Chapter 189: Became the person he hated the most
Seeing that she didn't answer, Nianhua let go of her hand, picked up the letter on the table, and shook it in front of her eyes, "What is this?" You tell me. ”
Yu Sheng glanced at it hurriedly and whispered, "Letter." ”
"Letter? What letter and who wrote it? ”
"My cousin wrote it...... Confession Letter ......"
"Good, good." Nianhua walked out of his seat, stood in the aisle next to Yu Sheng, faced her, and said in a special calm tone: "Since she wrote it, why did you send it?" She doesn't have long legs? ”
Yu Sheng raised his head and glanced at him quickly, and then hurriedly lowered his head, like a child who had done something wrong, "She knows that I know you......"
"Really? Since you know me, don't you know that I never read these letters? Give it to me for free. ”
Nianhua grabbed the letter paper with both hands, and in front of Yu Sheng, he began to tear it, tearing one after another, until he tore the paper into shreds. Then he grabbed the pieces of paper, shook them together, and raised them casually, and the paper balls hit the trash can in the corner accurately.
Every time he tore the paper, Yu Sheng's eyelashes moved until it was over. After he threw the paper ball, she looked up, "Why are you...... To ......"
Before she finished speaking, she swallowed back her stomach, for no other reason, just because when she raised her head, Nianhua just lowered her head, and the distance between the two people was instantly closer, close enough to see themselves in each other's eyes, close enough to see every pore on each other's face, close to ...... You can feel the other person's breathing.
Yu Sheng's face turned red all of a sudden, her face was thin, it only took about two seconds to blush, and even the roots of her ears were pink.
Nianhua's eyes became a little obscure for a moment, and he stared at her intently.
Yu Sheng hurriedly lowered his head, just looking at the tips of his shoes, oh, and his.
After a while, she heard Nianhua's sigh, and then a warm hand covered the top of her head and rubbed her hair.
The coldness in his tone was gone, and only helplessness and ...... were left Pampering?
"Xiao Dried Fish, I don't have a problem with others sending me letters, that's their freedom, anyway, I've already told others that I won't accept it. But you are the last person who should send me a letter, and you do this to make me feel like you are ......"
He paused, as if thinking about the wording, "It feels like you're pushing me around someone else, as if I'm just a dispensable person who can be sent out at any time, right?" ”
Hearing this, Yu Sheng's eyes immediately glowed with a sourness, and his heart was like boiling water, bubbling and boiling, and the water vapor rose all the way, blurring his vision.
She seems to ...... became the kind of person he hated the most, selfish. That's right, it's selfishness, like the selfishness of his biological mother, like Zhou Ziyue's selfishness, like Yu Qiumin's selfishness.
She seems to have imposed on others what she didn't like, and Nianhua was right, no matter what, she was the last person who should have sent this letter.
He was so kind to himself, so considerate, even risking his life to protect her, and in the end he just hurt him willfully because of her selfishness.
What do the things I have experienced have to do with my youth? But she didn't consider his thoughts, and after accepting his kindness with peace of mind, she unilaterally distanced herself from him without wanting to continue to be entangled.
Oh, is it wrong to be good to a person? No, no, what's wrong is that he shouldn't be nice to her, it's not worth it.
"I'm sorry ......" a thousand words, and in the end it could only be this pale and weak apology, Yu Sheng didn't know what to say.
Nianhua's hand on top of her head slid down and landed beside her, suddenly holding her arm, not very hard, but there was an indescribable meaning, "I said, don't apologize to me, I don't want to hear you say these words." ”