Chapter 178: The Past Is Gone

"Alas......" Zhu Yi only sighed, and didn't know how to comfort her. Rainbow Literature Network, with you all the way!

She wiped her tears that she couldn't control, looked at Zhu Yi sadly, and asked very seriously, "Is it ...... Is it irretrievable? ”

"This ...... It's hard for me to say. ”

Li Xinnian, who couldn't get an answer, could only cry sadly again, she thought...... If she had to do it again, she wouldn't have chosen to leave.

However, nothing has a chance to come again, so only the gloomy and sad spirit at this moment is her final ending.

She covered her face and cried into Zhu Yi's arms, "Godmother, I regret it, my heart hurts with regret, I always thought that he would always wait for me in the same place, but I realized that no one will wait for anyone forever, even the so-called mountain alliance and sea oath." ”

"Alas, poor boy." Zhu Yi couldn't find words to comfort her, so she could only comfort her shoulders one by one.

She burst into tears, "My room is gone, and although the rose garden is still there, it has lost its former glory, and everything has changed, and there is no going back." ”

"Accept reality, that's the only thing you can do." She persuaded, distressed for this woman.

But she was unwilling, and raised her teary eyes, "Godmother, I'm unwilling, I don't want to let go like this, we have been in a relationship for twenty years, and I believe he still has mine in his heart." ”

"And what do you want?"

"I ...... I don't know. She felt very confused.

Zhu Yi could only sigh deeply.

***

Long Yejue dragged Tang Mianmian to the rose garden at the back, as soon as she saw the garden, she remembered the picture of him and Li Xinnian standing side by side here just now, and suddenly turned around angrily and was about to leave.

It's not good to take her anywhere, but to bring her here, is it to make her uncomfortable?

But he grabbed her and took her into his arms, and his hot breath sprayed into her sensitive ears at once.

She winced, but he hugged her tighter, and said in a helpless voice, "Angry? ”

“…… No! "Some indecisive.

He smiled lowly, and the low voice sounded very good to her ears, but she was in no mood to listen, and she wanted to struggle out of his embrace.

He deliberately hugged her very tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his bones and blood, "Tang Mianmian, don't be angry." ”

"I've said I'm not angry." She waited for him with some exasperation.

He kissed her lightly on the corner of the mouth before bending his dark eyes, "But it looks like he's angry." ”

"You're wrong."

"Really?" He asked, his dark eyes teasing.

She stomped him angrily, "I said no anger is no anger." ”

He didn't dodge, let her chop off her feet, and then said with a smile, "I heard that women are duplicitous, and when they say they are not angry, they are actually angry." ”

“……”

She glared at him, "Who are you listening to, talking nonsense, lying paper." ”

Seeing her so childish, he was helpless, and carried her to the chair next to her, and she struggled several times, but he hugged her to death.

"Tang Mianmian, have you never listened to my words?"

He looked down at her, earnest and determined.

She was slightly stunned, not understanding why he suddenly asked that.

"Sometimes, don't just look at the surface, don't you understand my heart?" He pressed his forehead against hers and said affectionately.

This sentence, like a pill that made her settle, the panic and loss in her heart instantly settled down, bit her lip, and asked cautiously, "Is it ...... Am I being too vexatious? ”

Now it feels like I'm too unreasonable.

"It's okay, that shows you care about me." He smiled lightly, with the sweetest ** drowning, and a word made her instantly sweet.

She thrashed him and muttered, "Who cares about you, Stinky Beauty." ”

He chuckled lowly, and his whole body trembled slightly, and that feeling was wonderful.

She put her arms around his neck, pursed her red lips, and said with a coquettish look, "You men are too sweet to talk." ”

"I've never been sweet to you." He said seriously, his eyes burning, with a fire of love that could burn her, making her heart tremble.

It was the second most touching sentence she had ever heard.

The first sentence is, Tang Mianmian, don't be afraid, everything has me.

The second sentence, I have never been sweet words to you.

She was moved to kiss him on the lips, her heart was filled with happiness, and her face was full of smiles, which were very bright.

He liked to see her smile like this, and he didn't like her who was a little depressed just now.

It was very good to relieve her depression and return to her old goodness.

In that magnificent rose garden, the two whispered and laughed.

Eventually, she slept soundly in his arms.

Long Yejue picked her up and walked towards the Nian Garden step by step.

put her carefully on the **, and kissed her on the lips, pulled up the quilt, and planned to go back to the study to deal with some business, so I came to accompany her.

But when I entered the study, I saw Li Xinnian, she was sitting in his place, looking forward to him.

Seeing him come in, Li Xinnian immediately smiled sweetly, picked up the dolphin decoration on the side, and said with a smile, "I gave you this, you still put it here." ”

Long Yejue glanced at the small ornament lightly, and some memories came back to his mind.

