201, Ou Muqing's letter
"Sister, I want to be my godfather and godmother, I want to go to them, is it okay?" After eating lunch, Ou Muqing suddenly looked at Ou Yajing and asked.
Ou Ya was stunned for a moment before nodding, "Of course you can, when you are well, my sister will send you there personally." I think Uncle Yang and Mommy will be very happy to see you. ”
Even if Ou Muqing didn't say it, Ou Yajing and the others knew that she was trying to escape from Gu Yeqiu. Although this is not a good way, as long as Ou Muqing can be happy, they are willing to support her.
Ou Muqing's body is actually much better now, but she just needs to recuperate by herself. Ou Yajing did what she said, and the next day, she helped Ou Muqing go abroad and personally sent Ou Muqing to Xiao Yunzhu.
When Ou Muqing left, Shang Yunxiang and Yang Lina cried. They knew that in a short period of time, Ou Muqing would definitely not come back, and the three of them would not see each other for a long time.
Although Ou Muqing was also very reluctant, she really didn't want to stay in Cloud City, she was really sad, she needed to go out to breathe. Perhaps, when she can let go of this matter, she will come back.
From the moment she saw that scene that day to Ou Muqing's departure, Ou Muqing never thought of asking Gu Yeqiu. Because she didn't dare, she was afraid that Gu Yeqiu would lie to her at this moment, she was even more afraid that she would be soft-hearted and believe Gu Yeqiu's words, she was timid, even if she was half dead in pain, she was willing to give up, it was better than two people suffering together in the future.
It's just that before leaving, Ou Muqing handed Yang Lina a letter and asked her to pass it on to Gu Yeqiu, and asked Shang Yunxiang to swear to Yang Lina that she would never tell Gu Yeqiu where she went.
Ou Muqing left, and Yang Lina, who didn't go to find Gu Yeqiu until the next day, handed over Ou Muqing's letter to him.
"Lina, where's Mu Qing? During this time, where did Mu Qing go? What's going on? As soon as he saw Yang Lina, Gu Yeqiu immediately took Yang Lina's hand excitedly and asked.
Yang Lina shook her head, glanced at him and said, "Mu Qing doesn't want you to know where she is?" If you want to know what happened, open Mu Qing's letter to you. ”
After speaking, Yang Lina was ready to leave, to say that Yang Lina did not have a trace of resentment towards Gu Yeqiu, it was impossible. After all, if it weren't for Gu Yeqiu, Ou Muqing wouldn't have left so sadly.
Before leaving, Yang Lina hesitated for a moment before she said again, "Gu Yeqiu, before, seeing that you were so good to Mu Qing and so happy Mu Qing, I thought that she had finally found the right person, and you would definitely be able to bring happiness to Mu Qing." However, I never thought that the ending would be like this, you are the one who hurts Mu Qing the most. Gu Yeqiu, you will do it yourself in the future. ”
After Yang Lina finished speaking, she left, not giving Gu Yeqiu a chance to speak at all. Gu Yeqiu was flustered, he knew that this time, Ou Muqing had completely left him. He opened the letter that Ou Muqing left him with trembling hands, the letter was not long, and Gu Yeqiu almost read it with tears in his eyes.
Ye Qiu
This is probably the first and last time I've called you that. I'm sorry, I'm gone, and I may never appear in front of you again in this life. Please don't look for me, just let us say goodbye.
Do you know? From the day I promised to be with you, I really never thought that there would be such a day, I thought that we would hold the hand of our son and grow old. However, happiness does not belong to me after all, and you and I still can't get together in the end.
Once, I fantasized countless times about what it would be like if I married you. I fantasize about walking towards you in my wedding dress, I fantasize about your happy smile, I fantasize about our happy life every day in the future. Unfortunately, all this is just fantasy.
