Chapter 216: Indifferent Relief

"Isn't that all right for me?" Situ Yunzhe smiled lightly, "Shen'er, I never regret the decisions I made, and I'm also very glad that you didn't accompany me through the darkest time of my life, and all the pain is just borne by me." ”

"You're so stupid, what do you want me to say about you!" Ye Shen'er was helpless, but she knew very well in her heart that only people who had experienced life and death would see life and death so indifferently, but such an indifferent and calm Situ Yunzhe would only make her feel more distressed.

"Shen'er, men and women are different, men in front of their beloved, will always involuntarily play the strong, even if he is fragile, but also can not stop their strong heart, I have known my illness since I was a child, can not be as willful as ordinary children, after growing up, I never dare to hope to marry and have children with normal people, let my parents share the joy of family, let alone hope that one day, in my life, there will be a girl who makes my heart love, The four years of B college can be described as the happiest time of my life, But this happiness is the source of my pain, on the one hand, I feel guilty for hiding your illness, but on the other hand, I am reluctant to leave you, I think it is this pain and guilt intertwined with me, which led to the recurrence of the disease later! ”

"I finally understand, when I was in B University, you obviously watched us exercise on the edge of the playground with great envy, but you would rather help us get our clothes than join in, at that time I never thought about the reason in detail, and even fought with you for this, now that I think about it, I am not only rough, but simply stupid."

"How can I blame you, it's all because I'm too inferior, if I confessed to you earlier, there may be many things that will change!"

"Inevitably." Ye Shen'er exhaled deeply and sighed infinitely, "Ah Zhe, before that, I always thought that love was always sweet and irresistible, but I didn't know that there are so many complicated factors for you. ”

"No love is completely sweet, and the reason why it is sweet must be the result of all kinds of tempering." Situ Yunzhe's tightly knit brows slowly relaxed, "I originally thought that meeting you, liking you, and falling in love with you were just coincidences, over the years, I have also thought about hiding you in my heart, but any woman in my eyes, she is just the opposite sex, and there is no throbbing feeling at all, at that time, I knew that my acquaintance and love with you must have been doomed in the dark, otherwise there are so many casual acquaintances and encounters in this world, I ignored so many people back then, and helped you carry your luggage alone." ”

"Alright! I agree with you. Ye Shen'er couldn't help nodding, and then looked Situ Yunzhe up and down, "Well, you look personable and majestic now, which shows that your body is very good." ”

"Fortunately, there has been no recurrence in the past few years."

"That's good, that's good!" Ye Shen'er patted her heart, and suddenly remembered something, "That, didn't you say that your illness was brought out of your mother's womb?" Why are you recovering so well now, but Auntie--"

"A friend of my father is an authoritative expert in this area, and he also said that this disease is not inherited, but my illness is indeed brought out of the mother's body, but Mommy's condition is much more serious than mine, she is also accompanied by heart failure, and she can't live like a normal person at all.

"It can be seen that everything cannot be generalized, and my aunt must have consulted that her illness would not be inherited to her children, so she would take the risk of giving birth to you, but fortunately, you have survived so many years."

"Hmmm! Parents all over the world are great, my mommy is, you and Chen Chen's mother, and even you. ”

"No, not all mothers in this world are as great as our mothers, but it just so happens that we are lucky to meet, so we must cherish them more."

"You're right, I'm sure Mommy will wake up, and she'll be very happy to see us married."

Ye Shen'er nodded lightly, "I hope that my aunt will wake up as soon as possible, and then I can also be filial to her old man, which can be regarded as her repayment for her love and recognition for me from the beginning!" ”

"Don't worry, we'll wait until that day." Situ Yunzhe took Ye Shen'er's hand, "It's hot outside, let's go back to the room!" There isn't much to do in the company in the afternoon, I'll lie down with you for a while. ”

"It's fine." After the two held hands and went back to the room, they lay back on the bed again, but Ye Shen'er couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, and sat up from the bed, "Ah Zhe, I can't sleep, why don't you continue to chat with me!" ”

"What do you want to talk about?" Situ Yunzhe put a pillow in his hands and waited and seeed.

