Chapter 114: Misunderstanding
An Sheng's arms were tightened tighter, as if he wanted to convey the grievances in his heart to Leng Nanxian's heart in this way, without crying and crying, Leng Nanxian could also know his thoughts, and then give himself more comfort.
Leng Nanxian's stature is tall, and she is petite and exquisite, she lies in Leng Nanxian's heart, and can feel his solid and powerful heartbeat, every time, it will make her feel as if she is responding to herself, listening carefully.
"Master!" Her voice was soft and glutinous, containing infinite grievances.
"Master is here." Leng Nanxian's voice is also rare gentle.
An Sheng embarrassedly let go of his hand, raised his head from Leng Nanxian's arms, still sobbed, and spoke incoherently: "My mother, my mother originally had a little asthma before she was born, and it will aggravate when she encounters dust, but it's not serious...... The cook in the house has been fumigating dim sum with sulfur for her to eat.
A-Niang coughed and wheezed day and night, and when she finally died, she was blind and couldn't see me. If An Sheng could meet Master one day earlier, Ah Niang would definitely not die. ”
An Sheng's sobbing voice became louder and louder, and the grievances finally burst out of the embankment, out of control.
I have been seeking the truth for so long, and it is so cruel. Even the mother-in-law brought the poisonous dim sum to Ah Niang in a grand manner under her nose, which made Ah Niang's illness worse little by little.
Leng Nanxian finally understood the sadness that An Sheng Shicai had been withholding, and he felt this guilt, regret, and powerlessness.
After a moment of silence, Fang spoke out and comforted: "Some things, some people are destined. Ansheng, our regrets have been cast and can never be recovered. So, don't keep looking backwards, don't continue to dwell on the past, understand? ”
An Sheng nodded: "I understand, I just feel that A-Niang's death is suddenly like a net, making me rush left and right, and I can't get rid of this regret and guilt." ”
In particular, it was God who gave him a chance to be reborn, and he failed to save his mother's life.
Leng Nanxian lowered his head, gently tugged at the corners of his lips, and said softly: "My mother was also sick from hard work, lingering on the sickbed, and she was helpless to ask for a good doctor. Fortunately, I met my master, who helped my mother continue her life for three years, so I was inspired to study medicine, hanging beams, and forgetting to sleep and eat, just to find a way to keep my mother.
It's a pity that the sky was not as good as people wanted, and my mother finally ran out of oil and ran out, or she died and left me. Therefore, I empathize with your regrets, I don't want people in this world to be like you and me, watching their loved ones separated by yin and yang and powerless. ”
An Sheng raised a pair of misty eyes and looked at Leng Nanxian. This was the first time he had mentioned his relatives to himself, but he didn't expect it to be such a bleak experience.
Do the two count as connected by the same fate? When he accepted himself, was it more pity than appreciation?
Leng Nanxian looked at her watery eyes, couldn't help but feel soft in her heart, raised her hand and slowly rubbed her hair: "When my mother died, she told me that every mother will accompany her child to grow up, and even if she dies, she will not leave, but it will turn into tears in my eyes."
As long as I am strong and don't cry, she will always be there for me under my eyes. Therefore, I don't cry, no matter how difficult or hard it is, I want to keep her forever, even if it flows into my heart. Over time, it became stronger. ”
"However, I only feel that there are only grievances in my eyes, and only when I cry out, I will have fewer grievances in my heart."
Leng Nanxian joked with a smile: "But you cry really ugly, others are pear blossoms with rain, and you are lightning and thunder." ”
One sentence made An Sheng instantly burst into laughter: "It's just that you don't comfort me, and you still joke like this." ”
"Cry when you cry, laugh when you laugh, after all, it's just a little girl." Leng Nanxian said helplessly.
"Master is so old-fashioned again, you are just not much older than Ansheng." An Sheng wiped his eyes embarrassedly.
"A year older is also older, not to mention, I am your master."
An Sheng grinned, it seemed that it was really like what Leng Nanxian said, he was just a child, and he could throw his troubles out of the clouds in an instant. But only she knows that the flame of hatred in her heart has been rekindled. Even the mother-in-law, Xue's family, she began to be a little impatient.
The door was suddenly pushed open by Qianzhou from the outside: "Childe, Miss Ansheng, it's time to eat!" ”
The two of them were still very close, and An Shengtong had a pair of red eyes, still crying.
Qianzhou smiled awkwardly: "Hehe, I'll go serve dinner." ”
He turned around and fled, impatient.
