, I'm talking about the things before men and women, you're still young, you don't understand... When you find someone who truly loves you, don't worry about it. ā€

Her forehead slammed on the ground, leaving a red mark, Wanyue gently wiped the dust off her face, and rubbed her reddened forehead, "Love is equal, regardless of identity, status, family background, when you fall in love with someone, you are willing to die for that person, and you are willing to exchange your life for his life!" ā€

She finally mustered up the courage to go into the darkness, because someone was waiting for her!

The moment she pushed the door open, she was stunned, the moonlight shone into the dark and boundless room like silver, it was a mess, An Youju sat on the ground, the green silk scattered,

That's why he's alone in the study? --- He's throwing a tantrum?

He saw Gao Wanyue standing outside the door, surrounded by silver brilliance, like a fairy,

She didn't say anything, let alone ask or verbally blame, silently helped him up, let him sit on the bed beside him, and looked at the broken and messy surroundings.

An Youju looked at her with confusion in his eyes, "Who the hell are you?" ā€

"Why do you even ask that?" Wan Yue had a smile on the corner of her mouth, "Many people are asking me the same question. ā€

Gao Wanyue brought a candlestick from his mahogany desk and placed it

On the small boxy table on the bed, the small table was small and delicate, with a moderate height, and it matched the bed very well and was carved with a pear blossom pattern.

"Don't light it." An Youju hurriedly said, he seemed to be afraid, afraid of the light, which was the reason why he locked himself in this study,

"It doesn't matter, we only speak the truth before the light."

She was hesitating, she was hesitating, An Youju was doubting her identity, he might be an assassin who suspected where she was, a spy, and wondered if his sincerity was not human!

"Now I am standing in front of you, and you don't know who I am, I need to be described by the external performance of social status, for example, I am the sister of His Majesty today, the eldest princess of Leyang, Gao Yi, and the world has expectations for people in a specific position, such as me, the eldest princess of the world, should be gentle and virtuous, and the country and the city,

In a high position comes noble power and duty and a whole set of patterns of behavior, such as Your Majesty marrying me to you on the one hand to let you monitor my every move so that you can conclude who I really am, and on the other hand, he has used us to achieve the checks and balances of his king. ā€

"What about you? Would you like to tell me your story? Her eyes were full of anticipation, when he would be able to open his heart, not hold everything in his heart.

And when is he talking instead of listening!

"I—" his voice choked, his past more gloomy.

"To your experience! The more the merrier, I want to know you, not from your legends! ā€

There is a saying in Yecheng: The world is afraid of Yama, and Yama is afraid of General Megatron! In the previous battle, he defeated Rouran with 5,000 elites, and he seemed to have no mercy, Rouran was almost wiped out, and his heart seemed to be as cold as his appearance.

"I never saw my mother, my father was busy with official duties so he didn't see him for a long time, when I was five years old, I sat here and studied, and I found that it was all things I couldn't read, and I had to go to school every day to practice martial arts, and I would fall when I walked, and I remember living like this.

My father had high expectations for me, and I tried to do better, and finally when I was seventeen years old, I won the first battle and was canonized as a general, it was like the first time my father smiled at me, and it was the first time I drank alcohol when I was drunk at the celebration banquet, and after I got drunk, it was my father's smile.

I have been envious of my eldest brother since I was a child, he can cry loudly in her mother's arms when he is wronged, but I can't, my father said that no one can ever detect your joy and anger, so I have been indifferent to things, until my father and brother died, I found that I was the only one left in this world..."

Listening to his self-description, Wan Yue felt a little sad, what a lonely person he should be, even if he is invincible, no one can overcome loneliness.

Wan Yue walked over and hugged him, she didn't know how to comfort him, so she could only give him a warm hug, "No, you're not alone, you still have me!" ā€

A woman's tenderness is not a thousand obedience, but encouragement when her lover's will is depressed, and it is a companionship in ordinary days, and all she can do is to accompany her.

An Youju was slightly surprised, and also stretched out a hand to wrap his arm around her, this delicate person was also stubborn and stubborn, "Should I believe your words?" Sometimes he wondered if he was hindering her freedom, what she valued most.

Wanyue's face was tired, as if she was tired, and she asked, "Do you want to drink?" ā€