He took the dolphin ornament and silently put it back on the ** before saying to her, "It's late, it's time to rest." ”

The implication is obvious.

Li Xinnian was a little embarrassed, thinking that he was coming to reminisce about the past, and by the way, he would recall his memory, so that he could find the edge or something, but he was so cold.

Biting her lip, she stood up, looking at her with a pair of rippling eyes, as if crying, "Brother Jue, do you know how much I miss you for so many years?" ”

He looked at her lightly with a sense of distance, his thin lips were tightly pursed, and in his black eyes were unfamiliar emotions to her.

She was a little tangled, her restless hand twisting at her side, and it was really difficult to grasp his emotions.

In the end, she stretched out her hand, wrapped her arms around his lean waist, pressed her face against his chest, half-closed her eyes, and murmured, "Brother Jue, I think your heart hurts, for countless nights, I have dreamed of being by your side, you gently hugging me, and saying those words of love to me. ”

His body stiffened slightly, and he smelled the fragrance that belonged to her, very familiar, very familiar, but a little distant.

Far away, he had begun to forget.

He pushed her away without delay, without a trace of pity, and said lightly, "Xinnian, don't cry." ”

Li Xinnian opened her teary eyes, looked at him aggrievedly, and grabbed his clothes tightly with both hands, so reluctant.

He still tore off her hand so indifferently and detachedly, ignoring her sadness, with her impenetrable expression, and said coldly, "Xinnian, some things, the past is over, even if you think about trying to recover, but the scar is still there, the time I gave back then was eight years, as long as you come back within eight years, I will wait, but now, it has been eight years, here, although it used to belong to a woman named Li Xinnian, but it has slowly disappeared in these eight years." ”

Li Xinnian only heard his own heart, a little bit broken, the kind of fragmentation that could no longer be pieced together.

She muttered, "How so, how can it be...... No, I'm still the original Li Xinnian, and you're still the original Jue brother, right, what I said just now was all a lie to me, right? You've loved to lie to me since you were a child, and you must have lied to me. ”

She deceived herself and sat back on the ** and cried.

He turned sideways lightly, walked to the wardrobe, and did not forget to give the eviction order, "It's late, I'm going to rest, you go back to the room first." ”

"You...... Are you already in love with Tang Mianmian? She asked desolately.

Very lonely.

He was stunned, as if something was growing in his heart, and he pulled his lips and smiled, warming his eyes, "Yes." ”

Li Xinnian could no longer accept this fact, and covered his face and escaped from the room.

Long Yejue had an urge to breathe a sigh of relief, turned around, looked at the dolphin statue, and was distracted for a long time.

***

Tang Mianmian slept very peacefully, knowing that there were bursts of sounds in the room, as if someone was rummaging through things.

The sky was slightly bright, and the side was empty, and she felt a sense of loss in her heart, thinking, is he gone again?

He is always like this, he doesn't wait for her to wake up, he will get up early, and let her endure the feeling of loss in her heart every time.

I opened my misty eyes and looked at the ceiling, a little distracted.

The rustling sound sounded again, and she sat up sharply and looked at the source of the sound.

The purpose was that Li Xinnian was squatting in front of the cabinet, she was startled, and called tentatively, "Miss Li? ”

Li Xinnian's body stiffened, stopped the movements in his hand, turned around slowly, looked at Tang Mianmian embarrassedly, and said embarrassedly, "It's noisy to you...... I'm sorry, I ...... I'm looking for something. ”

Looking for something?

Over here?

Tang Mianmian chuckled in her heart, remembered the word Nianyuan, and then thought of Li Xinnian who had been in the Long family for more than ten years.

Don't......

Thinking of her speculation, Tang Mianmian felt a bitterness growing in her heart, she shook her head and said, "It's okay, I'm awake anyway, I didn't bother, what are you looking for?" Need my help? ”

Li Xinnian's eyes dimmed slightly, shook his head, and said lightly, "It's nothing, it's just some small things from before, I thought they were still there, but I found that I couldn't find them." ”

"Oh, do you want to ask the butler if he has seen him?" She kindly offered.

Li Xinnian glanced at her deeply, that glance was full of complicated emotions, for a long time, she shook her head, and said with some loss, "Forget it, there are some things, if you lose them, you will lose them, even if I have the heart to look for them, I may not be able to find them." ”

Tang Mianmian's breath stagnated, and she looked at her lonely figure with some puzzlement, a feeling of wanting to be comforted, but it was difficult to speak.

She turned around lightly and walked out of the room, her back ...... Incomparably bleak.

Tang Mianmian thought, what did she go through that made her so frustrated?

A deep sense of guilt rose in her heart, tugging at her clothes, she lay back on the **, extremely entangled.

It's like taking someone's favorite toy away when the owner of the toy looks at you with those lost eyes.

I can't suppress that feeling of guilt.

Tang Mianmian is a kind person, and she felt empty for the first time.