Chapter 252: A Hundred Thoughts on Life, So Far All Year

The prison guard at the back reminded him, "Come in, your sister has come to see you, the visit is not long, don't waste it." ”

Ning Qingzhou came back to his senses slightly, glanced at her again, pursed his thin lips, and then walked to Ning Churan with his head down and sat down, the prison guard closed the door and left, and the atmosphere inside was instantly quiet.

Ning Qingzhou was not prepared, all this came too suddenly, and he was completely defenseless.

That's how I saw my sweetheart.

It's been two years, and now he has fallen to the bottom of society, but she is in a position above many people, more dazzling and delicate than before, Ning Qingzhou found that he didn't even have the courage to look up at her now.

Now he was so far away from his sister that he didn't even think he deserved to look at her.

Once he thought that after that incident, Ning Churan could become his, but the fact was that he was getting farther and farther away from him, and he personally pushed the person he loved away from the place he loved very close.

Regret it? Probably regretted it, sometimes after waking up in the middle of the night, the scene of that day still echoed, thinking of Ning Churan's sentence I will hate you, but sometimes he doesn't regret it so much, rather than pressing this relationship in his heart for a lifetime, he is more willing to use his future in exchange for the opportunity to reveal it.

There was silence for a long time before he spoke, "You-"

I haven't spoken much for a long time, and my voice is a little hoarse.

"How are you doing, why did you suddenly want to come and see me?" This place was not for her at all.

Ning Churan was here, it was as if a delicate flower had fallen into the dirtiest dust, it was enough for him to stay in this place, and it was really not appropriate to let her splash her feet, although Ning Qingzhou wanted her to come in his heart.

It's really getting more and more contradictory.

"Your mother came to me and said you weren't doing very well here, so I'll come and see you."

The light in Ning Qingzhou's eyes dimmed, and he knew that it would not be her who took the initiative to come.

But also, where did she get her qualifications to miss her, I'm afraid she can't avoid herself now.

It was already very comforting for him to be able to come and see him.

Ning Qingzhou didn't speak, much less than he had been.

Ning Churan said, "They said that your situation here is not very good, you"

She just wanted to ask him about the situation, but was interrupted by Ning Qingzhou, "I don't have anything to do, it's just that they think I'm okay." ”

Seeing that Ning Chu was surprised, Ning Qingzhou explained, "I just don't want to talk very much, I often think about things, and they think that I have a mental problem." ”

Ning Churan was slightly stunned, and then pursed his lips.

Suddenly I didn't know what to say.

She lowered her eyes, "It's okay if you're okay, I originally came to visit you, since it's okay, then I'm relieved." ”

Although she knew that what she said was polite words, Ning Qingzhou's heart still trembled at that moment.

I knew that she had never thought of herself in her heart, but she still felt moved

Then the two sides fell into silence again, and it took a long time for Ning Qingzhou to slowly speak, "I was quite wrong in the past, I'm sorry." ”

"You don't have to say I'm sorry, I said at that time that I had forgotten about it a long time ago, if you feel guilty about grandpa, you can go to the cemetery to see grandpa in the future."

"I will, but I'm still serving my sentence." Ning Qingzhou said, hesitated, and said, "How are you now?" ”

"That's good."

Ning Churan looked at him, but saw the complexity hidden in the man's eyes.

"You're fine with him, aren't you?"

Ning Churan nodded, "Well, I just graduated, and I plan to take Xiaobao and him on vacation this year, and I'm also preparing for a wedding recently, in short, everything is fine." ”

It's time for a wedding?

Ning Qingzhou was silent, but thinking about it again, it seems that it has indeed come to such a time, he has just graduated, and the little girl who ran behind his ass in the Ning family's mansion has also grown up, and he should have been ready a long time ago.

But I don't know why, when he heard Ning Churan say this indifferently, Ning Qingzhou still felt that he couldn't accept it so much.

He wanted to smile and say so good, bless you.

But before he could speak, the hand that had been placed on the table slowly clenched and trembled slightly.

It was obviously so close to her, but Ning Qingzhou felt so far away from her

Ning Qingzhou felt that his heart was hurting, what was it like for ten thousand arrows to pierce his heart, what was he feeling now.

But I had to force myself to laugh, "It's good." ”

Ning Churan curled her lips and smiled lightly, but she didn't mean to laugh, she raised her hand to look at the time on her watch, and slowly got up.

"It's not too early, I was just coming to see you, and since you're fine, I'll leave first."

Ning Churan didn't plan to stay longer, she had said everything she had to say, and she didn't want to drag her feet too much.

was going to leave directly, but Ning Qingzhou suddenly stopped her, "Chu Ran-"

Just like when he made an appointment with her that year and called her to stop her before she was about to leave, Ning Churan also stopped like that.

But she didn't look back, nor did she see Ning Qingzhou's reddened eyes, only his trembling voice could be heard.

"I think I still want to ask that question again, but I really don't ask for it this time, I don't want it."

The humility in his tone had never been heard by Ning Churan from him.

Her lips moved, but she still didn't turn around, "You say." ”

Ning Qingzhou looked at her back and asked, "If you have another chance, will you forgive me, and will you recognize me as an elder brother?" ”

He really didn't expect any development between him and her, he only hoped that Ning Churan could still be her eldest brother, and he would be satisfied.

