340, away from home
At that moment, Xiao Fengyuan was like the most powerful hero in Gu Xiwu's eyes. He taught the gang of robbers a hard lesson, and his handsome face and chic posture made the young Gu Xiwu so completely moved.
Perhaps, many people will say that early love is not good, especially when she was still a junior high school student at that time, and she should not even understand the meaning of love.
However, she just fell in love with him, and recognized him, and over the years, she tried her best to make herself better and better, and everything was perfect, in order to make herself worthy of the excellent and impeccable him.
But in the end, it turns out that emotional matters are really not something that can be reciprocated by a person's wishful thinking, no matter how much she pays, his heart never belongs to her.
For so many years, she has never let go, and she looks forward to Xiao Fengyuan one day looking back and seeing her good. But to this day, it only proves that all this is just wishful thinking on her part. All her efforts were just a joke.
What if she doesn't give up? Is it really hanging on Xiao Fengyuan all the time? Even if she was willing, presumably Xiao Fengyuan wouldn't be happy, right?
Gu Xiwu has always been a person who takes it up and puts it down, but only in the matter of Xiao Fengyuan, she is particularly dead-eyed. She knew that she should let go of Xiao Fengyuan, but she still couldn't do it in her heart.
Therefore, she chose to go abroad and go away, and sooner or later, she will definitely forget this love that should not exist.
Hearing that Gu Xiwu was leaving, Xiao Ruoqian was very reluctant. Since she met Gu Xiwu, Gu Xiwu has always helped her. Xiao Ruoqian knew that Gu Xiwu sincerely regarded her as a friend, and her kindness to her was from the bottom of her heart, not just because Xiao Ruoqian was the person Gu Yeqiu liked.
Gu Xiwu was determined, although she was reluctant to leave, but she knew herself better, if she didn't leave, then she would never be able to get out of her love for Xiao Fengyuan. She is more reluctant than reluctant, and she doesn't want to be trapped in this relationship that doesn't belong to her for the rest of her life.
Xiao Ruoqian also understood her feelings, so even if she was reluctant, she didn't say anything to stay.
On the day Gu Xiwu left, Xiao Ruoqian and Xiao Fengyuan both went to the airport to see her off.
Xiao Ruoqian reluctantly hugged Gu Xiwu, and said softly sadly, "Xiwu, I really can't bear you to go, you promise me that you must come back early, okay?" ”
Gu Xiwu nodded lightly, "Well, don't worry, I won't be away for too long." It's just that I definitely didn't have time to attend your engagement ceremony with Brother Ye Qiu. ”
Xiao Ruoqian shook her head and said, "It's just an engagement, it doesn't matter if you don't participate." But Xiwu, you must promise me that when I get married, you must come back. I'm still waiting for you to be my bridesmaid, and if you don't come back, I won't get married. ”
At the beginning, when Xiao Ruoqian was still Ou Muqing, she had agreed with Shang Yunxiang and Yang Lina to be each other's brides. However, Yang Lina has been married a long time ago and has children, and when Xiao Ruoqian got married, she couldn't be a bridesmaid.
Therefore, Xiao Ruoqian had already thought about letting Gu Xiwu take the vacant bridesmaid position. This girl, who has always loved to play and joke, belongs to the same kind of person as Shang Yunxiang, and her wedding, escorted by the two of them, can she be a beautiful bride with peace of mind.
Gu Xiwu knew that what Xiao Ruoqian said that it was definitely impossible for her not to get married if she didn't come back, the Xiao family married the Gu family, it was a major event in the capital, and it definitely attracted everyone's attention, so why did Xiao Ruoqian say that if she didn't marry, she wouldn't marry.
However, Xiao Ruoqian's words still pleased her, she nodded with a smile and said, "Okay, in order to prevent my Brother Ye Qiu from hating me, even if I am far away, I will definitely rush back to attend your wedding." ”
Xiao Ruoqian's eyes were red, she hugged Gu Xiwu tightly, and said reluctantly, "Well, a word is a certainty." ”
Regarding Gu Xiwu's departure, it is not only Xiao Ruoqian who is reluctant, but Xiao Fengyuan is also reluctant.
