"Qian, Qianqian......"

The man on the bed frowned, his eyelids twitched, and he groaned.

Shen Qianwei suddenly panicked in her heart, leaned over to look at the uneasy person, and clenched He Qingqing's hand with greater force.

"I ...... I'm in trouble......"

"Silly girl, you still remember this! In my eyes, even if you do something big, it's not a disaster. ”

A shallow smile hooked up at the corner of his mouth, and his fingertips drew circles in He Qingqing's hand intentionally or unintentionally.

After a long time, the person on the hospital bed finally slowly opened his eyes in an unconscious whisper.

"Willing to wake up? If you don't wake up, I'll wake you up like a sleeping beauty, just in the hospital, and the oxygen tube will come quickly. ”

"Well, let's do it again."

A smile appeared on her pale face, and He Qingqing closed her eyes again.

"Okay, don't make a fuss, is there anything uncomfortable?"

He Qingqing shook his head.

"Hmm...... Are you hungry or not? ”

Shook his head again.

"Do you want to drink water?"

I thought that the other party would shake his head, but I saw He Qingqing nodding strongly.

The corners of Shen Qianwei's mouth twitched slightly, but she stood up very sincerely, and quickly took a glass of water.

"Do you want a straw?"

"I don't want it, you pick me up."

"Okay." Putting down the water glass, Shen Qianwei opened her arms, leaned down and picked up the person lying on the bed, and thoughtfully took two pillows and put them behind He Qingqing, and then handed the water back to He Qingqing's hands.

Holding the water cup with both hands, He Qingqing aimed at the mouth of the cup, took a sip, and the complexion on his face slowly recovered.

Licking the corners of her lips with satisfaction, she consciously handed the empty cup back to Shen Qianwei.

"Is there anything else to do?"

"Nope."

"Well, then it's time to answer my question."

He Qingqing looked at the suddenly serious person and blinked in confusion.

"What's wrong with low blood sugar?"

"You, you know everything?"

"Well, so don't try to lie, I have to know when it started to appear and how it appeared."

Opposite Shen Qianwei's torture, He Qingqing pursed her lips a little weakly, and after a long time, she spoke slowly.

"A year after I went to the UK, I didn't dare to go out alone, and I didn't know English at that time, so I wanted them to come back to spend more time with me, so I often didn't eat to protest with them...... And then, and then it gave rise to ......"

He Qingqing secretly observed Shen Qianwei's face as she spoke, and found that the other party's expression was gloomy, and immediately emphasized:

"But I, I've changed it all since, and it's rarely the case, I, I'm still very healthy now......"

"So what's going on today? Also, Han Zhiming told me that the doctor said that you have been in this situation for a while. ”

"Senior Han Zhi? No, it wasn't the hospital that Qianqian sent me to??? ”

He Qingqing was a little messy, she always thought that it was Shen Qianwei who sent her to the hospital, and she felt that she had been holding a pair of hands, could it be ......

looked at Shen Qianwei in horror.

I saw that the other party's face was so stinky that it seemed that he should have known it, He Qingqing smiled awkwardly, this was purely a mistake......

"Alright, don't digress. The doctor also said that you are overworked, you have to tell me well, you are reluctant to call me every day, how do you work. ”

"This ......"

"Don't procrastinate, trying to fool ......"

"I don't, I'm just looking for a shop that can repair cups."

"Repair the cup? If your cup is broken, I'll take you to buy it. ”

"It's not my cup, it's Gan Zhaoxue's...... I accidentally broke her cup, and Xu Lu said that she cared about the cup very much, so I wondered if I could fix it. ”

"So you find the store to find yourself overworked and then find the hypoglycemia, haven't you eaten well......"

"I don't have ......"

"He Qingqing, what did I tell you? I said that no matter what, you can come to me, you can rely on me, why didn't you tell me? Why don't you ask me for help??? ”

The more Shen Qianwei spoke, the more anxious she became, and the green tendons on her arms suddenly burst out with anger.

"I just think it's just a small thing, and I don't want to bother you because I'm so busy......"

"Trouble? He Qingqing, for you, asking me to do a favor is actually asking me for trouble? ”

"No, I didn't mean that......"

"Since things can't be done well, go ask for help, what are you kidding with your body?!!! Isn't it a hassle for me to run all the way from A to C when I heard the news that you were in the hospital?!!! He Qingqing, do you have any brains!! ”

The more he talked, the more excited he became, and his tone deviated from the track at some point, and he couldn't pull it back.

He Qingqing was stunned by the roar, and the chill in her heart spread to her pupils inch by inch, and finally turned into a string of pearl threads, which rolled down silently from the corners of her eyes.

A pair of hands grabbed Shen Qianwei's arm tightly, and said humbly:

"I really didn't mean to, I didn't expect myself to faint, you, don't kill me, I, I'm scared ......"

The weak pleading was like a mosquito, but it pulled Shen Qianwei's sobriety back a lot.

Lowering her eyes and glancing at the two small hands that climbed between her arms, Shen Qianwei stood up upset, shook off He Qingqing, and strode out of the ward.