Brother Gu, why are you lying to me? Do you know, that afternoon, I received a message from you and went to the hotel with Xiangxiang to look for you, and at that time I had a bad premonition in my heart, if I had known that I would see such a scene, I even hated myself, why did I go to you. If I hadn't seen you with Yao Ruqing, maybe I could still deceive myself and tell myself that you still love me, and we can still live happily.
However, I saw and heard everything, and I was miserable. At that moment, I even thought about going over and dying so that my heart wouldn't hurt like this.
Brother Gu, I'm afraid you don't believe it, I actually know your heart better than you. I know that in your heart, except for me, you can't let go of Xiao Ruoqian, she is your concern and obstacle in this life, even if it is me, there is no way to compare with her. Otherwise, with your temper, how could you have been involved with Yao Ruqing?
What you don't want to do, who can force you. You told me that you were worried about taking Yao Ruqing back to the Xiao family, and the Xiao family would force you to marry Yao Ruqing, which is true. However, if you don't want to, I think the Xiao family can't do anything about you. You don't want to take Yao Ruqing home, you don't want to face her marriage with you, in fact, it's just because you can't let it go.
You can't let go of the guilt of Xiao Ruoqian in your heart, and you can't let go of the love for Xiao Ruoqian in your heart, so you don't want to face it, you choose to escape. You keep saying that you want Yao Ruqing to persuade her to break off the marriage contract with you before returning to the Xiao family, but every time you see Yao Ruqing, you soften your heart again, and you can't hurt the person who has lived in your heart for many years. I think that if this continues, the relationship between you and Yao Ruqing will only get deeper and deeper, and I, in the end, must be the one who was abandoned.
So, before that, I gave up, I didn't want to face our future pain, I would rather hide alone and lick my wounds slowly than let you see my sorrow.
Brother Gu, forget it like this, between me and you, we are destined to be inseparable. Whether you think I'm cowardly or ruthless, no matter what happens in the future, I wish you happiness.
The letter was broken when it was written here, and there were traces of tears soaked on the entire letter, which shows that Ou Muqing cried very much when she wrote this letter at that time.
Gu Yeqiu's heart was angry and painful, angry at Ou Muqing's farewell, and distressed at Ou Muqing's pain. He knew that what really made Ou Muqing sad was not what Ou Muqing saw that afternoon, but his attitude towards Yao Ruqing. He said that he loved Ou Muqing the most and would not hurt her, but his entanglement with Yao Ruqing was actually the biggest harm to Ou Muqing.
Ou Muqing left, Gu Yeqiu's heart was empty, but Gu Yeqiu would never give up on Ou Muqing just like that. Maybe Ou Muqing is right, he really couldn't let go of Xiao Ruoqian before, so he kept trapping himself in a dead end. But now, for Gu Yeqiu, as long as Ou Muqing is refound, the most important thing is to find Ou Muqing, and in his heart, no one has anything else to do except Ou Muqing.
Before that, he had to figure out what Ou Muqing saw that day, which made her so sad.
Gu Yeqiu naturally wouldn't be stupid enough to ask Yao Ruqing, he knew that even if he asked, what he got might not be a true answer.
Actually, Ou Muqing was a little wrong. No matter how it develops in the future, Ou Muqing will definitely not be the one Gu Yeqiu gave up.
Perhaps, Gu Yeqiu did miss Xiao Ruoqian, but he had been in contact with Yao Ruqing countless times, and Yao Ruqing brought him endless boredom, he couldn't have any thoughts about Yao Ruqing at all, at most he just used Yao Ruqing to remember the feelings he had with Xiao Ruoqian when he was a child. He didn't deceive Ou Muqing, in his heart, from beginning to end, there was only Ou Muqing alone.
Gu Yeqiu couldn't wait to go to Shang's Group and found Shang Yunxiang. Ou Muqing said that that day, she went with Shang Yunxiang, and Shang Yunxiang must know what happened that day.
Of course, Gu Yeqiu had just appeared in front of Shang Yunxiang, and he was slapped hard by Shang Yunxiang. This is something Shang Yunxiang has wanted to do for a long time, if it weren't for Ou Muqing.