Part 18 Tearing
My love is heavy, dirty, and has many unpleasant things in it, such as sadness, sorrow, self-pity, despair, and my heart is so fragile that I am always defeated by these negative emotions, as if I am struggling in a swamp and sinking more and more. And I love you, I just want to drag you in, how I want you to save me, but you say you can't do anything, let me do it myself......
A week has passed, and there has been no development, Mengying is very optimistic and happy every day as usual, as if she didn't experience anything that night, Sun Yingchen is the only transparent person who knows about it.
After that, the relationship between the sisters is very good, Mengying is getting cooler and cooler, Zhou Miao is getting more and more beautiful, everyone is good sisters, the relationship is getting better and better, in fact, Mengying's family conditions are very bad, even if she relies on a scholarship, it is far from enough for the expenses brought by her life, but all this is paid by Zhou Miao, and Mengying's life can be regarded as happy.
Meng Ying is really a good person, very good, very good and rotten good person, but when Sun Yingchen and Lu Wei were together, she sincerely blessed and only said: "Yingchen, bless you, you will be happy when you are with the right person." ”
Mengying is so beautiful, she is cool, but like water, she is so gentle that it makes you feel distressed.
Later, Sun Yingchen deliberately forgot about this matter, forever, and she did it, hiding this secret in the three years of college, until now......
In fact, the night when Lu Wei called, the night when Meng Ying drank too much, they hugged their heads and cried and said a lot of words, Meng Ying is a person who drank too much, she doesn't have to remember what she said, but Sun Yingchen can't, she can only listen, pretend that those are other people's stories, just through Meng Ying's mouth.
"Ying Chen, you know what? When Zhou Miao told me that she liked me, how happy I was, how difficult it was for me to be in high school, but thinking about being with Zhou Miao and seeing her every day, I felt very happy, the college entrance examination was over, she confessed to me, and I promised her, because no one was so good to me, only Zhou Miao, only Zhou Miao. ”
Meng Ying's words seemed to be like a dream, intermittent, but they sounded unusually clear.
Although Meng Ying said this, it was different from Zhou Miao's statement later, and the direction of the matter also made Sun Yingchen more and more incomprehensible......
"Later, a big incident happened, I felt that I was not worthy of Zhou Miao, I was sad and wanted to die, but Zhou Miao told me that she still had me, and she would protect me for the rest of her life and never leave me." Mengying cried very sadly, and her tears kept flowing.
Sun Yingchen knew what the big thing Meng Ying said was, it was like a nightmare, it was something that took away Meng Ying's innocence, and it was something that Zhou Miao wanted to cover up the ugly thing.
"And then?" Sun Yingchen finally spoke: "Everyone knows who you might like, and I'm also curious, who do you like?" But after I knew, I didn't want to bless you, Mengying forgive me, I didn't want to bless you. ”
No one is qualified to comment on the current relationship, who is with whom, who should be with whom or not, only the parties themselves are willing, everyone else is a passerby, get away without blessings, isn't it such a cool era now?
"I thought that Zhou Miao and I would be together forever, but she told me to break up and she was going to leave me." Mengying's tears are like pearls with broken threads, flowing all the time.
"I love her so much, even a hug will drive me crazy, but what to do, I love her."
Sun Yingchen didn't understand such feelings, but accepted, she held her back one by one: "She makes you so miserable, you just leave her." ”
"I can't do it, I can't do it......"
"You're tired, go to sleep." After Sun Yingchen covered the quilt for her, he sat beside her and sat quietly.
It turned out to be her, and it turned out to be her.
But the person Zhou Miao likes is not her, Sun Yingchen can feel it.
In this way, it can be explained clearly, a girl who loses her innocence is willing to keep her mouth shut, just because she loves Zhou Miao too much, such an explanation is so distorted and perverted.
She couldn't agree more.
Suddenly, a dazzling light was projected, and Sun Yingchen subconsciously reached out to block it.
"Is that you, the delivery man?"
That cold and beautiful voice seems to be completely out of place with this world, and his voice is too perfect.
Sun Yingchen looked up: "It's you?" The sick number? ”
Lu Heng jumped out of the car with a smile and walked to her side: "I thought I saw the wrong person just now, it's so late, why haven't you gone back?" Haven't you gotten off work yet? Lu Heng looked around: "It's already early in the morning, have you cried?" Could it be that the food delivery was not timely, which made people lose their jobs after giving bad reviews? ”
"What about you, it's early in the morning, is it because you are a very annoying person, you were thrown out of the hospital, and now you have no hospital bed to return to, so you are wandering on the main road." Sun Yingchen didn't have the heart to talk to this person at all, after all, when he entered the police station, it was because of his takeaway order.
"It seems that you are not in a good mood today, but it is not safe for a girl to sit here like this." Lu Heng was really worried about her.
"Lu Shao, look at the time." Rosen tapped the Longines watch on his wrist hard: "It's late, it's hot wind blowing here in the middle of the night, don't you want your body?" ”
Sun Yingchen looked at the car on the side and said, "I can see that you really care about me as a stranger, but I'm really fine now, I just need to be quiet, you can go quickly." ”
Lu Heng nodded: "Okay, let's go together." With that, he couldn't help but break up and pulled Sun Yingchen into the car.
"Hey, hey, what are you doing, you let go of me, if you don't let go, I'll call the police." Sun Yingchen was subconsciously a little scared, after all, it was so late, what happened to her, she really couldn't even find a tone to cry.
"What's it called, even if you call it throat cut, it's useless." After Lu Heng said this, he always felt that something was strange.
In addition to Lu Heng, there was also a Rosen who looked oily and powdery in the car, and Rosen looked at her with contempt from beginning to end.
"I didn't expect you to be a living person."
Sun Yingchen scolded himself when he heard this, and Lu Heng hurriedly explained: "Don't be angry, don't be angry, I'm to blame for this." ”
Lu Heng looked at her puzzled eyes and continued: "Our car drove past you just now, and I thought you were very familiar, so I made a bet with Rosen that you were the one who delivered the food." ”
At this time, Luo Sen took out a hundred yuan from his wallet and handed it to Lu Heng: "You are lucky." ”
Sun Yingchen couldn't see that he was a fool this time: "What about the two of you betting on me?" If that's the case, why are you letting me get in the car? ”
Rosen glanced at him and said, "Because I'm worried about your safety, I'm a girl after all." ”
"I'm curious, he bet that I was a food delivery, so what do you bet I do?"
Lu Heng snorted and laughed, his beautiful eyes bent into crescent moons.
Rosen said, "Nothing. ”