The atmosphere was quiet for a long time, so long that when Ning Qingzhou was worried that she would not answer her question, Ning Churan suddenly sighed very deeply.

"In my heart, you have always been my brother, no matter what happens, you can't change it, otherwise I wouldn't be here today, Ning Qingzhou, it's always been you who want to complicate the problem, and it's the most important thing for you to do in the future."

At that moment, Ning Qingzhou felt that the string that had been tight in his heart was broken.

Then Ning Churan left the visit room without looking back.

Ning Qingzhou sat where he was, distracted and wanted to chase after him.

But he didn't take two steps and suddenly sat down on the ground, then leaned against the wall, held his face and whimpered and cried bitterly.

In the past, Ning Qingzhou didn't think about anything, he had no desires or wants, he only knew how to fight for the goals set by his parents, and he would do whatever it takes.

Later, Ning Qingzhou fell in love with Ning Churan, he was scheming, just to get her, and that kind of sick feeling could almost make him crazy.

But in the end, he still lost the girl he spent half his life loving, and from the very first step, he was completely wrong.

If I had to do it again, would you still be willing to be my sister?

If you had to do it all over again, would you love me without him?

There are people in the life.

I have been looking at it all my life, and I have been doing it all year round.

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Then Ning Churan left the prison, but I don't know why, there was always a conversation with Ning Qingzhou swirling in my mind.

She could feel the emotion in the other person's gaze, but she couldn't respond.

Hopefully he'll figure it out later.

Ning Churan opened the car door as usual, and was just about to sit on it, but suddenly found someone on it, and she was so frightened that she felt that she had taken back the butt she was about to sit down.

In the car, Bo Lianchen leaned on the seat and looked at her thoughtfully, "Have you finished visiting the prisoner?" ”

"Why are you here?" She has only been in for less than half an hour, is Bo Lianchen so fast.

Ning Churan muttered in her heart, and at the same time, she knew that if she came here without saying hello, this man was afraid that he would be jealous again.

Just thinking about it, the man's long arms were fished out, and Ning Churan was directly hugged by him into the car, and his hands subconsciously propped forward, touching his hard chest.

"My wife came to visit someone, and I can't accompany you."

"I know what you're thinking, but he's my brother and there's nothing right now."

Bo Lianchen's eyes stared at her, and his expression was unpredictable, "No matter what, he used to think about you, and even did that kind of thing." ”

Her brother? Oh, her brother was the tightest thorn in his heart back then.

Therefore, Ning Churan had a little bit of trouble about him, which was enough to attract his attention.

Duan Si was very "intimate" to help his boss close the car door, and then silently went to the driver's seat and drove.

Ning Churan glanced at the back of his head with resentment, so he had to hold his neck affectionately, and said, "You believe me, I just went to see him today, there is nothing, Aunt Wang will come to me and say that the uncle's condition is not good, and Ning Qingzhou's situation is not good." ”

Bo Lianchen rubbed her little hand carelessly, and lowered his eyes, "I didn't mean to disbelieve you, I was just curious why I suddenly came to see him." ”

In the past two years, Ning Churan almost avoided talking about Ning Qingzhou and her uncle because of the matter of Old Man Ning, let alone going to see her.

For his favorite little wife, Bo Lianchen must be very convinced in his heart, he is just curious.

Ning Churan told Bo Lianchen everything Wang Yuan and what she said.

The man listened quietly, and there was nothing unusual in his expression.

He hummed softly, "I know Ning Jing's situation, but I just don't know that it's so serious, do you want to help?" ”

"I have already said that I will give her 500,000 yuan for treatment, which should be enough, but in the medium term, the situation is not too dangerous."

As he spoke, there was a sudden silence in the carriage.

Ning Churan was puzzled, wondering why he suddenly stopped talking, and raised his head again, facing Bo Lianchen's deep gaze.

Ning Churan felt a sigh in his heart, and then he suddenly leaned over and kissed her heavily on the lips.

"I missed you very much when I was in the company, but when I went back, I didn't see you, so I heard Duan Si say that you came here."

Ning Churan was not used to being so intimate when there were people, although Duan Si was used to it, and it was just a kiss, but Ning Churan's face turned red instantly, and he slapped him shyly, "I said don't be like this!" ”

"What did you say when you went to see him?"

Ning Churan answered truthfully, but skipped the last question asked.

At the end, he added, "Actually, he has woken up, and it has been so long, even if there is anything, it has long disappeared now." ”

Bo Lianchen's eyelids didn't move, and said lightly, "Men are not as simple as you think." ”

Especially Ning Qingzhou, an extreme person who does whatever it takes to get the end of things.

But it's true that he won't have a chance to compete with himself in the future.

Ning Churan naughtily poked him in the chest and said, "Oh, that's it, what about you?" You're also a man, so you're not simple? Let me see what the famous Bo Dashao is hiding in his heart. ”

Bo Lianchen was so excited by her little hand that he grabbed her hand and leaned over to kiss her, so scared that the little girl was hiding everywhere.

What is in his heart? Can this girl not understand, skin?

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