"Let's talk about when you were a kid! It's always been you who listened to my troubles when I was a child, but I never heard you mention your single-year anecdotes. ”

"For example--"

"For example, if you started school two years later than us by your age, is it also because of your health? What did you do in those two years? ”

"Hmm!" Situ Yunzhe sneered, "I guess you have always wondered why I was admitted to B University at the same time as you, but I was two years older than you in age." ”

"That's right! I remember I asked you before, and you said that your uncle and aunt were not willing to let you suffer, so they couldn't bear to let you enter the school so early. Ye Shen'er tilted her head and thought for a while, "I thought that my uncle and aunt also doted on you." ”

"You're right, it's because of my body that I can't go to school at the right age like a normal child, when I was a child, I have always been the key protection object of the family, including Uncle Mo and Aunt Mo, who can be described as taking care of me in every way, and then I saw the children around me carrying schoolbags to school every day, very envious, even my two-year-old playmate Cheng Haoran The kid also went to the school with a schoolbag on his back."

"Cheng Haoran, where is sacred?"

"It's the boss of the company that helped you repair your computer in my villa last time, oh, by the way, that is, Secretary General Yang's husband, I have the opportunity to introduce you to each other."

"Oh, then you go on--" Ye Shen'er suddenly smiled.

It turned out that Yang Biyi's husband was Situ Yunzhe's small wife, as the so-called 'small wife, not wife', now she completely let go of Yang Biyi's mustard, but she still had questions in her heart, why Yang Biyi didn't help her husband take care of business, but would rather manage a small secretary team for Situ Yunzhe? It seems that there must be a story in this.

"When I was a child, other children thought I was troublesome and didn't want to play with me, only that kid sympathized with me and could play with me, he would come to my house every day after school and tell me a lot of interesting things about school, which touched my determination to go to school even more, so I cried with my parents all day long, they saw that I was already past the school age, and their hearts were naturally anxious, and they wanted to ask a private teacher to teach me at home, where did I agree, and in the end they really couldn't resist my crying, so they had to take the risk to let me into school, of course, My dad did a lot of work for the school for me, so no matter what school I studied in, I would always receive special attention from the school. ”

"I see, I've always wondered why you never participated in physical exercises and exams, and you can pass your grades, it turns out that it's your uncle's credit." Ye Shen'er sighed, "Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, uncle and aunt have taken great pains for you." ”

"Hmmm! They did so much for me. Situ Yunzhe nodded, "It's just that as a child, I can do too little for them, and it seems that I am useless except for helping my father take care of the company." ”

"Don't say that, you don't know how good you are in your aunt's eyes." So Ye Shen'er roughly retold what Situ's mother said to her back then.

"Well, maybe every parent thinks that their children are the best! It's just that when I graduated, I disappointed Mommy immensely. Situ Yunzhe looked gloomy when he heard this.

"You mean--"

"It's that I didn't take you back to Situ's house until I graduated, let alone give her an explanation, when I could send a daughter-in-law to her."

"And you're still angry with your aunt on the phone."

"yes, every time I think about it later, I regret it." Situ Yunzhe was silent for a moment, and then said to Ye Shen'er: "Shen'er, the morning you left school--, I quietly went to Europe without explaining to you, in fact, my mood was very complicated at that time, and finally I made up my mind and decided to take this opportunity to officially end our relationship." ”

"No wonder you haven't been in touch with me in the four months you've been in Europe, not even a phone call to explain to me, because you want to provoke me and then come to the Great Jedi Escape." Ye Shen'er said angrily, naturally, like Situ Yunzhe, she automatically ignored what happened that morning, "Then you can leave when you leave!" Why did you come back and provoke me? ”

"Shen'er, in those months, if you have missed me, you must be able to understand how tormented it is to miss a person, when I first went to Europe, I just wanted to learn more things, work more than ten hours a day, life is better, finally survive to the second month, I can't help but miss the disaster, especially in the dead of night, almost sleepless, until one day three months later, Chen Chen suddenly found me--"

"Oh--, it turns out that when Chen Chen went to the UK to pick up Lin Xuan and returned to China, he actually turned around to find you." Ye Shen'er was surprised, "That bastard, he didn't even say a word to me after he returned to China." ”

Situ Yunzhe nodded, "That day, Chen Chen angrily asked me to go back to China to give you an explanation, I reasoned and rejected him, and I asked about your situation in the middle, but he hated and refused to tell me, let me go back to China to see it myself, I already knew from his angry tone that you were not doing well at all, so I felt even more sad." That day, Chen Chen and I have talked the most since we met, although in the end we broke up, but I am very grateful to him, although he has never seen me in the past four years, but he finally recognized me in his heart. ”