Of course, his reluctance has nothing to do with love, he is just reluctant to take care of this gentle and understanding girl because of his choice to go away.
Over the years, he didn't know Gu Xiwu's feelings for him, but love was not something he had to respond to when he knew, and his feelings were not something he could control, he didn't love Gu Xiwu, he had always only had brother and sister affection for her.
If he could, he didn't want to hurt Gu Xiwu at all. She is a good girl, smart and motivated, sensible and filial, and she is even more considerate and gentle to him, and she is not worthy of her.
Since the girl he loved left him, his heart has also died, and now he has no ability to love others, so he can only say sorry to Gu Xiwu.
"Xiwu, you are a girl abroad, you must be careful, you know? When you are tired of playing outside, remember to come back quickly, Brother Fengyuan is waiting for you. Xiao Fengyuan smiled and stretched out his hands to Gu Xiwu and said.
Gu Xiwu also smiled, threw herself into Xiao Fengyuan's arms, nodded and said, "Well, when I've had enough, next time I come back, you must come to pick up my sister in person." ”
When she returned, she was really just his sister.
Xiao Fengyuan gently patted Gu Xiwu's shoulder, and apologized softly in her ear, "Xiwu, I'm sorry, over the years, it's Brother Fengyuan who is too much of a bastard, I'm sorry for you." ”
Gu Xiwu shook her head and replied softly, "No, it has nothing to do with Brother Fengyuan. As early as the beginning, Brother Fengyuan told me very clearly that you don't like me, and there is no possibility between me and you. It's that I'm too dead-eyed, and I just won't get out of a dead end. Over the years, I've embarrassed you, I should have said sorry to you. You can rest assured, from now on, it will never be. ”
Xiao Fengyuan hugged the person in his arms apologetically, and said helplessly, "What a stupid girl." ”
Gu Xiwu replied mischievously, "I'm just a stupid girl, otherwise how could I have pestered you for so many years knowing that there is no hope." Brother Fengyuan, over the years, it is a pity that the dance is not good, and you have been worried about my affairs. Before leaving, Xiwu still has one last wish, I hope that Brother Fengyuan will tolerate Xiwu for the last time, okay? ”
Xiao Fengyuan looked at Gu Xiwu with some puzzlement, nodded and did not speak.
"Brother Fengyuan, I know that you were completely heartbroken because of Sister Xie's matter, so after so many years, after Sister Xie left, you will never open your heart to accept anything related to love. Brother Fengyuan, it doesn't matter if you don't like the dance, I don't blame you for the dance, we are fated. But can you promise to cherish the dance and stop closing yourself off like before. Although Sister Xie is gone, you are still alive, and there are so many people who care about you and care about you, can you really bear to let Uncle Xiao and Aunt Han worry about you all the time? Gu Xiwu looked at Xiao Fengyuan and said seriously.
Xiao Fengyuan just smiled, stretched out his hand and touched Gu Xiwu's head lovingly, "Silly girl who loves to worry, don't worry, Brother Fengyuan will be fine, and he will definitely not let you worry." You, you must take care of yourself abroad, don't let Brother Fengyuan worry about you, okay? ”
Gu Xiwu nodded and said seriously, "Well, I know, Brother Fengyuan, Xiwu will take good care of yourself, you must also take care of it, Xiwu hopes that you can live a happy and happy life." ”
The parting words are always endless, even if there is too much reluctance, Gu Xiwu finally left with everyone's thoughts and blessings.
"Okay, it's not like Xiwu won't come back, this girl is the most homesick, maybe she will run back by herself in a short time, maybe you can't be reluctant." Gu Yeqiu saw that Xiao Ruoqian was sullen about Gu Xiwu's departure, and said with a smile to comfort her.
Xiao Ruoqian nodded, took a deep breath and said, "I know, I'm just a little relieved." Although she pretended to be happy to comfort us, I knew that her heart must be very painful, and it would take a long time to recover, and I felt a little sorry for her. ”
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