When Jiang Yao left the café with tired steps, she did not return to Zhou Zheng's rental house, but went to Zhang Shimei's current residence, stood at the door and knocked on the door.

The door opened quickly.

Zhang Shimei raised her eyebrows, glanced around, and saw that Jiang Yao didn't take Zhou Zheng with her this time, and her eyes lit up after a turn: "What, have you figured it out?" ”

"Ask you something." Jiang Yao raised her eyes, there was no light in her eyes, and her face was pale.

In the past, she loved to laugh and believed that as long as she had a good attitude, everything could be solved. But the gap between reality and ideals is too big after all, and she can't convince herself that she is still as cheerful as before.

Zhang Shimei immediately noticed the change in Jiang Yao's mood, frowned and said, "Just say what you say, what are you doing with a bad face?" ”

Jiang Yao glanced at her, still expressionless, staring at the ground weakly with dark eyes, "Do you really want me to marry Gao Fei?" Have you ever wondered what kind of life I will live after marrying him? ”

Zhang Shimei was stunned for a moment, and laughed out loud: "Of course I know what kind of life you will live after marrying her!" Every day, there are endless good clothes to wear, endless good things to eat, endless shopping malls, as long as you carry your bag, sit at home and be a rich wife, go in and out of various parties in high society, and maybe occasionally appear in the newspaper...... Look at the current lives of your friends Jiang Zilin and Lin Jiayi, you can tell me that the people you date are all so glamorous, and you are now half a foot in the entertainment industry, why don't you know how to learn from them? How much do they plan for themselves......"

Jiang Yao gently tugged at the corners of her mouth, revealing a smile that was more ugly than crying.

"They don't plan for themselves, it's fate and worthiness." She threw down a sentence and turned to leave.

"What ......" Zhang Shimei frowned, looked at her distant figure, and spit out: "It's just inexplicable...... What's crazy......"

After Jiang Yao left, she lingered at the door of Zhou Zheng's rental house for a long time before finally opening the door and walking in.

As soon as Zhou Zheng in the door heard the sound, he immediately sat up, his eyes looked out of the door, and his face was happy.

"You're back." He stepped forward, carefully observed Jiang Yao's face, and breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that there were no tears: "Didn't you say that you went to find an acquaintance to see if you could invest in us?" Why is your face so bad, is it being bullied? ”

Jiang Yao shook her head, not daring to look at Zhou Zheng, hearing his words of concern, the tip of her nose was sour.

"What the hell is going on?" Zhou Zheng said.

Jiang Yao stepped forward and kissed him on the lips.

Zhou Zheng froze instantly, and froze in place at a loss, not knowing how to react.

Jiang Yao kissed him abruptly, almost biting, and pushed him towards the bed with all his strength, and began to tremble.

"Yaoyao......" Zhou Zheng sensed that something was wrong, gently pushed her, looked at her already reddened eyes, and said, "What's wrong?" ”

Jiang Yao shook his head with a smile, still kissed it, his fingers trembling and climbed up to his neck, unbuttoning the first button of his shirt.

Such a move is very obvious, although Zhou Zheng has no similar experience, but his intuition also knows what Jiang Yao is going to do, and immediately reached out and held her hand, but he didn't want to be able to match her strength, and was pressed on the bed by her.

"Yaoyao, don't ...... like this" Zhou Zheng couldn't breathe a little, and his breath was tight.

Her body was close to his, the smell of hair constantly invading his snort, and every softness in his body made him almost collapse, but reason still told him that he couldn't, that he had to stop immediately.

Jiang Yao didn't listen to or persuade, unbuttoned all his buttons, and reached out to touch his lower body.

"Yaoyao!" Zhou Zheng used a little force to push her aside in an instant, got up and rebuttoned his buttons in a panic, and turned his head to look at her.

This time, he finally stopped asking why, because he knew that Jiang Yao didn't plan to tell him.

After a long time, Zhou Zheng moved slightly in Jiang Yao's direction, stopped in front of her, approached, and pressed his forehead against each other.

"Don't be impulsive." That's all he said.

Jiang Yao's tears flowed down instantly, she pursed her lips to restrain her trembling, and said hoarsely for a while; "Not an impulse, I want to give myself to you."

What if something really happens later...... In case she has no way to resist reality...... She also hoped that her first time was given to Zhou Zheng, not other disgusting men.

Zhou Zheng shook his head, his tears could be clearly seen at such a close distance, he reached out to wipe her face, and pinned her hair behind his head, "Accept you at this time, what's the difference between me and a beast?" Yaoyao, I told myself a long time ago that I couldn't touch you until I had no way to give you a future. It's not that I don't want ......" He paused, and when he said this, his cheeks were slightly red: "It's that I don't dare." I'm afraid of delaying you, I'm afraid I can't afford to give you a future, do you understand? ”

Jiang Yao closed her eyes.

How could she not understand. It was because she understood that she wanted to get closer even more.

"Understood." She said softly.

"Take a break, don't think about it, things will work out." Zhou Zheng opened his mouth to comfort, reached out and touched her head, then turned around and walked into the bathroom.

After washing, the two lay down on the bed together, with their backs to each other.

Jiang Yao moved his fingertips, pretended to close his eyes, and his breathing gradually deepened, but his consciousness was clearer than ever, and he didn't feel sleepy at all.

I don't know how long it took, but there was a sudden noise on his side.

The bed partner creaked, she tilted her head, and her eyes opened a slit slightly, only then did she know that Zhou Zheng was not asleep.

Zhou Zheng turned his head to look at Jiang Yao, stood up gently, reached out and took out something from the cabinet, and the sound of pills ringing in Jiang Yao's ears did not stop for a long time.

It seemed that she was afraid that she would wake up, so she didn't even drink water, swallowed two pills raw, and then went back to bed.

Jiang Yao's heart began to accelerate, and after Zhou Zheng was breathing evenly by his side, he slowly got up and walked to the cabinet.

Her fingers quivered, and she gently pulled a crack in the cabinet, revealing a medicine bottle lying inside a stack of books.

Her eyes suddenly stopped, and she knew what it was without taking it out.

Sleeping pill.

Memories flashed through her mind, images she never wanted to recall again in her life...... For a moment, she seemed to be pulled back to the summer when she was a child.

The hot and humid weather, the screams and noises of the mother, and the iron-blue face of the father. And then it's just the pills that are scattered all over the place, crying, screaming, remorse......

She was all too familiar with this pill because of it, because of it, her father was able to escape the shackles of this family, and because of it, she never saw her mother's sincere smile again.

Jiang Yao took a deep breath, pushed the drawer back in, and took out her phone to look at the time.

It's ten o'clock in the evening, and everyone who shouldn't be sleeping should be awake.

She got up and walked out the door, making a phone call as she went, and her heart stopped beating for two seconds the moment she gently closed the door.

This area is an urban village, the road is very dark, there are no lights, occasionally you can hear a drunk man in the distance holding a glass bottle jingling, tired and fall to the ground to sleep for a while, still chanting words in his mouth......

Toot, toot, toot, passed.

"Hey, it's me." Jiang Yao said.

Goofy was very noisy, he should have been in a bar, "Wait a minute...... a few seconds, all the noisy voices disappeared, leaving Goofy in a smiling tone: "What's wrong?" ”

"I promised."

I just ask him to let go of the people he loves from today in this life.