He Qingqing's whole body leaned back, her hands that were thrown away were slumped on both sides of the hospital bed, and the two lines of tears on her face were endless.

Is this hated?

Shen Qianwei walked out of the ward and came to a dark stairwell.

His temples swelled suddenly, and he was eager to pump his palms hard with both hands.

Almost every time he encounters He Qingqing, he can't control his temper and the selfish desire in his heart, he thinks that after five years, he has been able to restrain himself well.

But today, it has been exposed again.

He was afraid of losing control, because it meant that He Qingqing was likely to be unable to stand his selfish desires and disgusted or flee from him.

He didn't want to, he didn't want to lose her because of this.

While trying to give her enough freedom, he also wants to eat her to death, making her only look at herself.

He's really going crazy with this contradiction.

Out of control, where is the boundary of out of control?

Will he be able to hold on?

The more I thought about it, the more upset I became, so I simply went downstairs and bought a pack of cigarettes.

He walked back to the stairwell with the cigarette, leaned against the wall, took out a cigarette and lit it, the smoke passed through his lungs, through his nose, and finally formed a circle of smoke around his brain.

I can smoke, and I was forced to contract it under pressure during the accident in my father's company.

He knew that He Qingqing didn't like it, and he also knew that He Qingqing would definitely be frightened when he saw such a side, so he decisively quit when he decided to go abroad to find He Qingqing.

Until He Qingqing took the initiative to return to China to find him, he didn't have to touch it once, but today, the panic and uneasiness in his heart still failed to let him control himself.

"Qian, Qianqian......"

The finger holding the cigarette shook suddenly, and the cigarette core that was still lit up a second ago, the cigarette ash instantly shook off Shen Qianwei's fingers, and there was a strong burning sensation, so hot that Shen Qianwei immediately threw away the cigarette in his hand, raised his eyes to look at the expressionless person standing at the entrance of the building, and subconsciously stepped on the cigarette butt that fell on the ground with his foot.

Standing up straight, Shen Qianwei asked with some weakness:

"You, why are you here?"

"I'm afraid that you will leave me and leave, so I will come out to look for you."

"I'm just a little stuffy, come out to breathe, I won't leave, you go back to the ward first." After settling her thoughts, Shen Qianwei tried to say calmly.

"Smoking is not good for your health, so don't smoke ......"

"Qingqing, you, listen to me, I smoke because ......"

"It's okay."

"What, what?"

The anxiety in his eyes was instantly replaced by disbelief, and there was a hidden trace of expectation, which was also drowned in the silent air with the sound of "It's okay".

"I'll go back first, you come early, you, if you want to leave, you can also ......"

Trying to suppress the tremor in his tone, He Qingqing turned around after speaking, and walked back with gentle steps.

"Qingqing, listen to me, I ......"

The seemingly casual sentence pierced Shen Qianwei's heart like a sharp thorn, and every time He Qingqing took a step forward, it would sting even more.

In a panic, Shen Qianwei took a step and grabbed the person who was walking forward.

"I, I want to go back......"

"Qingqing, I, I'm not smoking for you, I'm just because of myself, because I'm too useless......"

Shen Qianwei lowered her head a little dejectedly, her voice was hoarse, he was telling the truth, he was blaming himself, blaming himself for not even being able to control his desires, blaming himself for not even being able to control his temper, and even his emotions would easily get out of control.

"It's okay, you'll come back when you're done."

"Okay."

Looking at the person who had never reacted, Shen Qianwei let go of He Qingqing with some frustration.

The corners of his mouth hooked up into a self-deprecating smile.

sniffed, He Qingqing raised her head and continued to move forward, but the tears in the corners of her eyes still dripped uncontrollably to her chin, and they also dripped into Shen Qianwei's eyes.

Shen Qianwei suddenly had only one thought in her mind, that is, she had to do something more.

He Qingqing must not be allowed to leave like this.

"By the way, that, Qingqing, you said you were in trouble, what is the matter?"

"It's nothing, it's okay anymore."

"Let me help you, Qingqing, I can help you." The two of them have been getting along day and night since childhood, He Qingqing's habits, Shen Qianwei has long known everything, how can she not see that the other party is telling lies to herself.

After calming his trembling shoulders, He Qingqing turned around.

A pair of misty eyes met Shen Qianwei's eyes so unabashedly.

Shen Qianwei only felt that her heart was about to be killed, and it became difficult to breathe.

With a muffled snort, the girl standing in front of her cried:

"Didn't we say we were going to grow together in the right way? But now, why? Why do I still feel like I don't know you————"

"That's not the case, Qingqing......

"I'm sorry, there are some things I can't explain to you......"

"Why? Am I not the closest person to you? ”

I really don't want to be an ignorant canary anymore.

Shen Qianwei did not speak.

Standing in silence, watching the man crying like a cat, turn around and run away in front of him. 、

There is nowhere to hide in the heart of guilt.

Later, it's still going to be abused......