Part 31: The process of growing up

When the heart is moving, everything revives, everything rushes to joy, when the heart is sad, it disappears, and everything returns to sighing.

The impact of Li Renshu's incident on her is too great, and for the sake of the person she likes, she can completely become another person.

Originally wearing sportswear and sneakers, she was wearing exquisite makeup at the moment, casual and gentle long hair, a beautiful little suit, a sexy bare back, and walking on the street with thirteen centimeters of small stiletto heels, attracting countless boys to whistle at her, but her face was calm and arrogant.

This time, Sun Yingchen felt that Li Renshu, who had become beautiful in front of her, was particularly strange, so strange that she didn't understand her strength and so-called persistence, in fact, she didn't want her to be so strong, how old she was, but her heart was traumatized like a middle-aged woman.

"Yingchen, do you think I'm pretty?" Li Renshu's smiling flowers trembled.

"Beautiful." Sun Yingchen reached out to wipe away the tears on her face: "But are you happy?" ”

"I paid off the rent he owed, but he disappeared completely, as if the man had never existed." Li Renshu suddenly turned around and walked in front: "Yingchen, why do you say that my youth is still bitter except bitterness?" I want to taste a hint of sweetness in the bitterness, why is it so difficult? ”

Sun Yingchen didn't answer her, because this is growth, the growth of youth is accompanied by labor pains, even if you love each other deeply, but the other party only needs to give you an indifferent look as a hammer for you to spend your youth, and then let the youth that should be calm and waveless, leave wounds one after another.

"Let's go for a walk on the Bund." Li Renshu proposed.

"Okay."

If someone says you've ever seen the sun at four or five o'clock in the morning? You can say you've seen it, even earlier, but the night at twelve o'clock in the morning is no less than the hope of the early morning, because the dark CD tears everything.

The back beach at night is simply the opposite of the day, during the day it is like a child who has nothing to do, at the mercy of others, not squinting at the tourists standing on their backs, in addition to helplessness more or helpless, but at night it is different, it is more mature, like a girl waiting for love, quiet to make you feel distressed.

"Ying Chen, I'm going to give up, although this period is the same as a dream, but the stupid Li Renshu from before is dead, Ying Chen, do you know? Broken love doesn't die, but the heart dies. ”

Li Renshu faced the wind of the Bund and held back the tears that would flow inadvertently, Li Renshu was the earliest and fastest person who matured in Sun Yingchen's three years of college, if a person can grow up overnight, then she can also die overnight without warning.

Li Renshu reflected the middle finger of his left hand on the bright Oriental Pearl, and the light of the ring's fireflies would hide such a bright lighthouse.

"What about you? What do you think? I heard that you and Bai Siyuan are together, but it's strange, why can't you see the happy expression on your face? ”

Li Renshu's words made the originally calm heart tear open, and blood bulged out, and the pain was so painful that the body was incomplete.

"We should be considered quarrelling, although I think so, but, in Bai Siyuan's sense, we should have ended." Sun Yingchen looked at her, and there were no tears in his eyes: "I'm working all day now, you said that we are only in our third year, why did you taste the sadness of the world so early?" ”

"That's the price of growth."

Li Renshu looked at Sun Yingchen, she knew that no matter what she had experienced or what had happened, as long as she made a phone call, no matter what she was doing, she would come as soon as possible, and this kind of companionship was the only way to support her to laugh and cry.

Sun Yingchen called a taxi home that night, in the car, she always thought about what kind of boy could change Li Renshu, she never started, but gave Li Renshu all the hope of lovers, and then broke it all with her own hands, maybe he had a hard time, but she still hoped that they would have a normal start, and then life went on peacefully.

But years later, she wished she had never thought about it that way, after all, it was a pain she couldn't bear, and she didn't want to remember the past.

Early the next morning, Sun Yingchen came to the company with heavy dark circles and eye bags, and before he turned on the computer, he saw a large stack of financial data on the table.

Countless financial data and statements, as well as half a calendar in front of the computer, remind Sun Yingchen day by day that her love, which began inexplicably, ended without any explanation.

At this moment, a phone call disturbed Sun Yingchen, who had fallen into peace, and the familiar name that jumped on the screen was the person who kept her awake all day and night, and she couldn't figure it out.

"Hello? Where are you? Sun Yingchen asked on the phone, originally thought it would be Bai Siyuan's voice, but no, Tao Xinyu's voice was very penetrating: "Do you want to know?" Come to the seventeenth floor, and you'll know it. ”

Without waiting for Sun Yingchen to react, the phone was hung up.

This is the only rare time Bai Siyuan took the initiative to call her, the only time in a week when there was no news, but it came from Tao Xinyu's mouth, even if this relationship was over, she didn't want it to end so disgusting, turned around and ran out of the office, and met the financial director at the door, but she didn't have time to say hello, she just ran out.

"Sun Yingchen, what's wrong with her?" Finance Director Lina asked.

"I don't know, it's okay to come in the morning, I just saw her answer a phone call, and then the whole person is not very good." A colleague said.

"Isn't there something going on at home?"

The elevator slowly rose to the 17th floor, she knew that this was a place where high-level leaders gathered, why would Bai Siyuan appear here, she didn't know, but what she wanted to know was that Tao Xinyu finally became the final victor, and she showed off?

The elevator door opened, and the secretary of the president's office looked at the person who came up and asked politely, "May I ask who you are?" ”

That's right, how could an ordinary subordinate suddenly appear here, the reason why the secretary is so polite, it's just that the people who can come here are either rich or expensive.

"I'll look for it, Bai Siyuan." Sun Yingchen said his name calmly, and thought that the secretary would smile and tell her that there was no one named Bai Siyuan here, but the truth was the opposite, she gave her a VIP card and said, "You are here to participate in the meeting and discuss, the first conference room in it is." ”

Sun Yingchen didn't know how to take the VIP card in the mood of difference, and walked towards the conference room, there should be some relevant details discussed in the conference room, although she didn't go in, but she could hear the conversation inside, and through the transparent glass door, she could see the senior leaders sitting inside.

Bai Siyuan, who hadn't seen her for a week, sat next to the vice president position, and the vice president she had seen, the last time she was in school, she got out of the car and talked to her, the woman with outstanding temperament, Bai Siyuan's mother.