An Sheng wiped his tears embarrassedly, Leng Nanxian took a step back, and wanted to take out a handkerchief from his sleeve and hand it to her, but he felt empty. Only then did I remember that when I was in the Hou Mansion, I took it out to wipe An Sheng's sweat.
An Sheng took out the handkerchief from his arms and wiped his face indiscriminately: "I'll wash it off in a while and then return it to Master." ”
Leng Nanxian has recovered the coldness of his face: "Keep it for yourself, you love to cry so much, be prepared." ”
Turning around and walking to the door, he turned around impatiently and said angrily to her, "It's time to eat!" ”
At the dinner table, the atmosphere was a little weird, the four of them bowed their heads to eat, and no one spoke.
Sister-in-law Feng's oil cakes are delicious, scrambled eggs with shrimp sauce, and small salted fish fried on both sides, An Sheng can eat a large one every time.
Leng Nanxian didn't like the slightly smelly taste of salted fish and shrimp paste, so he sat a little far away and only picked a few other dishes to drink porridge. He felt that he seemed to have less and less status, and Sister-in-law Feng cooked for two or three days in a row, all asking An Sheng's preferences.
Qianzhou lowered his head and ate porridge, looking a little worried.
In the end, it was Sister-in-law Feng who couldn't help but open her mouth first: "Son, this girl Ansheng has actually been very hardworking all along, and she is also well-behaved. ”
Leng Nanxian raised his eyebrows slightly and did not speak.
"Actually, who doesn't make a mistake, don't you say?"
Leng Nanxian didn't understand what Sister-in-law Feng meant when she said this, so she only whispered "um".
"In the future, you see, if she makes any mistakes, those that are insignificant, you can just teach her two sentences, she will be able to understand a little bit, and she will definitely be able to correct her mistakes."
Even An Sheng was inexplicable, turning his head to look at Sister-in-law Feng, and Qianzhou only continued to drink porridge with his head down.
"Lessons? Why the lesson? Leng Nanxian finally couldn't help but ask in surprise.
Sister-in-law Feng glanced at Qianzhou: "Shicai, Shicai Qianzhou said, An Sheng was reprimanded by you and cried, and he was quite aggrieved, and I was very embarrassed to say it." After all, girls are thin-skinned and have to come in the wind and drizzle. ”
An Sheng almost got stuck in his throat with a mouthful of salted fish.
Leng Nanxian glanced at her, and said nonchalantly: "If you do something wrong, you should naturally be punished." ”
An Sheng thought of the embarrassment of Shicai, and felt that it was not a rebuttal, nor was it a refutation, so he snorted: "It's because my own eye sockets are shallow, and I can't stand being wronged, and the master has taught me the right lesson." ”
Leng Nanxian glanced at Qianzhou coldly: "If the weather is good tomorrow, take out all the medicinal materials to dry, and be careful of insects." ”
Qianzhou knew that he was being dragged again, and raised his head with a sad face: "Childe, it's almost late autumn now, where are the insects?" ”
"Prevention." Leng Nanxian coldly spat out two words.
Qianzhou instantly felt that the future was bleak and dim.
"Childe, if I can cry and be coquettish like Miss Ansheng, will you be soft-hearted to me?"
An Sheng's face immediately began to burn.
Sister-in-law Feng slapped Qianzhou on the back of her neck: "An Sheng is a little girl, you are crying and crying in a big man's house, what do you look like?" ”
The atmosphere suddenly became jubilant, and everyone chuckled.
Qianzhou shrank his neck and sighed: "The first time I saw Miss Ansheng, I knew that this position in the medicine house would definitely be taken away in the future, and sure enough." Knowing this, he shouldn't have interceded with her in the first place and let her stay. ”
An Sheng glared at him angrily: "I'll help you tomorrow, so as not to put on a bitter gourd face and say that the master is biased." ”
"Now the son is clearly biased. When you make a mistake, he just reprimands you twice, and when you cry, he soft-hearted. As for me, if I say the wrong thing, I will be punished as a coolie and will not stop there. ”
Leng Nanxian also glanced at him: "That's because your skin is getting thicker and thicker now, and you have no face and no skin, and the two sentences of reprimanding you will soon be forgotten." ”
Qianzhou turned his face to look at An Sheng's blown-out dough, touched his face, and sighed in frustration: "I have no face and no skin, haven't I been trained by you, Son?" Maybe one day, Miss Ansheng will be like this. ”
An Sheng snorted lightly: "Tomorrow, you can be busy by yourself, and suddenly remembered that my prescription for today has not been sorted out." ”
"Don't!" Qianzhou begged: "Look at all of you with sad faces, just coax you to be happy." ”